Thunder crashes,
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
Friends worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped te like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like te and I.
mam cries,
dad shouts,
brother moans,
sister hides,
dog barks,
cat meows,
paremedics are coming and they'll always be coming cos i wont stop cutting my wrists.
Doctors patronize,
nurses tut,
people criticize,
kids stare,
police investigate,
teachers nag,
Friends worry,
social workers came, they've came to take me away cos I didn't stop cutting my wrists.
I hoped te like this poem even though it doesn't rhyme.
It still needs loving just like te and I.
Playground, schoolbell rings again. Rainclouds come to play, again. Has no one told you, she's not breathing? Hello, im your mind, giving te someone to talk to, hello.
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so te can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
ciao everyone. Just wanted te to know about this song, even if te dont know what its about, somehow it makes te feel sad...... Just look up the song and te will know what i mean.....
If i smile and dont believe, soon i know, i'll wake from this dream.
Don't try to fix me, im not broken!
Hello, im the lie living for you, so te can hide, dont cry.....
Suddenly i know, im not sleeping, hello, im still here!
.....all that's left.....of yesterday......
ciao everyone. Just wanted te to know about this song, even if te dont know what its about, somehow it makes te feel sad...... Just look up the song and te will know what i mean.....
Nothing Remains
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, anno after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
© Joni Jefferson
Innocent eyes and sweet laughter – now vacant and empty
Staring into a dark void
Hot tears on my pillow
Scared to fight
Too young to understand
Cold hands everywhere – holding, touching, hurting
Rape and perversion
Blood – sweat – on my clothes
Hatred – confusion – disgust
Night after night, week after week, anno after year
No longer a child – only an object
Silence – no dreams – no sleep
So many missing years
So many forgotten memories
All virtue – goodness – happiness gone
Childhood stolen – innocence murdered
Only pain and sadness remained
The child is gone – the child is dead
Nothing else remains
Source: The Child Is Gone – The Child Is Dead, Rape Poems link
Adam seen some of his friend fighting.Adam asked them what are te guys fighting about.They all detto NOTHING GO AWAY ADAM.Adam detto NO I'M TRIED OF te GUYS TREATING ME LIKE CRAP.They all detto we are going to beat te up.Adam detto DON'T te GUYS TOUCH ME I WILL KILL YOU.They all rolled there eyes.Adam detto I HATE te GUYS SO MUCH.They all started kicking and punching Adam.Jim detto IF te EVER MESS WITH US AGAIN WE WILL KILL YOU.Jack detto WE SOULD KILL HIM.Adam detto I'M CALLING MY OTHER Friends astro, aster and Zane and Axel.Jim detto BUT THEY CAN'T BEAT US.Adam detto MY OTHER Friends ARE HERE.Jim detto YEAH BUT THEY ARE NOT STRONGER THEN US.Axel detto I'M GOING TO KILL te GUYS.Axel and Zane and astro, aster started KICKING AND PUNCHING THEM.They all die and the fight was over.