HAHAH!!

edwards POV

to LAURA!!!! te are one the best ppl i have spoken too. Amore ya!
omg i gong to cry !!!! i finsished and my computer fucked *accuse me up!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME NOW! START AGAIN!!!!!!!!!


This was all going so fast. i dont know what happeneded what back there, o even what was said, but all i knew was that i was running. running as fast as i could. for Bella.
This was my chance. Over all my years of immortality i learnt many things. that some humans did not. But now all i knew was that i Amore Bella. And thats all that matters right now will always matter.
I picked up her scent, and run faster....

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. te were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out, i diddnt...

"dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that te were real, that te all were , that he was.
There is evidence that te were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming o not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and te diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, o did i make te up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without te i dont know. But i want to find out. Do te think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...

This is for Renesmee_XD te say some wonderful things!

Bella POV

Seth's arms were warm.But the wind was not.
Every wound i have healed, every memory i have layed bricks over jsut came crashing through.
My chest was like it was just as it had when it first occured. The burning, the blisters, the throb, the ache, the peeling.
He was there... extactly the way he had before. He was no dream i relied on, no memory i remembered, no smelled i desired, not a old exists i once loved, but edward. the real edward. the beautiful, protective, amazing edward, the one i have wanted to come back for me. And...

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!TWICHING EYES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUMING!!!!!!!!!!!!laslalalaallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllll,. ok, this keeps happening to me. this is chapter 15 TAKE TOO DAMM FLAMIT!!!!! grr
edwards POV!

i wanted to die. i have always to know what death felt like. And this was it. My time had actaully come.And I WAS ready. i knew i wouldnt feel pain. The only pain i could have would be from bella. She was the only thing in all my lifetimes that could hurt me.
And jacob was the one to do it. it felt right. jacob black, desended of the alpha i had meet 70 years ago,...