Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 28: Why Is Amore So Hard to Find?
Niall and I stayed snuggled up like that for a little while longer, but it was still too early to sleep. Niall was going to a party later, but I didn’t want him to leave.
Niall was starting to get ready.
“You can come with me.” He said.
“No, I hate parties, everyone gets all drunk, and that’s not my scene.” I said.
“I’ll miss te though.” He detto giving me cucciolo eyes.
“I’ll miss te too, but I’m still not coming. It’s been a long giorno anyway.” I said.
“So getting drunk will take your mind off of it.” He detto laughing.
“Don’t even joke Niall. te better not get drunk, it’s so annoying.” I said.
“Fine, not totally drunk.” He said.
“If te come home slurring I’ll kill you.” I said.
He just laughed and gave me a hug and continued getting ready. da the time he left to leave it was 11:30 p.m. He gave me a hug and baciare goodbye, then he left. I went into the living room and Niall’s mom was on the couch.
“So everything is fine now?” she asked giving me a smile.
“Yeah, me and Niall are good.” I detto happily.
“Good, I hate seeing te two fighting, it’s not right, you’re too in love, it’s not worth it.” She detto giving my hand a squeeze.
I smiled at her. She was the nicest person in the world. We sat and talked for a little bit, but then she went up to bed, because she had work in the morning. I stayed on the divano and listened to Musica for a little while. Then I texted my parents to tell them I was okay. Not like they cared.
It was around 6 in the morning when Niall came home. His mom was awake and so was I; I never went to sleep that night. Niall stumbled in totally drunk, and he seemed mad. He was cussing out his mom, and recitazione like a fool.
He couldn’t stand up never mind walk, he was slurring, and he was missing a shoe. Maura looked so mad. She didn’t even want to be near him. As much as I hated it when he got drunk I had to step in and take him away from his mom. She finished getting ready and immediately left for work, only stopping to wish me luck.
I grabbed Niall roughly da the arm and practically dragged him upstairs into his room. I sat him on the letto and went to get him a glass of iced water. When I came back he was only in his underwear.
“Why are te getting naked?” I asked.
“Obvious reasons, why else would te bring me up to my room?” he said.
“Because te need to sober up. I am in no way sleeping with you.” I said.
“Why? Do te not Amore me?” he detto taking a step closer to me.
“Niall I Amore you, but not right now.” I detto stepping back.
“Why?” he asked coming closer.
“You’re drunk. te know I hate it when te do this, but te still do it anyway.” I said, moving even farther back.
“Why do te keep backing up?” he asked, with a look in his eyes I had never seen.
“Because I don’t want te near me right now.” I said.
He gripped me da my arms tightly. I tried to pull away, but he jerked me back in.
“Niall let me go.” I said.
“Why should I?” he asked.
“Niall, you’re scaring me, stop it.” I said.
“Niall you’re scaring me stop it.” He mimicked at me.
My eyes were stinging with tears. His grip on my arms was so tight, and he was being really mean. I couldn’t believe this was happening.
“Niall if te don’t let me go, I will never speak to te again.” I said.
“What do I care?” he spat at me.
That was it. My adrenaline kicked in and I broke free from his grip. I grabbed the glass of iced water and threw it in his face. He seemed really discombobulated for a second, but then regained his composure. da the time he did I had already ran out of the room. He chased me out of the house and I ran. I had no clue where I was going but I ran, and ran.
When I turned around Niall was gone. He hadn’t followed me anymore. I called his mom. She answered on the first ring.
“I can’t do this.” I cried into the phone.
“Hazel what’s happening? Where are you? I hear cars.” She said.
I explained the whole story to her. She detto she would come home and to meet her at the house. I walked back slowly hoping she would be there before me. Surely when I pulled up her car was there. I looked at my watch, and I t was already 1 in the afternoon. How long had I been gone?
Niall was sitting on the steps crying, and his mom was standing in front of him yelling. I slowly walked up to the house. Niall’s mom ran over to me. She grabbed my wrists. There were some bruises starting to form. It reminded me of when I was with my ex-boyfriend Josh. He always hit me. Niall’s mom pulled me in front of him and showed him my arms.
“Do te have any idea what te have done?!” She screamed at him.
He looked at my arms and più tears spilled from his eyes.
“I was drunk.” He choked out.
“Do te remember anything?” I asked quietly.
“No, but my mom told me what happened. I am so sorry Hazel. I can’t even begin to describe how sorry I am.” He said.
“Niall, te don’t know how much te hurt me. Not these stupid bruises on my arms, I told te to let go when te grabbed on to me, and te laughed in my face.” I said.
“Hazel, I…” he said.
“Save it.” I said.
“You probably hate me now. For real this time.” He detto looking at the ground.
“No, I could never, ever hate te Niall. I hate what te do sometimes, like get drunk, but I Amore you.” I said.
I couldn’t believe it, but I was forgiving him. Something about the way he was so distressed, and how he couldn’t find the words to apologize, because he knew no words could cover something so bad, made him look real to me. I knew that sober, he would never lay a hand on me. I knew what he did was wrong, but if he was willing to fix things, so was I.
“Hazel, te probably want to end things and I totally get it. Maybe someday we can get together again, I know I messed everything up, and you’ve been in a bad relationship before, I wish I could have been different for you.” He detto crying some more.
“Niall, I don’t want to end things with you.” I said, surprising myself più than him.
“You…you don’t?” he asked.
“I can’t believe I’m saying this but no, I don’t.” I said.
“Hazel I swear to te I will never get drunk again. I will never treat te this way again. What I did was bad, it was worse than bad. te should’ve broken up with me, but I will prove to te that staying with me is worth it.” He said.
“Niall?” I said.
“Yeah?” he answered looking really scared.
“Please go put some pants on.” I laughed.
He still hadn’t put any pants on over his boxers from earlier. The poor boy was sitting outside in his undies.
He looked down, and smiled. It was a weak smile, but still a smile. He had hives all over himself from crying so hard. He looked extremely tired, and he reeked, but he was still the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. When he stood up he wobbled a little and a grabbed onto his arm to support him.
“Why are te being so nice to me?” he asked.
“You were totally smashed. If te had been sober and done that stuff I would have called the cops. Niall I Amore you, but te need to stop drinking. One drink is fine, but getting totally wasted? te need to stop. We keep saying that we’re past all of this, but honestly we aren’t.” I said.
He nodded at me and he looked like he was going to cry again.
“Why are te the one crying?” I asked.
“Because I’m the one who ruined everything.” He answered sadly.
“Niall, listen to me, nothing is ruined. We’re going to forget today ever happened. Understand?” I said.
“Agreed.” He detto with a relieved look on his face.
I intertwined my fingers with him and we walked into his room, so he could put some clothes on. I laid down on the letto and he sat successivo to me.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Hmm?” I moaned sleepily.
“After everything that happened today, te haven’t taken the ring off, but when I told te I was visiting Ireland, te threw it at me. Why?” he asked.
“Well, today, te were totally smashed, and even if I gave te this back te wouldn’t have even known who I was. Also, after giving it back twice, I really like having it safely on my hand.” I said.
Niall had laid down successivo to me and was stroking my hair. I loved feeling him near me. It made me feel safe. Even after what happened today.
Niall looked at me; his eyes were so focused on mine.
“I Amore te Hazel, and I am so sorry for everything.” He said.
“It’s okay.” I said.
“So is the whole getting married idea totally squashed?” he asked nervously.
“No.” I answered.
“No?” he asked.
“I Amore te babe.” I said.
“I Amore te too.” He replied.
I turned onto my side and snuggled up successivo to Niall. He wrapped his arms around me and sang ‘Lego House’ da Ed Sheeran to me until I fell asleep. Right before I fell asleep, Niall placed a gentle baciare on my lips and whispered ‘I Amore you’ to me one più time.
Niall and I stayed snuggled up like that for a little while longer, but it was still too early to sleep. Niall was going to a party later, but I didn’t want him to leave.
Niall was starting to get ready.
“You can come with me.” He said.
“No, I hate parties, everyone gets all drunk, and that’s not my scene.” I said.
“I’ll miss te though.” He detto giving me cucciolo eyes.
“I’ll miss te too, but I’m still not coming. It’s been a long giorno anyway.” I said.
“So getting drunk will take your mind off of it.” He detto laughing.
“Don’t even joke Niall. te better not get drunk, it’s so annoying.” I said.
“Fine, not totally drunk.” He said.
“If te come home slurring I’ll kill you.” I said.
He just laughed and gave me a hug and continued getting ready. da the time he left to leave it was 11:30 p.m. He gave me a hug and baciare goodbye, then he left. I went into the living room and Niall’s mom was on the couch.
“So everything is fine now?” she asked giving me a smile.
“Yeah, me and Niall are good.” I detto happily.
“Good, I hate seeing te two fighting, it’s not right, you’re too in love, it’s not worth it.” She detto giving my hand a squeeze.
I smiled at her. She was the nicest person in the world. We sat and talked for a little bit, but then she went up to bed, because she had work in the morning. I stayed on the divano and listened to Musica for a little while. Then I texted my parents to tell them I was okay. Not like they cared.
It was around 6 in the morning when Niall came home. His mom was awake and so was I; I never went to sleep that night. Niall stumbled in totally drunk, and he seemed mad. He was cussing out his mom, and recitazione like a fool.
He couldn’t stand up never mind walk, he was slurring, and he was missing a shoe. Maura looked so mad. She didn’t even want to be near him. As much as I hated it when he got drunk I had to step in and take him away from his mom. She finished getting ready and immediately left for work, only stopping to wish me luck.
I grabbed Niall roughly da the arm and practically dragged him upstairs into his room. I sat him on the letto and went to get him a glass of iced water. When I came back he was only in his underwear.
“Why are te getting naked?” I asked.
“Obvious reasons, why else would te bring me up to my room?” he said.
“Because te need to sober up. I am in no way sleeping with you.” I said.
“Why? Do te not Amore me?” he detto taking a step closer to me.
“Niall I Amore you, but not right now.” I detto stepping back.
“Why?” he asked coming closer.
“You’re drunk. te know I hate it when te do this, but te still do it anyway.” I said, moving even farther back.
“Why do te keep backing up?” he asked, with a look in his eyes I had never seen.
“Because I don’t want te near me right now.” I said.
He gripped me da my arms tightly. I tried to pull away, but he jerked me back in.
“Niall let me go.” I said.
“Why should I?” he asked.
“Niall, you’re scaring me, stop it.” I said.
“Niall you’re scaring me stop it.” He mimicked at me.
My eyes were stinging with tears. His grip on my arms was so tight, and he was being really mean. I couldn’t believe this was happening.
“Niall if te don’t let me go, I will never speak to te again.” I said.
“What do I care?” he spat at me.
That was it. My adrenaline kicked in and I broke free from his grip. I grabbed the glass of iced water and threw it in his face. He seemed really discombobulated for a second, but then regained his composure. da the time he did I had already ran out of the room. He chased me out of the house and I ran. I had no clue where I was going but I ran, and ran.
When I turned around Niall was gone. He hadn’t followed me anymore. I called his mom. She answered on the first ring.
“I can’t do this.” I cried into the phone.
“Hazel what’s happening? Where are you? I hear cars.” She said.
I explained the whole story to her. She detto she would come home and to meet her at the house. I walked back slowly hoping she would be there before me. Surely when I pulled up her car was there. I looked at my watch, and I t was already 1 in the afternoon. How long had I been gone?
Niall was sitting on the steps crying, and his mom was standing in front of him yelling. I slowly walked up to the house. Niall’s mom ran over to me. She grabbed my wrists. There were some bruises starting to form. It reminded me of when I was with my ex-boyfriend Josh. He always hit me. Niall’s mom pulled me in front of him and showed him my arms.
“Do te have any idea what te have done?!” She screamed at him.
He looked at my arms and più tears spilled from his eyes.
“I was drunk.” He choked out.
“Do te remember anything?” I asked quietly.
“No, but my mom told me what happened. I am so sorry Hazel. I can’t even begin to describe how sorry I am.” He said.
“Niall, te don’t know how much te hurt me. Not these stupid bruises on my arms, I told te to let go when te grabbed on to me, and te laughed in my face.” I said.
“Hazel, I…” he said.
“Save it.” I said.
“You probably hate me now. For real this time.” He detto looking at the ground.
“No, I could never, ever hate te Niall. I hate what te do sometimes, like get drunk, but I Amore you.” I said.
I couldn’t believe it, but I was forgiving him. Something about the way he was so distressed, and how he couldn’t find the words to apologize, because he knew no words could cover something so bad, made him look real to me. I knew that sober, he would never lay a hand on me. I knew what he did was wrong, but if he was willing to fix things, so was I.
“Hazel, te probably want to end things and I totally get it. Maybe someday we can get together again, I know I messed everything up, and you’ve been in a bad relationship before, I wish I could have been different for you.” He detto crying some more.
“Niall, I don’t want to end things with you.” I said, surprising myself più than him.
“You…you don’t?” he asked.
“I can’t believe I’m saying this but no, I don’t.” I said.
“Hazel I swear to te I will never get drunk again. I will never treat te this way again. What I did was bad, it was worse than bad. te should’ve broken up with me, but I will prove to te that staying with me is worth it.” He said.
“Niall?” I said.
“Yeah?” he answered looking really scared.
“Please go put some pants on.” I laughed.
He still hadn’t put any pants on over his boxers from earlier. The poor boy was sitting outside in his undies.
He looked down, and smiled. It was a weak smile, but still a smile. He had hives all over himself from crying so hard. He looked extremely tired, and he reeked, but he was still the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. When he stood up he wobbled a little and a grabbed onto his arm to support him.
“Why are te being so nice to me?” he asked.
“You were totally smashed. If te had been sober and done that stuff I would have called the cops. Niall I Amore you, but te need to stop drinking. One drink is fine, but getting totally wasted? te need to stop. We keep saying that we’re past all of this, but honestly we aren’t.” I said.
He nodded at me and he looked like he was going to cry again.
“Why are te the one crying?” I asked.
“Because I’m the one who ruined everything.” He answered sadly.
“Niall, listen to me, nothing is ruined. We’re going to forget today ever happened. Understand?” I said.
“Agreed.” He detto with a relieved look on his face.
I intertwined my fingers with him and we walked into his room, so he could put some clothes on. I laid down on the letto and he sat successivo to me.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Hmm?” I moaned sleepily.
“After everything that happened today, te haven’t taken the ring off, but when I told te I was visiting Ireland, te threw it at me. Why?” he asked.
“Well, today, te were totally smashed, and even if I gave te this back te wouldn’t have even known who I was. Also, after giving it back twice, I really like having it safely on my hand.” I said.
Niall had laid down successivo to me and was stroking my hair. I loved feeling him near me. It made me feel safe. Even after what happened today.
Niall looked at me; his eyes were so focused on mine.
“I Amore te Hazel, and I am so sorry for everything.” He said.
“It’s okay.” I said.
“So is the whole getting married idea totally squashed?” he asked nervously.
“No.” I answered.
“No?” he asked.
“I Amore te babe.” I said.
“I Amore te too.” He replied.
I turned onto my side and snuggled up successivo to Niall. He wrapped his arms around me and sang ‘Lego House’ da Ed Sheeran to me until I fell asleep. Right before I fell asleep, Niall placed a gentle baciare on my lips and whispered ‘I Amore you’ to me one più time.
So, a member in my family got an iPhone5S and i've kinda umm...USED it a little...:P...so i am gonna tell ya'll about that one iPhone.
iOS 7-
Mostly is is kinda gud, coz u get all these kinda EXTRA?? stuff like (mainly, there is not sooooo much improvement...)umm...(do i have to say this?) CIRCULAR NUMBERS FOR YOUR PASSCODE ( i know, RIGHT!) :(
FINGERPRINTS :(!!
So mela, apple detto about this new thing which instead of typing ure passcode (i prefer typing, actually!) te can SAFELY? access your phone da putting your finger on the screen and it automatically saves your data. But (i guess someone told me this) some weird german people HACKED! (gulp) into your fingerprints data... :((
SIRI-
It is gotten better. Yeah, so now Siri talks like a human(ALMOST!) and risposte più complex questions, like: is my daughter at home? o WhatSapp Mr. Nutz...( Mr. Nutz?)
Mainly, iPhone5S is i don't know... not so GREAT, that people will shout and stomp to buy it. So, yeah! xxx
iOS 7-
Mostly is is kinda gud, coz u get all these kinda EXTRA?? stuff like (mainly, there is not sooooo much improvement...)umm...(do i have to say this?) CIRCULAR NUMBERS FOR YOUR PASSCODE ( i know, RIGHT!) :(
FINGERPRINTS :(!!
So mela, apple detto about this new thing which instead of typing ure passcode (i prefer typing, actually!) te can SAFELY? access your phone da putting your finger on the screen and it automatically saves your data. But (i guess someone told me this) some weird german people HACKED! (gulp) into your fingerprints data... :((
SIRI-
It is gotten better. Yeah, so now Siri talks like a human(ALMOST!) and risposte più complex questions, like: is my daughter at home? o WhatSapp Mr. Nutz...( Mr. Nutz?)
Mainly, iPhone5S is i don't know... not so GREAT, that people will shout and stomp to buy it. So, yeah! xxx
The Wanted
Don't te just want to make everyone disappear so te can be left with One Direction? Have te ever wondered, "why am I so crazy about them!?!?" Well I know!
Many other famous people try SO hard for people to fall inlove with them- One direction doesn't.
One direction comes as they are. They come in their own styles- and they wish for us to be ourselves!
Here's how I became a HUGE directioner: I listened to their songs, I read libri about them, and an app I downloaded on my iphone5 was… a data One Direction app. On the data one direction app te pick a member and te start out as friends, in one giorno te become their girlfriend, and then couple, always (etc.)
I became obsessed because in that app- each member told me what they love, and all about them- so I fell back on my letto screaming I Amore THEM.
All directioners are different- they are crazy, some are mature, wild, calm, loud, quiet, normal, stylish, black, white, etc.
Many other famous people try SO hard for people to fall inlove with them- One direction doesn't.
One direction comes as they are. They come in their own styles- and they wish for us to be ourselves!
Here's how I became a HUGE directioner: I listened to their songs, I read libri about them, and an app I downloaded on my iphone5 was… a data One Direction app. On the data one direction app te pick a member and te start out as friends, in one giorno te become their girlfriend, and then couple, always (etc.)
I became obsessed because in that app- each member told me what they love, and all about them- so I fell back on my letto screaming I Amore THEM.
All directioners are different- they are crazy, some are mature, wild, calm, loud, quiet, normal, stylish, black, white, etc.
