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posted by bigmanguy
It usually takes me a couple of years to complete an album because I'm such a perfectionist; so Frank thinks I should start working on it as soon as possible. He agreed that I should have from October to January off because I've been working so much lately and I feel bad because I haven't been able to spend a whole lot of time with Christian.

Today's the first giorno of my vacation and it's going to take me a while to get back into the routine of taking care of Christian completely on my own every day. I woke up around 9 o'clock in the morning because I knew Christian would be awake any minuto now. I walked into the room just as he was opening his eyes and detto "good morning buddy!" I think he was surprised that I was there because he asked "you're not going to work daddy?" I detto "not for three months."

I picked him up and brought him downstairs. I put him down on the ground and noticed something taped to the refrigerator. I put the latte on the counter and grabbed the piece of paper off of the fridge to see what it was. I knelt down successivo to Christian and asked "what's this?" He detto "those are my stickers to mostra te how many times I used the potty daddy. The red stars are the accidents and the yellow stars are the good ones." I asked "how come te haven't showed me this before buddy?" He detto "I want to; but te are tired." I felt really guilty as I looked down at him and I detto "I don't want te to ever feel like te can't mostra me something just because I've had a long giorno at work buddy! I don't care how tired I am; te can spend time with me."

I looked at the piece of paper and noticed that there were significantly più yellow stars with about 10 red stars scattered throughout the page. I detto "it's definitely getting better. I wish some of those red stars weren't there; but it's getting better! We'll work on it while I'm on vacation. You're still having quite a bit of accidents huh buddy?" He detto "yeah; I'm sorry daddy" and started crying.

I picked him up and detto "it's okay Christian; why are te so upset? It's no big deal; te know I don't care about that stuff!" He detto "but daddy; I don't want te to be mad! I want to make te happy! I didn't do good!" I don't have any idea why Christian is so critical of himself; but it makes me feel horrible!" I grabbed the piece of paper and asked "do te see this? This is so good Christian! Why would te think that I would be mad at you? I'm happy buddy; trust me! We just need to work on it a little bit più until there's no red stars!" He detto "you're supposed to be mad at me; aren't you?" I detto "of course not" and hugged him as tight as I possibly could!

***

I'm a daddy on a mission this week and my mission is to hopefully complete this potty training thing with Christian. He is almost completely trained and I can't wait to put this thing behind us because I'm running out of carpet cleaner.

Christian came downstairs after waking up this morning and walked up to me as I stood at the counter drinking my coffee. I knelt down and gave him a hug as I detto "good morning buddy; did te sleep well?" He shook his head yes and I asked "did te already use the bathroom?" He detto "yup" and was about to sit at the tavolo when I detto "I'm making breakfast sandwiches instead of just cereal; so when they're finished cooking I will bring one in to te and the two of us can eat in the living room while we watch cartoons."

After the egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches were finished cooking, I came into the living room with them on a plate. I sat down successivo to Christian on the divano and passed Christian his sandwich. I definitely think Christian likes the idea of having me home for three months because I think he was getting sick of eating cereal every morning.

Christian had ketchup on his face; so I leaned over to wash it with a napkin and that's when I realized the divano was soaking wet. I looked at Christian and he detto "I think I need to go potty daddy." I rolled my eyes and detto "I think te already did." I joked "why did te have to pee on my couch?" I think Christian thought I was mad because he burst out crying.

After cleaning him and the divano up, he was still crying and I asked "what's wrong Christian?" He detto in between sobs "I made te mad!!!" I picked him up and detto "I'm not mad at te at all Christian; daddy was joking!" He insisted "you're supposed to be mad at me daddy!" I hugged him and detto "no I'm not supposed to be mad at you! Do I look mad?" He detto "no; but why aren't te mad at me?" I detto "because I would never get mad at te for anything! I might get disappointed in te sometimes; but I'll never be mad at you! I thought te went to the bathroom already though." He detto "I was going to when I came down here; but then te detto that I could watch cartoni animati and I kind of forgot." I detto "well; I'm not too happy that te lied to me Christian. It would've been better if te just detto te had to go. It would've taken just a few minuti and then te could have come in here to watch cartoons. Doesn't that make a lot più sense than going through all of this?" I think he started to get what I was saying because he gave me a hug and a kiss.

***

I excitedly shouted "high five Christian!" He looked at the chart taped to the fridge and gave me a high-five. I detto "I think it's pretty sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza to say that te are officially potty trained now buddy! te haven't had an accident in a week; not even at night and that shocks me. I'm so proud of te buddy!" He jumped into my arms and was way più concerned about the bag of caramelle on the counter than what I had to say.

I passed him some M&Ms and we went into the living room to play with his toys. I usually keep the TV on and a Halloween commercial came on. I wasn't surprised that they were using "Thriller" as the Musica on the advertisement because that song has become sort of a Halloween tradition. Christian looked up at the TV and I asked "would te like to go trick-or-treating this anno like the kids on TV?" He detto "get caramelle daddy!" I chuckled and detto "yeah; people will give te candy!" He detto "okay" and I was kind of regretting bringing up the idea of trick-or-treating because I just realized that I have no choice other than to disassociate myself from the Jehovah's Witness religion. Sometimes I wish the rules weren't so strict because I want Christian to experience holidays just like any other child. I hope mother won't be too mad at me!

***

Yesterday my paperwork was approved and I've been officially disassociated from the Jehovah's Witness religion. My mother's on the way over and I don't know how she's going to take the news. The worst part is that Christian is taking a nap; so I can't use his cuteness as a distraction from our conversation.

Once she arrived, the two of us sat down in the living room and she asked "what did te want to talk about Michael?" I asked "can I ask te a hypothetical question?" She detto "yeah; I guess." I asked "what would te think if I told te that I disassociated myself from the Jehovah Witnesses?" She sat there silently for a few minuti and then she asked "this isn't a hypothetical question; is it Michael?" I let out a deep sigh and detto "no; it's not mother." She looked up at me and whispered "why?" I detto "I'm not trying to hurt te mother because I know how important me being a Jehovah's Witness is to you; but I want Christian to experience the things that I never got to growing up!" She detto "Michael; you're my only good son! I Amore my children equally of course; but you're the only one that ever listens to me anymore! All the others got sucked into the world of greed and I think any hope of getting them back is long gone now! I understand why te did what te did and I accept it; but te should know that I'll never agree with it!"

She got off of the divano and walked into the kitchen. I followed after her as she opened the front door and I shouted "mother; wait! I'm not trying to hurt you!" She didn't seem mad at me which was a good thing I guess; but I think it definitely saddens her to have me abandon one of the things that the two of us shared over the years.

I ran upstairs to my room and sat on my letto as I started to cry. I always try to make others happy instead of myself and I felt like I had to choose between Christian and my mother. I could either make my mother happy da practicing that religion o make my son happy da letting him experience things like Halloween, Christmas, and Thanksgiving. Part of being a father is putting my son first before anyone else. I'm hoping all this will pay off in the end because right now I feel like the world's worst son.

Suddenly, I noticed Christian climbing onto my letto and he asked "why te cry daddy?" I tried my best to dry my tears before he saw me crying; but it was already too late for that. I detto "I'm just a little said; that's all." He detto "you need a hug daddy" and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and detto "thank you; I think that's exactly what I needed buddy." He detto "don't cry anymore!" I chuckled and detto "okay; I won't!"

***

Christians surprised me when he detto he didn't want to be Mickey topo, mouse for his first Halloween and I'm starting to think that he just wants the caramelle più than the whole experience of trick-or-treating. I think he finally settled on being a doctor after changing his mind over and over again. I hope he's okay with that because I just bought the costume and I have a feeling he's going to look so adorable. I got the costume just in time because Halloween is today. I came up with the idea of buying myself a costume as a disguise; so I can go trick-or-treating without a giant mob of fan knowing that I'm even near them.

I was in the living room opening up the costumes when Christian came in and noticed them. He asked "is that my doctor costume?" I detto "it sure is buddy!" He asked "what are te going to be daddy?" I detto "I'm going to be Spiderman because that's the only thing with a mask that will cover my whole head." I helped him put his costume on and he looked so cute. The white giacca was way too big for him and his hands pretty much got Lost inside the sleeves. I think his preferito part of the costume was the stethoscope and I think he thought it was real because he kept trying to check my cuore beat.

After I got my costume on, we went outside and Tim dropped us off in the middle of town. I told him to pick us up in about 45 minuti because I figure any longer would be too long for Christian; since he just turned three a few weeks ago.

Christian was having a blast knocking on the doors. I was always trying to get him to ask for the candy; but he's way too shy for that. He didn't even really want to take the caramelle because he was too afraid. He would only take it if I took it from the bowl first and he took him from me.

I looked down at my watch and realized that Tim would be looking for us in a few minutes; so I detto "this is going to be the last house Christian because we have to go home." We walked up to the door with Christian holding my hand and the doorknob turned. The door swung open and a teenager wearing a lupo mask with a flannel camicia growled at Christian.

Christian immediately freaked out and started hysterically crying as he clung to my arm. I picked him up and looked at this teenage boy as I asked with an irritated tone "seriously? That was so immature of te to scare a three-year-old! I'm glad te think that's so funny dude because I don't at all!"

I carried Christian off of the property and back to the SUV where Tim was. I climbed into the car with him on my lap as he continued to cry. I detto "it's okay buddy; I know that boy was mean! He detto "daddy; we go home!" I detto "yup; we're going home right now!" He seemed all shaken up because of what had just happened; so I excitedly asked "do te want me to make Cioccolato chip pancakes, pancake for dinner?" His eyes widened and I chuckled as I detto "I thought te would like the sound of that!"

da the time we got back to the ranch, it was almost 7 o'clock at night and we usually eat cena at 5; so I wasn't surprised to see that Christian was getting tired. He was practically falling asleep at the tavolo while he was eating his pancakes. I sat down successivo to him and fed him bites from his plate as he struggled to keep his eyes open.

After he had eaten most of the Cibo I picked him up and whispered "are te ready to go night – night Christian?" I patted his back as I carried him upstairs and got him ready for bed. I brought him into his room and put him under the covers. I thought he was almost asleep at this point; but when I leaned in to give him a kiss, his eyes shot open and he asked "are te eating my caramelle daddy? te smell like skittles!" I detto with a guilty grin on my face "maybe!" He detto "you are; I can see the red on your teeth and your tongue is purple!" I giggled and detto "alright; te caught me! There's plenty più left; so I snuck a couple pieces!" He lightly pecked my lips and detto "don't eat all of my caramelle daddy!" I chuckled as I shut off the light and turned the TV on. Christian detto "I Amore te più daddy!" I laughed as I detto "hey; I'm supposed to say that! I Amore te più Christian!"

***

It was weird being able to celebrate Halloween because I've never been allowed celebrate it before and now I have to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving because that's right around the corner. My mother still won't talk to me ever since she found out that I left the Jehovah's Witness religion and I don't know if she's mad at me o not. I wish I could convince her to leave the religion as well; because I want her to be able to be a part of all these new experiences with us.

I was sitting at the cucina tavolo waiting for Christian to wake up and there was a knock at the door. I got up to answer it and my manager Frank was standing there. I invited him inside and he detto "I just wanted to stop in and see how you're doing; and I haven't seen te in about a month. How are te enjoying your vacation?" I detto "I finally disassociated myself from the Jehovah's Witnesses and now I'm just trying to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving. I'm thinking I should invite as many people as possible over to the house for Thanksgiving." He detto "I'll definitely come Michael! I usually celebrate Thanksgiving with my family; but if te want me to I can come!" I detto "only if te want to Frank and if it's okay with your family. I really think te should celebrate with them instead Frank because they are your family; not me and Christian!" He detto "I consider te part of my family Michael; te know that!" I detto "yeah; but te don't feel the same way about Christian!" He detto "I'll be the first to admit that I wasn't too keen on the idea of te becoming a father; but I'm slowly getting used to it as time passes." I detto "Christian is going to wake up soon; so te should probably go. Feel free to stop da on Thanksgiving giorno for a couple of hours; but te really should spend it with your family Frank!" He patted my shoulder and detto "will do for sure!" He shut the door behind him and I walked upstairs to check on Christian to see if he was awake yet.

I walked into his room and he was once again hanging off the side of the bed. I ran to catch him before he fell off the letto and smacked his head on the floor. I picked him up and detto "good morning Christian." He opened his eyes and rubbed them as he detto "good morning daddy." I detto "I'm going to make te some breakfast and while te eat, I'm going to make some phone calls to invite your aunts and uncles to come over on Thanksgiving."

I went downstairs and made Christian some oatmeal for breakfast. Afterwards, I went into the living room and started to call each one of my siblings. Surprisingly, all of them agreed to come over and I'm hoping it's not because my brothers want to ask me for money to pay for another one of their "get rich quick" schemes. I really hope I don't regret inviting them because it usually doesn't end very well for me!

***

My alarm clock started beeping and I opened my eyes just as the sun started to come up. I got ready for the giorno and went downstairs to make myself a cup of coffee. I went to the pantry and grabbed a bunch of different Cibo to start preparing for our Thanksgiving meal this afternoon. I am a pretty good cook; but I've never tried to make some of these foods before and I hope I don't screw it up. I was at a complete loss about how to cook a turkey and this was one of those times when I wish I could call my mother for advice.

I know that that's going to take the longest to cook, so I put that in first and hoped for the best. I decided that it's probably best if I cook the things that I'm most familiar with first; so I made the mashed potatoes and vegetables before starting the più difficult things. I'm not really familiar with baking things; I just hope that these pies turn out okay.

After I had gotten the three pies into the oven, I heard Christian coming downstairs. He walked up to me and I detto "hey buddy; I've got to pick out your clothes for the day!" I turned the TV on in the living room and went upstairs to get his clothes while he watched cartoons.

I came back downstairs and helped him get dressed into his little Thanksgiving giorno outfit. It was a pair of cachi, kaki pants, white socks, and a long sleeve white T-shirt, and a sweater vest with a checkered pattern of brown and orange. I combed his hair because I want him to look good when everybody came over.

I only allowed Christian to eat small snacks because I didn't want him to lose his appetite da the time everyone arrived. When they got here, I invited them inside and we all hurried to set the tavolo because they were really hungry. I helped Christian get up into his booster sede, sedile and sat down in the chair successivo to him. I detto "I guess I'll say grace as fast as possible because I know we all want to eat. A lot has changed in these past couple of months for me and I never thought I would be in this position; but I don't regret it one bit because I Amore my son so much. I'm so thankful that God brought Christian into my life because I can't even imagine what my life would be like without him; amen."

I started to fill Christian’s plate with Cibo and Latoya detto "that was really sweet Michael! I have to say that you're an amazing father!" Jackie detto "yeah Mike; she's right! You're a great dad!" I looked at Christian and asked "do te think they're right?" He detto "you're the best daddy in the whole world!" I hugged him and detto "you're the best son in the whole Christian!"

All of us went into the living room to eat dessert and we sat on the floor. Christian is addicted to Oreo biscotti, cookie and that's his preferito food; so I made an Oreo cookie flavored pie. The minuto he started to eat his piece of pie, I could tell that he was going to make a huge mess. I took the plate from him and detto "here; let daddy feed te because I don't want te to make a mess buddy!" Janet detto "you must be excited celebrate Natale with him Michael! te and him get to celebrate your first Natale together! Do te have any plans for Natale Michael?" I detto "I don't really know what I'm going to do yet; but it's kind of irritating that it doesn't snow here in LA! Christian won't get to experience a white Christmas!" She suggested "why don't te take Christian to Canada and rent one of those fancy log cabins; that way there will be snow on the ground when he wakes up on Natale morning?" I detto "actually; that doesn't sound like a bad idea!" Jermaine looked at Christian and asked "what do te want for Natale Christian?" He quietly whispered "clothes." All of us were completely baffled da his response and I asked "you really want clothes for Christmas? I can afford to buy te anything te ever want for a toy; but te want clothes?" He detto "I like clothes daddy" and Randy detto "I definitely wasn't expecting to hear him say that! What three-year-old wants clothes for Christmas? My kids just throw any clothes they get behind them and sposta on to something else!" He joked "can I swap kids with te Mike?" I laughed and detto "sorry; he's here to stay!" Christian detto "kiss daddy" and I puckered my lips as he leaned in to baciare me. Rebbie detto "he's seriously the cutest thing ever Michael!" Christian sat in my lap and I asked "Christian; who is your best friend?" He pointed up at me and Marlon asked "you Amore your daddy; don't te Christian?" He whispered "yeah; I'm daddy's boy!" I detto "and I Amore my buddy so much!"

***

I really like the idea of renting a cabina in Canada for a few days and I am going to rent one after all. I was upstairs getting Christian ready to take a nap when I detto "okay buddy; I'm going to go shopping for your Natale presents and Tim is going to watch te while I'm gone!" I turned the TV on and walked out of the room.

My other bodyguard James took me to a department store that was closed just so I could go shopping for the day. I bought so many clothes for Christian that it filled up three shopping carts. After I had gotten a bunch of clothes, I went to the toy section to buy him some fun things. At the back of the store, I saw a huge 300 piece train tavolo with tracks and Christian has recently developed an interest in "Thomas the Tank Engine"; so I knew he would Amore this.

This wasn't just any train table, it's a $1500 train tavolo with pretty much every character that is on the "Thomas the Tank Engine" TV mostra and I think the cashier at the store was shocked that I was actually going to spend that much money on one item. I ended up spending $15,000 on all of Christian's Natale presents; but it'll be well worth it when I see his face on Natale morning when he sees all his presents!

***

My bodyguards James and Tim pulled up in front of a huge cabina that I had rented in the Canadian countryside. Christian I got out of the car and I detto "have a good holiday te guys; we'll see te when te come to pick us up in three days!" James detto "we already had someone drop off all the gifts te bought and they are in one of the spare bedrooms waiting for te to avvolgere them Michael!" I detto "okay guys; thanks for all the help! Say hello to your families for me!" They both detto "we will Michael; have a good Christmas!" I quickly grabbed the cardboard box from the back sede, sedile with all the cookie baking ingredients inside it and waved goodbye to them as they pull out of the driveway.

I carried Christian inside with one hand as I carried the cardboard box with the other. I turned on the light with my elbow because both my hands are full and put the box on the nearby counter. It was way past Christian’s bedtime da the time we got to the cabin; so I carried him upstairs to get him ready for bed.

I found a room that was perfect for Christian to sleep in because it had a TV and a big letto that I think would be hard for him to roll out of in the middle of the night. I covered him up with the blankets and kissed his forehead after I turned the TV on. I don't even think he will be awake long enough to even watch one episode of cartoons.

I walked down the hall and found the room where all the presents were. That's when I realized how many presents I had actually bought because this entire room was covered with stuff. I walked into the room and sat down on the small spazio of the letto that wasn't covered with anything. In one corner of the room, I noticed over 30 rolls I'm wrapping paper and a bucket full of rolls of tape. I whispered to myself "this is going to take forever to avvolgere all of this stuff! Why did I wanted do this all of this on my own?" I must've spent most of the night wrapping gifts and when they had all been wrapped I counted about 250 presents. I know what you're thinking; I'm crazy!"

***

I was downstairs cooking bacon, pancetta affumicata and eggs for breakfast when Christian walked down the stairs of the cabin. He walked up to me and I picked him up as I detto "good morning buddy! Are te ready to have fun today?" He asked "what are we going to do today daddy?" I detto "well, before we do anything we're going to eat breakfast. Then we're going to go outside to play in the snow and go sledding. We're going to decorate the Natale albero and bake biscotti, cookie to leave out for Santa Claus. Then we're going to go get ready for letto because tonight's Natale Eve and te have to be asleep for Santa Claus to come."

After we were done eating breakfast, I detto "okay; let's get te ready to go play in the snow!" I went to the closet and grabbed everything we needed. I began to get him dressed in his snowsuit, jacket, gloves, hat, and boots. I looked up at the clock on the bacheca and realized that it had taken me 45 minuti to get him ready to go outside. I asked "are te ready to go outside now?" He asked "daddy?" I responded "yeah?" He detto "I have to go potty." I covered my face of my hands and asked "are te serious? Do te really have to go?" He nodded his head yes and I couldn't help but laugh at how much time I had just wasted getting him ready to play in the snow; just to have him tell me that he needed to go to the bathroom before we even made it out the door.

Afterwards, we finally made it outside and it didn't look to me like Christian had ever seen snow before. He wouldn't let go of my hand and I detto "it's okay buddy; it's just snow! It isn't going to hurt you!" He started freaking out and detto "my boot is stuck in the snow daddy!!! I can't move; help!!!" I detto "okay; how about we try something with a little less walking involved?" I climbed onto the sled and put him on my lap. We slid down a huge collina and thank God I was on the sled with Christian because I had to swerve out of the way so we wouldn't hit a tree. Christian thought slittino was the best thing in the world after that and I must've carried him up that collina over 30 times; so we could slide back down!

I brought Christian back inside and fed him some lunch before I put him down for a nap. While he was sleeping, I started to set things up so we could make cookies. An ora later, he woke up from his nap and came downstairs. I picked him up and detto "okay; are te ready to make some biscotti, cookie for Santa?" The biscotti, cookie were already in the forno because I knew Christian was far too young to actually help me make the cookies; so it's better just to have him decorate the cookies.

When they came out of the oven, I let them cool down for a few minutes; so they were still warm but not warm enough to burn Christian. I passed Christian a cookie and he put SO MUCH frosting on those biscotti, cookie that it was overflowing off the sides. I had to stop him because if I didn't there wouldn't have been enough frosting for the other cookies. After the biscotti, cookie were decorated, I asked "do te want to lick the spoon that I used to make the cookie dough with?" He smiled and I passed in the spoon as he walked off into the living room.

I followed after him with boxes of decorations and sat down on the floor. The smell of the pine needles from the Natale albero filled the entire living room as I started to put ornaments and lights on the tree. I made sure to not buy any glass decorations because I wanted Christian to be able to help me decorate the tree. Once that it was decorated, I passed Christian the stella, star and put him on my shoulders. I detto "go ahead; put the stella, star on the superiore, in alto of the albero pal!" Even though he was on my shoulders, he was just barely able to reach high enough to put the stella, star up there!

I took Christian off of my shoulders and noticed that it was starting to get dark; so I detto "let me switch on the lights on the tree." I think that's when Christian really got excited and I detto "okay; let's go eat some macaroni and cheese!"

After he was done eating, we went through his typical bedtime routine and he climbed into letto afterwards. I lie down successivo to him and read him "the night before Christmas." I kissed his forehead and detto "sleep well buddy! Don't go downstairs until I tell te it's okay! te have to go right to sleep after the mostra is over because if te don't Santa Claus won't come." He detto "okay daddy; I will! I Amore you" I shut off the light and detto "I Amore te more" as I shut the door.

I waited about an ora and a half and went to check on Christian to make sure that he was sleeping before I started to bring things downstairs. It took me about 50 trips up and down the stairs to bring everything into the living room. The final trip was for the train tavolo that I still needed to put together. I tried my best not to make noise as I pushed the gigantic box down the stairs.

I dumped the contents of the box onto the floor as gently as I could; but it still made a racket. I was so worried that that woke Christian up; so I ran upstairs to double check on him again. Once I realized that he was asleep for the rest of the night, I went back downstairs and lay down on my stomach. I opened up the instructions and started to flip through the pages as I detto to myself "Spanish, French, Japanese, German; where the hell is the English version of these instructions?" I found them at the very end of the manual; but that just confused me. It took me from 9 o'clock at night to 3 o'clock in the morning to put together that train table! The box detto "some assembly required" when actually it should have read "all assembly required!” I had to set up the tracks, built the tavolo itself, and put the trees in the area they were assigned to going da the number written on the train table. I'm just glad that I built this thing because I was worried that I wasn't going to be able to figure out how to do it; I'm not a very handy person at all and I'm surprised that I figured out how to put this train tavolo together all on my own!

***

I heard "daddy, daddy, wake up daddy" as I felt Christian jumping on my chest. I opened up my eyes slightly and groaned in pain as I detto "okay; okay I'm up!" I rubbed my eyes and looked over at the alarm clock as I noticed it was only just barely 7 AM. I got out of letto and chased after Christian as he ran to the superiore, in alto of the stairs. I detto "wait for daddy Christian! Don't go downstairs yet because I want to take pictures.

I grabbed my camera as I followed behind Christian and detto "okay; let's see if Santa Claus came last night" his mouth dropped wide open as he walked in so living room and I snapped pictures with the camera. I knelt down successivo to Christian and chuckled as I whispered "what is that Christian?" He detto "choo-choo train!" He walked over to the train tavolo and I knelt down successivo to him again as I pointed to one of the trains. I quietly asked "who is that Christian?" He looked at it and detto "Thomas!" I gasped and detto "wow; Santa Claus must know that te like Thomas the Tank Engine!"

I grabbed the empty plate of biscotti, cookie and detto "wow; he ate all your biscotti, cookie buddy!" He didn't even look up from the train tavolo and that's when I realized it probably would've been a better idea to cover that up with a blanket and have him open it at the very end because I think I Lost him.

I sat down on the floor and detto "come here Christian; look at all these presents te have to open?" He whispered "no; I play with my choo-choo train daddy!" I detto "you can play with your choo-choo train later buddy; look at all these presents that daddy spent hours wrapping!" I started to tear open one of the presents and that caught his attention because he took the present out of my hands. Once he realized that there were toys and clothes underneath the wrapping paper, he was unstoppable. He ripped through everything like a tornado and before I knew it, the entire living room floor of the cabina was covered with stuff.

Once everything had been opened, Christian started to come up to me and was asking me for help taking things out of the packaging. I detto "I'll open this for te but I want a hug first." He gave me a hug and lightly pecked my lips and I detto "thank you; did te have a good first Natale with me?" He detto "yeah daddy; but how did Santa Claus get that big train tavolo down the chimney?" I detto "I don't know; Santa is just magical like that I guess!!!”
I woke up, seeing my handsome fiance laying his head on my chest, both of us still not wearing any clothes from the precedente night. I was so happy to be home. I could finally see my baby smile, hear him speak, feel his touch. I'm home.



Michael woke up as I started to lightly stroke his hair. He looked up at me and smiled. God, that new smile of his. "Good morning, future Mrs. Jackson" "Haha, good morning current Mr. Jackson." We shared a baciare then just laid in letto for a while talking. Talking about how excited we are to get married and how we already want to make decisions. We made an agreement...
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posted by cherl12345
As stated in the O'Jays 1976 hit song, "Message In Our Music," Michael conveyed what he was feeling in his Musica as well; for example, the 1995 anti-tabloid protest anthem, "Scream", he was speaking out agaisnt the media and how they twist everything around without getting the actual facts, o destroying someone's reputation in order to get a story at any cost. Similar to Sam Cooke's 1965 postumous hit song, "A Change Is Gonna Come", the anthem,"They Don't Care About Us", Michael speaks out against racism. Also, he makes reference to Martin Luther King, Jr. stating, "If Martin Luther was living,...
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posted by cherl12345
Maris didn't know what to expect from Michael for the reason the all the other men she's dated in the past would make sarcastic remarks pertaining her size; as well, as her height, so she was a little bit sleptical, but he reassured her that he was a gentleman, and everything was fine between them. Michael took her hand helping her down the long narrow staircase, and gave Maris her gift from Kay Jewlers, which he had ordered and gift wrapped da the the salesclerk earlier that day. As she opened her present, Maris was in awe at what he gave her especially the 4.5kt diamond pendent, that came...
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posted by cherl12345
A week has passed since Michael and Maris first met, and being a man of his he called her that following Monday just as he promised. "Hi, Maris, this is Michael, how are te doing," he asked, and she respond in that sweet gentle reply stating, "Good, I just got from a photoshoot Kohl's, and I'm a little tired, anyway how are things going you?". Michael replied that he was doing and proceeded to ask her out, and much to surprise, she accepted. "Terrific, what time do te want me to pick up?" he asked. "6:00 would be fine I'll be waiting for you." she repiled. As Michael hung the phone on the...
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june 25th 2009 i was 18 years old and i was in new york enjoy summer break i was at my grandma's house i was watching tv with her in her living room as the news came on flashing headlines detto that michael wasnt feeling good he was in the hospital my mind started to scramble i started to think is he ok why is he sick how did he get sick and how did it happend as my mind start to race da the time i got an answer it was too late he was gone my cuore dropped to my stomach right after i heard the terrible news

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i wondered how could this have happend to such a terrific person like michael as...
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From the Estate Of Michael Jackson:

Michael Jackson’s Wembley concerto is the No. 1 selling DVD in the world. Spike Lee’s Bad 25 documentary is drawing rave reviews from film critics and will air on ABC Thanksgiving night. Entertainment Weekly gave Bad 25 album an “A” calling it “a potent reminder of just how much Bad's pulsing pop holds up.” Cirque du Soleil’s “Michael Jackson the Immortal World
Tour” was Pollstar’s superiore, in alto selling North American concerto tour in the first six months of 2012, debuts this mese in Europa and recently received Billboard’s Creative Content Award....
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posted by mjfanforever22
a walk through michael's shoes isnt a easy thing to do some people think that it would be a happy walk some think that it would be a good idea to do o an exiciting thing to do for one giorno to take a walk though michael's shoes to see what he saw and to see the things that he did for children not just children for people journalist think that michael is a nornal person some think that it is easy being michael jackson just because they saw his home life hanging out with his children at home and having some fun playing some bored games such as monopoly and a puzzle game o too some thought that...
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Published in 2007, "Conspiracy: Inside The Michael Jackson Case", Journalist, Aphrodite Jones gives her insight on what really went down in the 2005 child molestation trial how Michael's attorney, Tom Messereau, alongside his legal team, exposed A.D.A, Tom Sneddon and the Arvizo family as dirty lowdown hustlers trying to blackmail Michael into providing them with the lifestyle they were accustomed to. In her book, Ms. Jones reveals startling information pertaining to the case and how the Arvizo family made a habit of swindling celebritàs into giving them money da way making up stories about...
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In addition to being the mother of famous world-renowned entertainer, Katherine Jackson was Michael's staunchest ally alongside close Friends Dame Elizabeth Taylor and former child star, Macaulay Culkin. In view of the recente events of Mrs. Jackson having to share guardianship of Michael's three children with her grandson, I believe jealousy played a part in the dissension of Mrs. Jackson and the surviving members of the Jackson family.

After all, alongside older brother, Jackie, recitazione as talent scout and Katherine, they pulled some strings to get their father, Joe, to hear Michael sing landing...
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Having been in this club for nearly a year, I've often wondered what it means to be real fan of Michael Jackson. To me, it's not how many songs te know, how many libri you're pertaining to him, how many many of his concerto you've attended, nor how good te are at trivia. As fellow "Moonwalkers", we come together for one purpose, and that's our loyalty to the "King Of Pop", Michael Jackson. If he were still here, I would like to have a one-on-one interview with him.

We pay homage to Michael da way, articles, poems, posting photographs and making our own trivia domande in order to share insight...
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posted by mjfanforever22
as michael and marie start to take a walk around neverland to check if the rides are all good they start to talk about what are there preferito things to do and what they like to do for fun as michael starts to talk about what are his preferito rides and what he likes to do for fun marie starts to drift off and start to think she cant believe that she's hanging out with michael jackson and not a fake one that's trying to be him as marie starts to smile michael starts to wonder why she's smiling so he askes her she tells him that she is so excited to be hanging out with him and that she's so happy...
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posted by mjfanforever22
its a beautiful saturday morning at the neverland ranch as michael is standing up in front of the window while looking out the window michael starts to glaze at the trees and the erba and the birds and fiori and the soft sky blue sky with not a nube, nuvola in the sky with beautiful sunlight gleaming infront of him michael starts to think what he wants to do he starts to think if he wants to go outside and just take a walk around the ranch o care for the animali michael desides to just walk around the ranch and to check on the rides to see if there working properly as michael heads his way to...
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even though alot of jurnalist thought that they could acutally get through to michael da trying to ask domanda after domanda about him not having a childhood and then trying to sugar cappotto it da saying aw te didnt have a childhood and after the interview they would bash him about it they just didnt and wont understand what its like not having a childhood and wondering if te could find it alot of people thought that they could just try to comfort him da telling him how they felt about it o tried to say some words that he wanted to hear just so he wouldnt kick them out of his house for intance...
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posted by mj231
Michael took the rubberband out of her hair,letting it fall down in waves as he felt her waste "Michael" Sani moaned taking off his camicia as Michael pulled her even closer than before. Michael moaned sweet and low pulling her leg on his hip,feeling her thigh as his fingers told her body to rub against his,creating body heat "UH!" Sani shouted as Michael sucked her neck and picked her up and switched their position with Sani on superiore, in alto Michael while he sat on the bed. They were caught in the act when George interrupted "Oh,y'all getting nasty huh? I just came to get the soap. Where is it?" "In the...
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I woke up to a fresh morning in my hotel room. There was a bright raggio, ray of sunlight that hit my eyes perfectly. Too bright that it almost made me blind. I sat up and yawned and remember what happened before I left seven days ago. Every morning I think about Michael and I from the airport. And everytime I do, I end up feeling a tear rolling down my face. I wiped it off then walk into my bathroom and saw a vase filled with nothing but purple, blue, black and red roses. There was a card leaning against the vase that had my name on it. I opened it and pulled out a note. The note read,"Evanescence...
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posted by mj231
Sani looked at Michael's sleeping and innocent face then looked down at his curled up feet and smiled,softly Canto a song in his ear "You are my michael ,my only michael. te make me happy when skies are grey,you'll never notice how much I Amore you. Please don't take my michael away ,please don't take my Michael away." she kissed his cheek and played in his hair as he detto in a cute little voice"Sani" and turned his head and kissed her lips softly and greeted her with a warm mama hug. "Well good morning." she detto in a sweet tone.

They got dressed and took a walk around Neverland and talked...
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Svetlana infiltraited not only Michael's house, but also his thoughts & dreams. He dreamt of her again later that night. He as running down an empty road, trying to escape from something as he looked over his shoulder constantly. Michael's cuore pounded as his pace quickened. He turned to look back once più but upon turning back around, he stopped dead in his tracks. There she was, her gun pointed straight at him. One shot fired. One single scream, & Michael awoke wide-eyed & shaking. She was everywhere; there was no escaping her. Poor Michael was so conflicted. He feared Svetlana,...
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It's been 3 months now, since Michael and Sani have been together and Michael wanted to smooth things out between him and George
" George, I wanna talk to you." "Come in." George didn't wanna talk , he wanted Michael più than ever "Watcha wanna talk about?" Michael told him to sit on the letto he walked up to him then detto "George I want te to know that I'm with someone and te can't jeprodize that. When I detto I Amore te that ment I Amore te as a friend not a gay boyfriend. When I say things that are affectionate,don't take it all the way ok. Because I have someone who is a friend,lover, and...
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*Nine più Months Later*



As I packed up all my things for my tour, I heard my phone go off. It was Michael. "Hi, Mikey!" "Hi, baby. Whatcha doing?" I held my cell phone between my ear and shoulder while I packed up the last few things. "I'm just getting ready to head to the airport so I can leave for my tour. What are te doing?" "To be honest, I'm almost home. I'll be landing in a little bit actually. I wanted to call te before te left and send te a picture of something. I thought te could have a recente picture of me to put on your phone like te did for me." I loved hearing his voice....
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 Sani's constallatatoin
Sani's constallatatoin
Sani wanted Michael with all her might everytime he thrusted inside of her ''MICHAEL!!!'' she shouted while Michael stopped thrusting and laid down right beside his lover holding her as pure bliss filled the room ''Hold me tight'' he held her in his arms as they talked about what they liked about eachother untill dark.

''Goodnight love'' ''Goodnight My lover'' holding eachother's naked bodies tight. While they were sleep,George and Josh were outside there door and heard everything that was going on ''oh my holy madness.Josh'' ''What?'' ''Do te know what this means?'' ''What does it mean George''...
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