omg so it's that time of the anno lol when i pour out my soul for the public world to see haha but it's not for their eyes, it's for yours of course so i don't even care. but yeah. i always get excited Scrivere articoli for te because my sense of te and how much i Amore te and why i Amore te always manages to shine through like even if i'm going through a writer's block which i wouldn't say i'm in right now but i am at the point where i haven't written anything in months now o even edited that much, so i'm pretty rusty. but anyway. yeah. so somehow i'm always able to write letters and articoli and everything in between for you, because the floods of my cuore never stop pouring. te can't build a dam for it, for what material would te use to stop love? in it's rawest, purest and most sincere form, te can't truly stop love. it always wins, even if it must lose many many times, it always wins. it's really a blessing that i'm always able to write te something cause then when i sit down in order to pen a letter o whatever else, i realize i haven't Lost the touch, te know? i still have it, though it remains stagnant for some time and unused, still it sits silently waiting. it is a gift. and it was a gift i always wanted to use for good. from the beginning. maybe to redeem myself, i'm not really sure. maybe because i hate seeing gifts go to utter waste and i knew that even if i destroyed my life i had created something beautiful; i really couldn't tell te but i do know it's a gift. so the best way i can use it is for you. because you're my other gift.
people have detto it again and again forever: what would i do without you? it's beyond cliche but we know how true it is for us. what would we do without each other, in fact? i really don't know. anytime i think about it, i only come up with bad and with us being worse off than we were in the beginning. separating us would literally be separating souls. that's the worst thing god o one of his creature's could do, and i don't mean to sound overdramatic but i'm trying to think of worse and other than what we could do to ourselves which is falling out o dying lol, that's hands down the worst thing. we're each other's homes and therefore lifelines. if we didn't have each other, our souls would be homeless. in fact, no one could really acheive seperating us completely because i know that even in death, we would be attached. so what could life possibly do?
te and me, we've encountered some nasty bitches and fake Friends and everything in between. and we've encountered them together. i think i could go through losing a friend, cancer, a horrible mental illness o physical illness, i think i could go through anything te could name, anything te could possibly think of with you. as long as i had te da my side, i'd be okay because te are my okay.
i just noticed my nails were ruined lol, greaaaatttt. anyway. why do i mention the most unimportant things? i swear i'd be Lost without you. who would i cagna to, ramble to, laugh with, be sappy with? literally no one. no one could fill your shoes o take your place, so it's honestly a ridiculous insecurity to have. you're my you. no one could give me te but y o u. i am convinced that we are one in a hundred million. our unique souls, mine with it's brazenness, recklessness, my lies and my beating cuore that feels too heavy in my chest, my poetic soul from a millennia fa and te with your honesty, your brilliant way of thinking through everything and feeling g everything, the beauty te place on the world, how te define "too much", how life manifests itself inside te at the oddest of times -- us, we don't exist. especially not together. aries and cancers aren't usually pinned together anyway, for they clash too much. but we don't. we balance every aspect; when te give a little, i give a lot; when te feel too little, i feel too much; when i think too little, te think enough. it is perfect. it is truly yin and yang.
so this day, più than most days i am thankful for you. i'll give te all my 8:14s of my entire lifetime if te could feel how i Amore te and how i need te in my life. take my words right now, for they're all i have but i think they're enough for you. we feel each other's souls and hearts in every word we pen, and i hope te feel mine beating, bloody, bruised and working for you.
i owe te my life and my reason for living. thank te so much.
happy birthday to my most preferito person in the entire world. thank te trusting your cuore with me and for your soul. i will treasure it however long as our infinity allows.
people have detto it again and again forever: what would i do without you? it's beyond cliche but we know how true it is for us. what would we do without each other, in fact? i really don't know. anytime i think about it, i only come up with bad and with us being worse off than we were in the beginning. separating us would literally be separating souls. that's the worst thing god o one of his creature's could do, and i don't mean to sound overdramatic but i'm trying to think of worse and other than what we could do to ourselves which is falling out o dying lol, that's hands down the worst thing. we're each other's homes and therefore lifelines. if we didn't have each other, our souls would be homeless. in fact, no one could really acheive seperating us completely because i know that even in death, we would be attached. so what could life possibly do?
te and me, we've encountered some nasty bitches and fake Friends and everything in between. and we've encountered them together. i think i could go through losing a friend, cancer, a horrible mental illness o physical illness, i think i could go through anything te could name, anything te could possibly think of with you. as long as i had te da my side, i'd be okay because te are my okay.
i just noticed my nails were ruined lol, greaaaatttt. anyway. why do i mention the most unimportant things? i swear i'd be Lost without you. who would i cagna to, ramble to, laugh with, be sappy with? literally no one. no one could fill your shoes o take your place, so it's honestly a ridiculous insecurity to have. you're my you. no one could give me te but y o u. i am convinced that we are one in a hundred million. our unique souls, mine with it's brazenness, recklessness, my lies and my beating cuore that feels too heavy in my chest, my poetic soul from a millennia fa and te with your honesty, your brilliant way of thinking through everything and feeling g everything, the beauty te place on the world, how te define "too much", how life manifests itself inside te at the oddest of times -- us, we don't exist. especially not together. aries and cancers aren't usually pinned together anyway, for they clash too much. but we don't. we balance every aspect; when te give a little, i give a lot; when te feel too little, i feel too much; when i think too little, te think enough. it is perfect. it is truly yin and yang.
so this day, più than most days i am thankful for you. i'll give te all my 8:14s of my entire lifetime if te could feel how i Amore te and how i need te in my life. take my words right now, for they're all i have but i think they're enough for you. we feel each other's souls and hearts in every word we pen, and i hope te feel mine beating, bloody, bruised and working for you.
i owe te my life and my reason for living. thank te so much.
happy birthday to my most preferito person in the entire world. thank te trusting your cuore with me and for your soul. i will treasure it however long as our infinity allows.