This story takes place when Zim and Dib are 17 and Gaz is 16.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their Cani and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The amaro sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an ora ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: ciao Gaz
Gaz: Oh hey
Zim: What are te doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are te doing up there?
Gaz: What do te mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to te and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told te never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call te that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, te dont have to explain to me if te dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if te be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their Cani and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The amaro sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an ora ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: ciao Gaz
Gaz: Oh hey
Zim: What are te doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are te doing up there?
Gaz: What do te mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to te and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told te never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call te that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, te dont have to explain to me if te dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if te be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
while zim was watching me it was sunset i turned my laptop off and decided to make a countdown as the sun setted zim joined in as we counted backwards"5...4...3...2...1!"then once it was nightime many stars were out then zim said"wow no wonder te humans like to go camping"as i just gazed up to the stars i told myself"cool"it was an amazing site after five hours of looking at the stars i detto "wow five hours already i am tired see ya tomorrow zim"then zim said"what!?"i quietly said"tomorrow will be a big giorno so go to sleep"as i went to my tent...
TBC
TBC
zim said...whatever your thinking i am not an alien!!!!he whispered "riiiiiggghht ok"i joked then zim looked like he was in Amore too!i was getting a little confused.as the campana, bell rang i went outside to go home looking a little sad zim detto nothing else to me but then i started sognare ad occhi aperti about a romance musical starring me and zim as i danced to my wierd house when i went in my parents were still not home it was lunch so i grabbed some m&ms in the fridge since i can't cook i got soda and sat in the divano watching some wiered cartoni animati but then i herd a doorbell and when i awnserd it...
TBC
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Dib:Hey Zim<33
suddenly my cell phone rang and Ravena disappeared. "hello?" i answered it. "hey Cynder, te wanna come to the pattinare, skate park after Skool with Sasha and me?" i heard Zim ask me. i was surprised he had a phone! i considered it, but...
"sorry, Zim, i've got plans. maybe some other time?" i answered back. "sure." he cheered, and i could hear a bit of disappointment in his voice.
RING! RING! lunch time.
i sat successivo to Yugi in his little group. well, in between Yugi and Joy. "hey Yugi, wanna come to my house after Skool?" i invited when i had finished my Mac and Cheese. "sure!" he cheered. Joy giggled, and Joey jumped in. "so, what was your name again?" he asked me. "Cynder." i answered him confidently.
i just can't finish this with my cuore being crushed like this.
"sorry, Zim, i've got plans. maybe some other time?" i answered back. "sure." he cheered, and i could hear a bit of disappointment in his voice.
RING! RING! lunch time.
i sat successivo to Yugi in his little group. well, in between Yugi and Joy. "hey Yugi, wanna come to my house after Skool?" i invited when i had finished my Mac and Cheese. "sure!" he cheered. Joy giggled, and Joey jumped in. "so, what was your name again?" he asked me. "Cynder." i answered him confidently.
i just can't finish this with my cuore being crushed like this.
