Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 8: Everything Falls Apart
“You can’t be with me?” Niall whispered.
“Well we hardly ever talk and you’re always mad at me so yeah…I can’t be with you.” I detto starting to cry.
“Well fine! Just leave then!” he detto back crying harder than I’ve ever seen him.
I started for the door when I felt his hand on my wrist. It sent tingles through my whole body. I loved him so much and couldn’t just let him go like this.
“Wait,” he said, “We can work this out? Please?” he said.
“If te decide to talk to me and tell me the real reason you’re mad, then yes but if not and you’re just going to get all defensive like te have been lately then no. I’ll leave Niall.” I detto through my tears.
“Let me explain.” He said.
“I’m listening.” I detto back.
“I should have stood up for te from the start, when te first started getting hate. I’m mad at myself for letting te leave. It’s my fault te were in that plane crash. If I hadn’t let te got that never would have happened. I’m mad at myself for letting te go. te were knocked out cold for almost a mese and I was scared te wouldn’t make it. Every giorno I sat and watched you, and te never got any better. I thought every giorno how I could make it on without you. When they pulled the plug on you, te died. I couldn’t orso not having te around. All the times we had together rushed back to me. How we first met, everything. I Amore te so much Hazel. And when they brought te back, te were okay, but it’s my job to protect te and make sure that nothing bad ever happens to te again. te went to dance and I thought for sure te would get hurt. Hazel I can’t stand the silence between us, and this whole fighting thing. I hate it. I Amore te so much and please if te give me another chance I won’t screw things up. I swear.” He said.
“Niall I Amore you, and I hate all this just as much as you, I guess I could have been più careful with what I was doing. I’m sorry to put te through all this. I know how scared and freaked out I would be if I were in the position of losing you. I Amore te più than anything in the world and can’t picture me without you.” I said.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug. Something I hadn’t felt in a while. He kissed me and we just stood there hugging for the longest time. Being in his arms was like being in another world. He made me feel so sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza and I just wanted the moment to last forever. Niall ran his fingers through my hair and placed his hand lightly on my cheek. I was still crying. He wiped away my tear and made small circles on my cheeks with his thumb.
“I was being a real jerk wasn’t I?” he said.
“No, well sort of, yeah.” I said.
He looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I just wanted him to hug me again. He grabbed my hands and placed his forehead on mine.
“Do te ever think of leaving me?” He asked.
“Niall, don’t talk like that.” I said.
“Well do you?” he asked again.
“No, only recently when we got into this huge fight, but Niall I’m nothing without you. You’re my better half.” I detto smiling.
“Will te promise me something?” he whispered.
“What?” I asked.
“That you’ll never leave me. Not just break up leave me, like when I’m on tour you’ll always be there and when I’m home you’ll always be there. When I wake up in the morning you’re there and the last person I see every night is te because you’ll always be there.” He said.
“As long as te never leave me, I’ll always be here for you.” I detto giving him my pinky.
“I promise.” He detto wrapping his pinky around mine.
“Me too.” I said.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me back into his arms. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He picked me up and carried me into our room. We laid down in letto and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as I could get. I turned into him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my head and said, “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall.” I detto back.
“I Amore you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I Amore te too.” I detto nestling my head on him.
We fell asleep like that. I was so glad things were good with us again. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him around.
“You can’t be with me?” Niall whispered.
“Well we hardly ever talk and you’re always mad at me so yeah…I can’t be with you.” I detto starting to cry.
“Well fine! Just leave then!” he detto back crying harder than I’ve ever seen him.
I started for the door when I felt his hand on my wrist. It sent tingles through my whole body. I loved him so much and couldn’t just let him go like this.
“Wait,” he said, “We can work this out? Please?” he said.
“If te decide to talk to me and tell me the real reason you’re mad, then yes but if not and you’re just going to get all defensive like te have been lately then no. I’ll leave Niall.” I detto through my tears.
“Let me explain.” He said.
“I’m listening.” I detto back.
“I should have stood up for te from the start, when te first started getting hate. I’m mad at myself for letting te leave. It’s my fault te were in that plane crash. If I hadn’t let te got that never would have happened. I’m mad at myself for letting te go. te were knocked out cold for almost a mese and I was scared te wouldn’t make it. Every giorno I sat and watched you, and te never got any better. I thought every giorno how I could make it on without you. When they pulled the plug on you, te died. I couldn’t orso not having te around. All the times we had together rushed back to me. How we first met, everything. I Amore te so much Hazel. And when they brought te back, te were okay, but it’s my job to protect te and make sure that nothing bad ever happens to te again. te went to dance and I thought for sure te would get hurt. Hazel I can’t stand the silence between us, and this whole fighting thing. I hate it. I Amore te so much and please if te give me another chance I won’t screw things up. I swear.” He said.
“Niall I Amore you, and I hate all this just as much as you, I guess I could have been più careful with what I was doing. I’m sorry to put te through all this. I know how scared and freaked out I would be if I were in the position of losing you. I Amore te più than anything in the world and can’t picture me without you.” I said.
He grabbed my arms and pulled me into a tight hug. Something I hadn’t felt in a while. He kissed me and we just stood there hugging for the longest time. Being in his arms was like being in another world. He made me feel so sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza and I just wanted the moment to last forever. Niall ran his fingers through my hair and placed his hand lightly on my cheek. I was still crying. He wiped away my tear and made small circles on my cheeks with his thumb.
“I was being a real jerk wasn’t I?” he said.
“No, well sort of, yeah.” I said.
He looked deep into my eyes and I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I just wanted him to hug me again. He grabbed my hands and placed his forehead on mine.
“Do te ever think of leaving me?” He asked.
“Niall, don’t talk like that.” I said.
“Well do you?” he asked again.
“No, only recently when we got into this huge fight, but Niall I’m nothing without you. You’re my better half.” I detto smiling.
“Will te promise me something?” he whispered.
“What?” I asked.
“That you’ll never leave me. Not just break up leave me, like when I’m on tour you’ll always be there and when I’m home you’ll always be there. When I wake up in the morning you’re there and the last person I see every night is te because you’ll always be there.” He said.
“As long as te never leave me, I’ll always be here for you.” I detto giving him my pinky.
“I promise.” He detto wrapping his pinky around mine.
“Me too.” I said.
He grabbed my waist and pulled me back into his arms. He rested his head on my shoulder and I rubbed his back. He picked me up and carried me into our room. We laid down in letto and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me as close to him as I could get. I turned into him and laid my head on his chest. He kissed my head and said, “Goodnight princess.”
“Goodnight Niall.” I detto back.
“I Amore you.” He whispered in my ear.
“I Amore te too.” I detto nestling my head on him.
We fell asleep like that. I was so glad things were good with us again. I don’t know what I would’ve done without him around.
