Berry,

I've never been good with apologies, so I definitely won't start now, but can I just ask te this: How many chances did Hudson have with you? Plus one più after I left. te forgave him so many times, so why can't te do the same with me?

Despite what te and your Friends may think, our whirlwind summer romance was real. And te have to understand, that the only reason I didn't come back after what I did is because I knew te were strong enough to pick up the pieces, and that he'd be there to help you.

What I'm coming to realize though, is that if I just believed in myself as much as I believe in you, things might not have ended the way they did.

I miss you, Berry, and your sweaters and ability to initiate lengthy conversations about nothing. I'm just a phone call away, te know, and te can call me anytime. (Because I’m sure that te haven't deleted my number yet.)

I hope to see te soon.

St. James