home imrpovement

I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.

After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets te go and assigns te a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. te go back to the house and te lie on the divano with the whole family near te just watching TV.

Mark: I can't stand this!
Jill: Oh god te scared me Mark!
Tim: Why? What's wrong?
Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
Jamie: Mark it's ok. I just want to live a normal life.
Brad: Yah Mark. What can we do? We can't do anything.
Mark: It just feels...

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You and Randy are in letto together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.

Randy: Jamie?
Jamie: Hm?
Randy: How hurt were te when...when all those times I left you?
Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked te so much those times and I have te a chance to leave me before but te didn't. Then when te did...yah.
Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when te left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All those times we fought, we could've made better memories....

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees te go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The immagini of te crying your cuore out, shouting that te wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Randy: Shawn! Over here.

Shawn sees Randy sitting alone in the cafe. Shawn sits down and says:

Shawn: What did te have to talk about?
Randy: I'm gonna make this short and to the point. *sigh* I'm not leaving her. I can't leave her. She needs me now più than ever. And it's the same for me. Just cuz te tell me to not be with her, doesn't mean I have to listen to you. I mean honestly, who are te to me? Nothing much.
Shawn: ...
Randy: So I'm sticking with Jamie and I won't give her up, especially to you. She is mine. So stay back from her.

Randy stands up and leaves the cafe, leaving Shawn pissed...

Listen to your cuore when he's calling for you. There's nothing else te can do. Just listen to your cuore before te tell him goodbye...

You carried Angie in your arms back to your house after the play. She's asleep and te slowly walk, thinking about the kiss...

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**house**

You tuck Angie in letto and te wash up so that te could go to bed. te lie on your bed, thinking about the whole play. te try to remember the scene when Randy kissed you...

**scene**

When Randy kisses you, te can hear the whole crowd cheering and whistling for te two. People shout your name and Randy's...

Why won't te understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, o can it be me in the successivo life time? Even if te promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway successivo to Shawn's car and te see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees te and Randy and te get out of the car with Randy. te quickly get Angie and te walk successivo to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to te and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...

Randy: ciao Jamie.
Jamie: ciao Randy.

You sit in your sede, sedile in chemistry and the campana, bell rings, starting the teacher's lecture. te drone off, about to fall asleep when Randy nudges te a little. te hate it when people wake te up but te quickly shake it off, knowing te barely know the guy to get mad at him. te start taking notes and te just start Scrivere Shawn's name all over the place in different font size and style.

Randy: Who's Shawn?
Jamie: hm?
Randy: Shawn.
Jamie: Oh...oh! *tries to cover the paper*
Randy: *smile* Too late. I already saw. Is he your crush?
Jamie: Oh...um well boyfriend.
Randy:...

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Chapter 1: Fear

{Tim's POV}

Randy sits across from me and I can tell his mind isn't on the scrabble game. Not that I could blame him. The phone rings and Jill risposte quickly.

"Hello?" There was a brief pause. "Oh, Al. Look Al, Tim and I are fine. Please don't call here ever again." She hung up and shook her head. "What is wrong with that man? Where did he get this insane idea about me and a milkman?!"

"He spends to much time at the state fair."...