Its Monday now… Its about almost noon it also almost time for your break. te glance out your window and see I familiar face its Marshall. *Oh great* te think to yourself, te try to block your face so he wouldn’t notice you. He walks in and walks up to Wanda.
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help te with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. te stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do te want, why are te here, and how the hell did te find out where I worked?” te ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” te mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell te might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” te say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” te say. “I have no interest in te and your stupid raping and fame shit,” te say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” te say. “And I know for a fact te don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” te say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. te glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting più emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” te say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes te sick. te catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. te quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” te say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” te say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” te say.
“You’re gonna get te culo in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before te know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” te call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, te watch her walks to the front cuz te have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
te walk in the door and go straight to your room. te look at the clock its 7pm. te grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After te finish your doccia te go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot o I swear I might break that TV* te think to yourself trying not to mostra rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” te yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang o whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” te say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do te want for dinner?” te ask after te recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. te smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing te say when te answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing te suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” te say. He sighs…
“I thought te knew, but te just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” te ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do te say that like its ok?” te say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I Amore this woman!” he yells.
“I thought te loved me?” te ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck te motherfucker!” te scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t te ever call me ever again te fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But te were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate te and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job te fucking dumb fucker!” te scream into the phone and hang up. te sit here a while and he don’t call back. te don’t know weather to keep crying o stop and just let it go. te decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now te don’t know if te can trust guys again, te decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. te go to letto early that night, and te quickly fall asleep.
te wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” te ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” te ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did te get my number!?” te scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there te know,” he says te can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” te say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who te are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” te say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of o lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” te say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. te close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for te to go to work but te don’t feel like it. te call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when te wake up. “Jake?” te yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then te remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. te finish in the bathroom then te turn on your phone. te have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take te out to dinner, just once,” te close your phone without answering back. te get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in te whatsoever,” te text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh te persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me o w.e te got goin on,” te text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like te was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” te text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” te text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. te sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* te yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” te mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” te scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” te say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. te jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” te say.
“Oh what were te thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” te say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW successivo SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
te sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” te yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. te slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so te just cant go away. te don’t wanna talk to him so te run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
te stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” te yell. te keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” te say and walk in. “Hello!?” te yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” te whisper to yourself. te hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. te just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have te been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling te and trying to text te and see te at work but te never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” te yell and start to cry, he grabs te and holds te in his arms.
“AH NO!” te yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” te yell still crying. He tries to hold te again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” te cry.
“I don’t wanna leave te alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” te cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. te cry as te watch him leave. That was very awkward and te liked it, te liked being held da him. But te don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. te don’t want to believe the te like him. You’re crying as te think this. te remember the te can see the driveway from your bedroom window. te stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. te put your right hand on the window. te don’t want him to leave but then again te don’t wanna like him so te want him to leave and never come back. te keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave o come back up. te watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” te whisper so soft te can barely even hear yourself. te slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” te yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” te say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” te say. te wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. te sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” te say. “I don’t like him,” te say. te close your eyes and see Marshalls face. te open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” te sigh. Randomly te remember Jake is at Eric’s house. te forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” te yell. te glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. te remember being held da Marshall, te smile. *Why am I smiling* te think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” te whisper to yourself. te stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom te ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” te ask getting up.
“Are te ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” te say. “I just wanna be alone,” te say.
“Ok but te know ever sense te met Eminem te been recitazione strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds te of Marshall again….
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help te with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. te stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do te want, why are te here, and how the hell did te find out where I worked?” te ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” te mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell te might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” te say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” te say. “I have no interest in te and your stupid raping and fame shit,” te say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” te say. “And I know for a fact te don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” te say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. te glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting più emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” te say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes te sick. te catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. te quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” te say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” te say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” te say.
“You’re gonna get te culo in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before te know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” te call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, te watch her walks to the front cuz te have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
te walk in the door and go straight to your room. te look at the clock its 7pm. te grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After te finish your doccia te go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot o I swear I might break that TV* te think to yourself trying not to mostra rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” te yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang o whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” te say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do te want for dinner?” te ask after te recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. te smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing te say when te answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing te suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” te say. He sighs…
“I thought te knew, but te just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” te ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do te say that like its ok?” te say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I Amore this woman!” he yells.
“I thought te loved me?” te ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck te motherfucker!” te scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t te ever call me ever again te fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But te were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate te and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job te fucking dumb fucker!” te scream into the phone and hang up. te sit here a while and he don’t call back. te don’t know weather to keep crying o stop and just let it go. te decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now te don’t know if te can trust guys again, te decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. te go to letto early that night, and te quickly fall asleep.
te wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” te ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” te ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did te get my number!?” te scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there te know,” he says te can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” te say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who te are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” te say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of o lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” te say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. te close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for te to go to work but te don’t feel like it. te call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when te wake up. “Jake?” te yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then te remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. te finish in the bathroom then te turn on your phone. te have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take te out to dinner, just once,” te close your phone without answering back. te get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in te whatsoever,” te text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh te persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me o w.e te got goin on,” te text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like te was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” te text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” te text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. te sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* te yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” te mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” te scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” te say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. te jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” te say.
“Oh what were te thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” te say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW successivo SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
te sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” te yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. te slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so te just cant go away. te don’t wanna talk to him so te run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
te stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” te yell. te keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” te say and walk in. “Hello!?” te yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” te whisper to yourself. te hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. te just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have te been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling te and trying to text te and see te at work but te never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” te yell and start to cry, he grabs te and holds te in his arms.
“AH NO!” te yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” te yell still crying. He tries to hold te again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” te cry.
“I don’t wanna leave te alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” te cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. te cry as te watch him leave. That was very awkward and te liked it, te liked being held da him. But te don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. te don’t want to believe the te like him. You’re crying as te think this. te remember the te can see the driveway from your bedroom window. te stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. te put your right hand on the window. te don’t want him to leave but then again te don’t wanna like him so te want him to leave and never come back. te keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave o come back up. te watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” te whisper so soft te can barely even hear yourself. te slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” te yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” te say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” te say. te wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. te sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” te say. “I don’t like him,” te say. te close your eyes and see Marshalls face. te open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” te sigh. Randomly te remember Jake is at Eric’s house. te forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” te yell. te glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. te remember being held da Marshall, te smile. *Why am I smiling* te think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” te whisper to yourself. te stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom te ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” te ask getting up.
“Are te ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” te say. “I just wanna be alone,” te say.
“Ok but te know ever sense te met Eminem te been recitazione strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds te of Marshall again….