i sat in my chevy, the gift from my boyfriend that no longer wanted that title. Was jacob seriously that angry at me, that i allowed edward hold while i was sick?
He still diddnt even know, about.
i was debating about saying hello to billy inside, i knew knew i was outside awaiting his sons arrival, but a sense of unwelcome , kept me away.
i sat fusuing over whiether to take jacob with i am woman here me roar, o just start crying now. i have alot to cry about, at least he wont think its fake.
But i interuppted da a bang on my window. Jacob. He had cut his hair to a short do, and his bare chest...

"Bella, where are you? te have a mostra in 20 mins, are te looking good?"
Phil detto throught the fuzz of my "New phone" in which i again did not choose. It funny all the stuff that is labeled mine, was not selected da me. hmph.
Thinking back to the house, the walls, the name, my name, On the walls, edward. My nightmare that proved real, and my dream all in one moment still rang in mind.
I knocked loadly on the taxi glass.
"Can te hurry up please!" i detto franicly.
"Hey are you? Are te Bella, like Bella swan?"
Sigh. Yes. Unfortunatly.
"Yes."
"OMG! no way! my dautgher loved you! her name is alice!...

Chapter 8
I ached for Jacob to hold me up into his arms. I needed him, I knew wither knew no matter what that is Jacob was here right now that he would make this pain go away.

I cried out in the back seat, I had no clue what Alice and Edward were bickering back and further about outside, I wanted answers, this is so ridiculous. I mean first the run in with Jacob and Embry that was absolutely confusing and infuriating to begin with.

I felt burning, stinging, stabs sensations from my stomach, my muscles were constricting, and there was nothing I could do, but rock and whimper some tears.

The only...

Chapter 7

Coming out the ladies room was the most embarrassing moment of my life. And I have a long record of humiliating moments. I would really hate for Edward to look at me and think I am weird after randomly vomiting at the cinema out the of blue. Not to mention, Alice was frantic all over me, checking my forehead for a temperature, and pulling the hair out of my face. I honestly felt like I was helpless and Alice had to look after me. When her skin touched my face it stung from the cold, just like Edward’s. My stomach pretty much hated me at this point. I felt like yelling after the fifth...

Sleeping was hard when te had gear stick poking te in the culo all night.
After being with jacob...Again, we were too tired to make ourselfs back up into my letto ad we just slept in the car.
I knew charlie, o maye the whole town would have something to say about that.
Jacob, peacefull sleeping body leaned again the wndow, where outside a large mist covered the tops of houses.
"Jacob, do te to get some breakfast?" i detto my hardest but only mangaged throught a grogging mouth. Rubbing my eye, still attempting to full awaken.
He rustled and murmured a mumbles, but a moment later his eyes fluttered...

Chapter 5
"Hey Bella, well I was hoping, te know I wouldn't ask te unless you’re were the last resort cause I hate to be a pain, but do te mind driving me home? I just got a text from Alice, she went home like an ora ago, the school nurses sent her home, her headache was getting worse.
Edward asked on our way out the front doors.
Everyone was rushing like a tornado out the front door all at once, everyone was excited for the weekend. Which made me wonder, it’s not like they have something super exciting happening, nothing is really exciting here.
Edward's domanda startled me, but I didn’t...

Chapter 4
My night with Jacob was fantastic. Better then fantastic. I couldn’t had imagined losing my virginity any better, and with a better person.
However I would be lying through my teeth if I didn’t say I was still sore. It’s not like everyone talks about, o seen on TV. But now that I’ve experienced it, I fully understand why couples keep their sex life private. Last night was just Jacob and I, no one else, our Amore shown in physical form. When I was ten my mother spilled the bird and the bee's talk. I wasn’t really fused on the whole concept, merely due to the fact that I was...

Chapter 3

I stumbled to gather what Jacob just said. I just detto what the first thing that flowed out of my mouth, and quite frankly what my cuore to screaming out to me at this point.
"Yes," I moored. I sensed his body come closer, His hand traced along my arm to my shoulder then my collarbone to my cheek.
Ahh no, that’s not I meant.
“I mean no, I wouldn’t slap, but yes te can baciare me…please” My cuore was pounding so hard in my cheat my voice began to stutter.
His hands were so warm, soothing, it made the hairs on my arms stand up. I felt his breath on my lips, warming them, his scent...

Ok im sorry, for the wait, I just got hook on other and rah rah, Plus, i was Scrivere my new one In the new world can te please tell wither te liked that?

ok, here where we go.


I stood in the middle of the stage, still, lifeless. Edward, Alice Jasper stood in front of me, no hallianation this time , but really there.
My cuore weeped for the final time.
Do i move, do i even think. Edward, stood as perfect as perfect as he always have been. His bronze hair still sat in the same style, his face still soo beautiful , and his eyes were my peace.
"ALICE!" i screamed. My best friend, i missed her soo...

Chapter 2

“Hey Dad, I'm going to the Blacks to see Jacob after school, do te think te can organise your own dinner?" I asked during my rush down the stairs. I was running late for school for the third giorno in this week.
I hope that Charlie understands that when I detto organise, I mean order pizza o anything that on a piece of paper stuck on our fridge. I want to come home to a house, not a pile ash.
"Ok Bells, one cheese pizza should be easy" he snickered. Charlie had been dato days off from work lately for his back. He fell in a puddle while taking out the trash, I learnt that giorno my...

In the Normal World
A/N Edward has not been introduced yet.
Chapter 1

I never planned to say goodbye to my mother, not at this stage. I always thought I’d live with her till I was older. But now that I’m standing in her embrace at the Arizona airport , that statement could mean nothing più than me actually getting to my fathers.
My father Charlie lives in Forks, where he still lives in the very house that his marriage between him and my mother failed, and where I was born. I'd had to turn to my father after living with my mother had become difficult on her new marriage.

Charlie picked me...

OK, if anyone has seen Skins te would know how this would work.
BUt if not i will fill te in. There are going to be 7 characters. And each chapter is going to express on one point of veiw and daily ritaul of a character whilst a story line continues.
Characters are: Pepper(the Amore wreck) chasy( the group slut), joanne (the reckless party bitch), Jackson (the woman charmer)Nate (the bad influence fuck up,) and lucie (the pregnant nerd)and Tony (the addict), and they are all friends.
i want to start off with Chasy, the group Slut.
(WARNING, EACH CHAPTER WILL HOLD COURSE LANGUAGE AND MILD SCENES)...

"A son, bella" Edwards hand caressed my face adoringly.
My ribs hurt with extreme pain. I was exhusted, and like being kicked in the gut put on top.
"Emmett, fetch my più morphine" Carlisle struggled, holding my new screaming boy.
"Who wants to cut the chord?" Edward suggested.
A small voice sounded from the the back of the room. Rosalie.
"I will" She slowly approuched me and smiled a wide grin once she came into my eyeshot.
Emmett wiped back with a large needle.
oh god, i dont like the size of that needle. I graped onto Edward wrist.
"It's alright Bella, it wont hurt" Carlisle assured me.
i closed...

"Bella, come here, i need to put più gloss on te and fix up your hair and i swear if te fall up on that.............""
I flashed out of my new fresh vision. Bella.
i sighed a heavy sigh for the hurt still growing from the loss of my best friend.
She was pretty, all dressed up, she was surronded da people making her pretty. puzzled over what the lady holding a rosa gloss towards bella, was about to say before my vision finished.

"Alice! STOP IT!!! I CAN BLOODY HEAR YOUR HEAD!!" edward roared from the deep darkness of his room.
i fear for my brother, he never leaves his room.
He needs bella, he...

"Oh bella, look at me!" i heard edwards voice throught fuzzy ears.
I felt a massive pain buring within my womb. i clutched my unborn baby.
"Hold on Bella,"
"Can we come in to see Edward?" Alice whimpered
"I will tell te when ok?" His voice stressed...

i felt a quick rush of wind blow da me ,speed.
"where do i put her? on your tavolo father?"
"yep, Edward, She is still in a blackout,, bite her.. to heal just a tad,,, te know when its enought to turn her"
"BUT CARLISLE!-"
"DO IT!"
i felt a burn on the inside of my neck, i screamed, trying to make it stop, it was scorcing, fire, .
But it was gone after...

"Tanna, please, your going to wake your mummy" Alice pleded downstairs.
IT was too late for that, how could i with this strain on my back? the cuts are still burning.
But too Many things are too late, like the fact that i'm pregnant, again.
I never taught i would be again, jacob and I never even wanted a baby, so unexpected, and i had told myself so many years ago, that i dont need children when im with edward.
When Tanna came, i Knew, this was it, she was all i wanted, so beautiful, and that i diddnt need anything else.
I Think im stranded on a burning bridge between "Take it out" and "Just keep...

OK!!! I KNOW THAT FOR SOME WHO WATCH Skins THIS IS INSPIRED da NAOMI AND EMILY BUT IM CHANGING SOME THINGS!!





"Skyla! are te coming o not!" Gigi caught me in my glance.
her arm caught a good grasp on my and i felt her strong tugs, but i just diddnt move.
"Skyla! come on te little Durry!" And as usuall her little mouth in used in every emotion. If Gigi haddnt of been my twin and i haddnt of loved her, i would fiecy hate her,and outsiders do.

i was distracted, i diddnt want to sposta from my view. She was beautiful! The new girl. Kristen.
"Hello!!! staring at old Jekins ayee? if i dont say so myself...

Bolting out the front door, into the garage... oh what car..
I pick up the first set of keys that i my fuirous hands touched.
"beep beep" a Yellow Porche replied. Alice, was going to KILL me, but not yet anyway soo who cares!

i reved out of the garage, the mail box held volume, the first time ever now that i realise, that they even had a mail box, i diddnt even think they was anyone besides charlie and the wolfs that knew the cullens lived out here.
I opened with window and slided out my arm to grap them.
"Mrs Bella 'Cullen'"
"Miss Tanna 'Cullen'"

This was Jacob's handwriting. i turned out the enggine,...

i light knock broke the silence, thank goodness, anymore of this silent treatment, and the quite whispers, some angry, obvious from edward.
"Bella?" Rosalies voice sounded outside.
"Yes Rose, come in"
Her blonde locks now up in a tight scraffy bun, looks più a birds rest compared to what is expected of the Rosalie Hale.
Her face was dull and blemished, distressed, like she has been crying all afternoon.
She wore what appeared to bea old pair of sweats that most likely that been stuffed down her cupbaords.
"Do te know what this means bella?" her voice broken.
"Ummm no, its jsut means my vampire...

The room was silent , no-one spoke a word as i entered the room.
Tanna laid silent in the deepth of my hair.
A chilled palm rested on my shoulder, i turned.
"I can take her, if te want bell" Rose offered.
i tightened my grip on my baby. no i wanted to keep her, i needed something to hold on to, now with Edward.
"no it's ok Rose, i need her" i moaned silently.
I heard low groans and murmurs from Carlisle.
I scuffed my feet accross the floor.
I glided past Alice who seemed all healed, well that one down, one to go.
edward came into sight.
I Lost all breathe, and stength in my legs, i felt esme's arms...