My cuore is heavy with greif. I don't know what to do. I just want to give in, and give up, but I refuse to make my Friends and the people I know suffer, just because I can't take this sorrow anymore. I feel hopless and stranded. I feel like an outcast, but I don't mind it anymore.
The fact is I rather be alone than with others. I rather be in the dark than in the light. Although, my mum tells me not to, I want to tell her how I feel but I just can't.
I don't know what to do...
I've been listening to songs that help with the pain, help make me feel better. Hero da Superchick, Everybody Hurts...
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