I'm so utterly confused...

I'm sorry if my domande of somewhat the same thing are getting annoying,but I really need help! today in class,i was in a group w/ my crush,a girl named Kendra,and a girl named Jodacie.Jordan(my crush,for those of te who havn't read my questions)picked up kendra,then jodacie said,"Ooh,pick up Mack!"(I go da Mack.)So my crush,who knows full well I like him,came up from behind me,wrapped his arms around me,and picked me up.Beleive me,I could've flown i was so happy!and before that,he showed me some handshake he was doing,then we did the little shake and stuff.he even sat da me after an improv game we did.Before,he had close to nothing to do w/ me,didn't look,didn't talk,didn't really even know I existed.now,it's almost as if we've been like friends.I thought he might be starting to warm up to me,but after the campana, bell rang,I saw him hugging a girl,but it didn't look like he liked her.even when I pass in the halls,he looks at me,I catch his eye,he looks away quickly.what the fieno is up? Jordan has been the only boy who my cuore has actually leaped for when i see him.I reaaly need help,I know i'll end up feeling stupid if my friend finds out i still like him and asks him out for me again and he shoots me down.If te want something in return(like props,fanning,etc.,i will happily do so if i can get some sound advice.)Maybe personal expierience,maybe if te are a guy,maybe if in some strange twist te are Jordan,plz let me know.And I understand I sound extremely desperate,but he's been making my cuore leap for joy just to see him in the halls,and I will happily give te up to 30 props for some good advice,maybe a link,something that will definatley help me!Peace,Love,Living In Hopes,PUNKMUNK.