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posted by BooBooBear981
"Write an articolo about your life, your thoughts, anything on your mind! Get it off te shoulders! Express anything"

I stared blankly at the paper. “What was I going to write?” My mind was blank. My stomach was in a tight knot. I held my fist tightly closed to my chest. I felt like crying. Those dark memories came back.

I raised my hand. She called on me. 'Miss Ivory! Yes!"

I hold back my tears but manage to mumble. All eyes were on my know. I shivered.

"Can te write about anything on your mind? And te won't tell anyone?"

She thought a little bit before answering with a smile. "Why, I don't see why not!" She giggled alttle.

I couldn't stand her. She was always laughing. Always kidding and joking. I can't even laugh anymore. o even smile. It's all fake. Just like her fake little face.

I decide to start with the title.

Name- Ivory Snow

Date- 11/4/2012

Age- 17

I don't know what it's like to smile. TRULY.
All I ever feel is pain. It comes and follows me. EVERYWHERE. There is no escaping. Like being trapped in an iron cage. Dark. Doomed. I am the REAL Ivory Snow. And here is my story.

I wasn't always an orphan. In fact i had a caring loving family. Treated me well, spoiled me with goodies. It was a dream life. Until one day. I was about 10. And my dad picked me up from school. It wasn't an ordinary day. Because he had it planned. He took me back home. Mother was at work so the house was silent. He said, "Why don't te hop in the shower, I'll get te a towel. Being a "Good Girl" I went, stripped in my bedroom and got in the shower. He didn't get a towel. He got his clothes off. He jumped in the shower, scaring me half to death. I tried to get away. He pulled me back into the torchere chamber of a shower. He was looking at me in a wierd way, staring as i tried to cover da looking away, but i didn't know what his filthy mind had coming. He got me in my mom's bed. he got on superiore, in alto of me. He raped me. And he did it più than once. He craved it. He made me. When i refused and tried to get away he would whip me, hit me. I have scars to prove it. He died. I killed him. Know i have to explain to anyone about the secret abortion. So here i am. At an orphanage, waiting for someone to say they'll Amore me. But that will never happen right? I mean who could Amore me.

I handed it in. And told her. "This is my true story" I walked out of the classroom. Looking at everone else. Tears filling my eyes. I ran. I haven't seen anyone that i knew since. After all I am the bad guy now.
 Ivory Snow
Ivory Snow
posted by malmcd
Sometimes my cuore feels pain,
And I try to hide it away.

And sometimes my cuore is made of glass,
And with one touch you'll brake me into a million little pieces.

Sometimes my cuore is made of stone,
And it becomes untouchable and shows no emotions.

Sometimes my cuore is hot,
And the Amore for te becomes unbareitable.

Sometimes my cuore is cold,
It's cold because it's been broken to many times and is hurt.

My cuore can be,
In pain,
Made of Glass,
Made of Stone,
Hot and Cold.
But always know that I will Amore te forever....
My love..
Even if this is the last time I will see your face.
I Amore you.

So Amore me,
And hold me.
And rap me up
And breath me.
Because with out you,
i'm nothing....

So Amore me until te can't
Amore me to make me smile..
Just give me this one last wish.
Just me with all your heart
Amore me till my cuore stops.
Because I Amore you..


Fierce & Love
Mallory McDonald
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posted by allicyn1234
Little One

Little one who plays in the field,
Hair long and curled, 
Eyes bright as light,
A sparkling ocean blue-green with joy,
As she holds her sisters hand,
And sings her little song,

"You may call me small but no, I'm big,
I am a strong little warrior with a cuore of stone,
Come and you'll hear my soft voice sing,

I am no little one, 
Not your pathetic pet, 
And when it comes to your taunts I'm done, 

For I am a strong one, 
The beholder of your mind, 
For I am of my genes, and proud too,

We are the thieves of joy" 

Little one who cries in the field,
Hair black and dark,
Eyes rimmed with tears,
A seeping...
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posted by malmcd
Ask Me Why

Poetry suffers tragic language
A sickness thick with words
We poets are proud proclaimers
of liberating grace

So ask me to write a poem
about the bump on my middle finger
from forcing pen to paper

Ask me about the nights
of nocturnal desires
spent alone inking
soul on page

Ask me why my heart
belongs to poetry
for eternity
times two

Ask me how
soft nouns
hard verbs
bent stanzas
crease sheets
as we change
compositions

Ask me how
My lips are
ink stained
because I'd rather
speak my mind

Ask me how
I made music
with my motions
how I drummed out
solo's on your chest

Ask me why
I would die
for just one kiss

Ask me why I...
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posted by allicyn1234
New Characters

These new characters are defiantly going to be on my lista o favorites, 
Okay so here's the deal, these new characters seem to pop out at the most random times, people would call the stowaways, but I just call them lost. 
These three girls have a very defined past, too bad the only one who would remember woke up in a hospital bed, blind, and unable to speak. How she ended up this way? Nobody knows. 

Name: Flinteressa (Flint for short) 
Gender: Girl
Age: 11 
Powers: None that she knows of, o does she? Even if she did nobody would be able to hear her. 
Looks: A tall slender girl...
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This is my first ever-in-my-life song that I've written! Please commento and if te think it's bad, go ahead and say it 'cause I know it's just your honest opinion :).
I hope you've liked Leggere my song anyway and I've worked hard on it too! :)
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When I am walking everyone is far behind me
Still, I keep walking with my head held high even though tears start to prick my eyes
"You're always strong," says the voices of the wind
My cuore stings even though I have a smile on my face
But I know this is life so I have...
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posted by BooBooBear981
Mourning souls of the disappearing
Slowly thoughts fill my mind
As my end seems to be nearing

I knew this giorno would come someday
But why right here and now?
And leaving soon, to my dismay

As tears streak down my face
I finally whisper good-bye
As i feel like a rose, clocked in black lace

As I tried to cover my depression
In which I truly lacked
It's very hard to break
Something that has already been cracked

As if my sadness came alive
I still have più to dread
They always detto "Time will heal all wounds"
But what if I'm already dead
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What we see on the outside is nothing like what's really going on inside...
We all have storys and secrets we never o don't want to tell...
Like the girl who crys herself to sleep every night and cuts herself...

Anna

I hear him calling out my name in the night whispers,
I was so postato to die he says to me
And I'm beginning to believe him.
I didn't do anything to help
I sat back and watched he slowly fad away
And now I'm sitting here crying over him wishing I was him and he was me...
Because these scars prove that my life is coming to an end

Or what about the girl who's beaten and won't tell anyone......
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added by allicyn1234
posted by allicyn1234
He can't see me
He can't feel me,
Touch me,
Kiss me,

I am gone,
Without
His touch,
His kiss,
Lost forever,
In this never ending maze,
I wander,
Alone,
Forever,
Lost,

He cannot see me,
He can't feel me,
Touch me,
Kiss me,
Anymore,

But I can see him,
And he cries over my lifeless forgotten body,
He knows the pain I've felt,
When I did walk the ground,

I can see him
He must sposta on,
He tells himself,
Good.

He must sposta on,
My work is done,
Forget me,
leave me,
Abandon me,
Walk...
Away....

And years pass,
Tears fade,
Confidence grows,
And spirits heal,
Just as I fade away...

And he walks away,
A new girl at his side,
Pain...
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posted by malmcd
Beautiful
Angle
Hurt
Pain
Love
Heartbroken
Shine
Peace
Harmony
Joy
Truth
Death
Silence
Hate
Gay
Care
Kind
Forget
Forgive
Amazing
Potential
Interests
Changing
Violent
Alone
Corruption
Crime
Disappointed
Rejected
Loveless
Feared
Hunted
Inspired
Twisted
Life
Memories
Jerk
Heartless
Hell
Heaven
Never
Leave
Hope
Abused
Cracked
Kiss
Tired
Fat
Harm
Scared
Fear
Murder
Killer
Tears
Blood
Scars
Nothing
Gone
Lost
Forever
Ended.

What do these words mean to you?
What do they make te fell?
Do te know pain?
Because I do.
And what gives te the right to say that te have when te haven't?
Because real pain is hard to get over?
If you'd felt pain you'd know how I fell...

Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
It disappoints me how people think
it's demeaning and disgusting for one
to Amore their own gender. How we
are encased and suffocated da the
chains of society's realms.

We have been brought up to believe
that a problematic equation would
be a gender in addition to the same
gender – that it is ''weird'' for one
to embark on a relationship with
the same gender because it screams
and shrieks of abnormality.

I despise how people refer to being
''homosexual'' o a ''lesbian'' to be
disgraceful. The irony strikes me that
for a society that claims to be ''accepting,''
we have not made any progress
whatsoever in terms...
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posted by malmcd
Here's a song!


~It starts with a soft piano~


~A girls voice~

I'm not a stranger,
No I am yours.
I'm crippled with anger,
As the tears drip on the floor
Of happy never ever ending's begin.

I'm a fragile frame aged,
With misery.
And when are eyes meet,
I hope that you'll see what pain I'm in.

~Chorus~

I'm tired of felling afraid,
I do not want to die inside just to breath in.
I'm tired of felling so numb.

I believe,
A live of pain a no worry.
Exist when,
I am,
Cut,

~Piano~

................
.........
....
..
.

I may seem crazy o painfully shy,
But these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you'd just look me in the eye.

I fell...
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