apesofwrath said:
Its a funny story. I would have laughed if te had told me this story six months ago. So hard. If te would have told me I would start feeling sorry for that immature looking boy. If te would have told me I would start sitting with him at lunch. That I would start talking to him. If te would have told me I would actually enjoy talking to him. If te would have told me he was a loving dad. If te told me we would become Friends and that I would come to think of him as a brother. I would have laughed hard. But I would have laughed even harder if te told me I would start getting pangs of jealousy at the mention of his girlfriend. That those pangs happened più frequently. That I would smile whenever I saw him and got those colorful little things with wings when I thought of him (yes I would have giggled when te told me farfalle fluttering in stomach is an actual condition). I would have doubled over if te told me I had caught that four letter dreadful disease. That I fell into that gravely concrete bottom pit called love. I would have been rolling on the floor if te told me it would hurt so bad to see our friendship end. To miss him so much, to feel so much pain. My stomach would hurt so bad from all that laughing. Its such a funny story. So why am I crying?
Can this story really be nonfiction? Can the pictures in this storybook be real? The objects and places in the pictures and feelings in the words sure look like some memories I have. Its a short story but why do I feel like it hasnt ended, like it just drags on. I want it to be over. o could this just be a chapter in the story? Whatever it is I cant wait for the tears to stop falling o at least for them to be tears of laughter cause its a funny story right?
Its a funny story. I would have laughed if te had told me this story six months ago. So hard. If te would have told me I would start feeling sorry for that immature looking boy. If te would have told me I would start sitting with him at lunch. That I would start talking to him. If te would have told me I would actually enjoy talking to him. If te would have told me he was a loving dad. If te told me we would become Friends and that I would come to think of him as a brother. I would have laughed hard. But I would have laughed even harder if te told me I would start getting pangs of jealousy at the mention of his girlfriend. That those pangs happened più frequently. That I would smile whenever I saw him and got those colorful little things with wings when I thought of him (yes I would have giggled when te told me farfalle fluttering in stomach is an actual condition). I would have doubled over if te told me I had caught that four letter dreadful disease. That I fell into that gravely concrete bottom pit called love. I would have been rolling on the floor if te told me it would hurt so bad to see our friendship end. To miss him so much, to feel so much pain. My stomach would hurt so bad from all that laughing. Its such a funny story. So why am I crying?
Can this story really be nonfiction? Can the pictures in this storybook be real? The objects and places in the pictures and feelings in the words sure look like some memories I have. Its a short story but why do I feel like it hasnt ended, like it just drags on. I want it to be over. o could this just be a chapter in the story? Whatever it is I cant wait for the tears to stop falling o at least for them to be tears of laughter cause its a funny story right?
With his angelic smile
our eyes meet
we stare for awhile
my cuore skips a beat
could this be,am i falling for my best friend?
would this tortured longing ever end?
My cuore is bursting at the seamse
for he is the stella, star in all of my dreams
O lord what should i do?
Does he feel the same way to?
I remember when we were young playinng in a pool
Now,we're crushing on eachother in highschool
brrng!brrng! the class ends
should we just stay friends?
cuore ache is what i'm afraid of!
But what if this is true love?
He comes up to me, we talk for a bit
now he's on a knee, could this be it?
"Pardon me lovely machiere
could te ever fall for a guy like me?
I think we both should take a chance
Would te be my data for the dance?"
To be continued........
our eyes meet
we stare for awhile
my cuore skips a beat
could this be,am i falling for my best friend?
would this tortured longing ever end?
My cuore is bursting at the seamse
for he is the stella, star in all of my dreams
O lord what should i do?
Does he feel the same way to?
I remember when we were young playinng in a pool
Now,we're crushing on eachother in highschool
brrng!brrng! the class ends
should we just stay friends?
cuore ache is what i'm afraid of!
But what if this is true love?
He comes up to me, we talk for a bit
now he's on a knee, could this be it?
"Pardon me lovely machiere
could te ever fall for a guy like me?
I think we both should take a chance
Would te be my data for the dance?"
To be continued........