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posted by cherryade_s
I'm bored so I'll write a quick poem:) This is ALL true apart from the end. I just want to tell everyone that suicide isn't always the answer though at the time it seemed right. What really happened was my carers made me see a phycologist he gave me pills and things and now I'm living a perfectly happy teenage life though I can never rid of the memories that still haunt me. Stay strong people! It will all work out xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I remember a few years back,
When I thought I had it really bad,
I'd heard that my dear mother had died,
And there was nobody to hold me when I cried.

The months that went da were full of despair,
I struggled to carry on, there was no room for air,
Then before I knew it even my father has dato up,
I was put into care, there was just no hope.

I was all alone in this big scary world,
I was just a young and innocent 10 anno old girl,
My world was slowly breaking, dimming,
But little did I know it was just the beginning.

I got adopted, I got a new home,
But somehow I was still all alone,
There was nobody around that really cared,
At the age of eleven I was frightened and scared.

Then came the abuse, the bruises and beats,
Every morning I was to wash the blood off my sheets,
But then they got taken away,
For what they did to me, they needed to pay

Then at twelve I made a best friend,
But even now I had hit a dead end,
Lucy Middleton moved away,
Yet another giorno of dismay.

But then something happened, I actually felt happy-hearted,
For the first time in years I was simply delighted,
My crush had asked me out on a date,
My bad feelings were melting; no più sadness, no più hate.

The months went joyfully flying by,
I loved my dear boyfriend Kai,
I was the happiest I'd ever felt in my life,
He told me that one giorno I'd be his wife.

He was amazing, every girls dream,
Whenever he saw ME, he would beam,
But then one giorno he broke my heart,
And I felt like I was being ripped apart.

Nothing mattered to me any more,
Nothing could rid me of the sight I saw,
My beloved boyfriend, my last hope,
With another girl, and I could not cope.

What I would give to be beaten again,
I wanted to feel bloody, I wanted to embrace physical pain,
This I felt distracted me from thoughts,
Because I knew there was nothing to gain from the Amore I sought.

The memories began creeping back,
My mother, my father, the way they'd gone with a crack,
The pain of my loss felt too unreal,
Then I knew I would never heal.

There was only one way to end this constant agony.
..
I knew what I had to do.

I held the shaking coltello to my chest.
..
......
.........
No più torture.

Peace at last
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posted by jessicamc26
Forever Changed
© Danielle
I heard the footsteps coming and I knew this would be another long night
And something inside me screamed this time it really isn’t right
The words he was saying were ruthless and cruel
And each time he hit me I sat there and obeyed each and every rule
I sat there blank faced and scared knowing that I couldn’t cry
For I knew what would happen if he saw the tears in my eyes

Each and every swing felt worse and worse
And then all I wanted was to be dead in a hearse
He got real close and whispered “Bitch I wish te weren’t alive”
And all I was thinking was you’re right,...
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i don't know if te will like it o not... your opinion.
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posted by ilovekud
I draw a pretty picture A picture on my wrist The picture keeps getting bigger Every time my feelings are dismissed te think the words don’t hurt me That the actions don’t cause me pain te think that if I smile I must be happy again I’m not going to blame it on te Because I know that its my choice But it only ever happens when te raise your voice I hear the screams and shouts And I reach out for the blade I do it without thinking Then I look at the mess I’ve made It looks ugly and it stings But it takes away the pain And the hurt Of all the other things I know you’ll tell me its wrong If te ever find out That’s why I keep my arms covered I don’t want te to scream and shout I keep my arms covered so no one else can see The scratches ive made on my arms There something that’s private to me.
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posted by alex1201
NOV. 23 1987
(Chapter 2)

I'm running. I can't breath. I'm scared. What's going to happen to me? I dont wanna go. Why did I do it. But wait wouldn't it be counted as self defense? He made me do it. But it felt so good. Watching him fall felt so good. Watching him die felt so good to witness. I made it to a phone. I dialed 911. It rang. Suddleny it answered.

"hello" the voice said.

"Hello, umm I did something that was bad, that I shouldn't have done."

'What did u do miss-ummmm miss.....?"

"Ummm...I can't say who iam."

"Fine dear what happened?"

"I killed someone. He's still there. Lying there."

"is the...
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That giorno was the opening night of the play, I was nervous because I had to baciare my best friend, which was weird. At least he was not a stranger. It went through the play, and When we kissed on the baciare scene I felt something that I had never felt before about him, when he drove me home I detto nothing. 'are te ok, Accelia.' Kenndell asked me looking away from the steering wheel and at me. 'yeah, why wouldn't I be?' I detto looking down. But before he could respond I was out the car door to my house. He watched me confused. The successivo morning I had to see him, he was going to drive us to school.(he...
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