Hello my fellow sinners, I missed you!!!!
Btw, skipping A/N cause I know te can't wait to read this chapie and it's been too long (:C
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After putting Nick in his crib, Hugh decided to go visit all his children. He stopped da Charlie’s room and found him shoring in his bed. His room was pretty much the same as the one he had in ‘real’ life. That was no different with Becca’s and Billy’s rooms. They all resembled the ‘real’ ones. After closing Billy’s room door, he knew he had one più kid to visit. Stepping into her room, Hugh felt emotions build up within him.
Elyon, sleeping so peacefully in her little wooden framed bed. The toys he bought her earlier were piled up in one corner of the room and the giant teddy was sitting in another, almost like watching her while she slept.
E would miss her the most, her and her brother. Once he woke up his other kids would be there, Lisa as well, but the two of them… no.
A tear rolled down Hugh’s cheek. No, he never cried, but he also hadn’t ever been in a situation like this either.
He leaned above her and watched her sleep for a while. She was his little princess, a spoiled one, but still a princess. The event that took place in the toy store previously that giorno flooded Hugh’s mind. Tomorrow he’d wake up, tomorrow he’d drive da ‘Toys R Us’ and he would remember her and him shopping in there, every time.
Hugh felt his cuore tug. Another tear threatening to fall down, he kissed Elyon on superiore, in alto of her head cautiously and left her room.
“You sleeping?” Hugh asked quietly in case Lisa was sleeping. She turned around and though he couldn’t see so well in the dark, he could ‘feel’ she smiled.
“I told te I’d wait” Hugh smirked completely aware she couldn’t see his face.
As he got closer to their bed, he panicked a little. Why did she wait for him? più than forty-five minuti had passed since she came down to the Musica room.
Why did she wait for him then? Were they supposed to… Did she want them to…
He hoped not. That was the ultimate test, if he’d do something peculiar, she would know he was out of his ‘normal’ self, he didn’t want to jeopardize the last and only night he spent with her.
He couldn’t let her realize she’d been living a lie, o rather with a lie.
He got under the covers and she rolled on her side to face him. Hugh didn’t know what to do o say. Fortunately, o not, Lisa knew what she wanted and she scooted closer to him, placing a baciare on Hugh’s lips. Hugh couldn’t pull back, it felt too good, he already knew it did.
She ran her fingers through his hair and pulled him closer to herself. Closer and closer and closer. That was not so good. Hugh started panicking again. This was what he was trying to avoid and she had no intention of doing so.
He couldn’t have sex with her, no, he wasn’t saying he wouldn’t like to, oh boy, he would like to, he was just too afraid to do so.
Lisa had already made up her mind on what she wanted to do with her husband and every new sposta she made – made it clearer to Hugh she had no intention of stopping.
Thinking why in the hell he was so scared of having sex with her, Hugh decided to put an end to it all.
“Hun—what—are you—doing?” he tried to ask between the kisses. Loosening a button of Hugh’s shirt, she smiled at him “What--does it look--like I’m doing?”
She kissed him again, loosening another button.
“I’m trying to make Amore to my husband” her eyes glistened at the Amore word.
Hugh, fighting every fiber of his been, pulled away from her and to Lisa’s disappointment said
“But, I’m tired”, he lied.
Lisa frowned “No you’re not” she whispered and completely ignoring what Hugh detto slid from her nightgown.
“I said…” Hugh started but the look on Lisa’s bare body stopped him from finishing.
“I thought so” Lisa grinned and kissed him, this time più passionately. Hugh knew probably ever straight guy would have killed him when he pushed Lisa gently from himself. He couldn’t have sex with her. Not a chance.
“Hugh, you’re not helping me” Lisa glared at him.
“I am tired” Hugh lied again, still wondering why in the hell he couldn’t just shut up.
“Yeah, sure” she replied coldly and put her nightgown back on.
“I AM tired… Maybe we could talk?” That was what Hugh really needed to do, o maybe, what he had guts to do. But one voice in his head kept yelling at him ‘The last minuti with her and te want to talk? Are te serious???’
Hugh tried hard to disregard it.
“Goodnight, Hugh” Lisa detto sharply and turned her back on him.
That was when something changed in Hugh, deep down inside of him, in his heart.
He didn’t want to admit he wanted to say it for a long time, but he couldn’t live with the fact he had a chance to get it off his chest and never say it. If he was to wake up tomorrow, he wanted to know he at least did that, if only in his sleep.
Spooning behind her he took a deep breath.
“I Amore you”
There, he detto it, he got it off his chest. He put an arm around her waist and she stirred.
“See te tomorrow” she detto coldly, trying o mask the softness that appeared in her voice. That made Hugh realize she forgave him. He wanted to believe she forgave him.
Thinking about her last words, Hugh wished they were true, he wished he wouldn’t wake up just yet.
Whispering “Yeah, tomorrow”, the tear that’d been sitting in a corner of his eye for some time, finally found a way to escape.
SAY IT!
HILLY IS A BITCH! XDDDD
Oh, but I did give te an "I Amore you"
that means più to me than anything...
Anyway,
there's many chapters coming, so... stay tuned...
and...
I cried on the first part of this chapter...
Just the thought of waking up teared me a little...
:)
I can't wait to get your reviews!!!