I stared at my walls and all my photo’s/posters and drawings that hung on them. I was shaking/shivering from laying on my cold, hardwood flooring. I was laying in a little pool of my tears.
It hurt to inhale in and out, I could feel the bruise’s beginning to form. I sat up and winced with each move. I wiped the tears away with the back of my hand’s. I walked over to my mirror and began to pull off my drenched clothing. I striped off my top, and then my pant’s. Tears began again when I noticed the bruising and traced over the new bruise’s. I also noticed the little thin lines running in my inner thigh’s. I stood there for a while, crying and wondering what life would’ve been like if the accident had never happened. The accident, the giorno that took everything, my family, my safety, and my childhood. The giorno that lead to everything , the cutting, anorexia, the beating’s.
I jumped into the doccia and let the warm water loose some of my muscles. I jumped out and looked at the time on my clock, 2:09 am, might as well get some sleep if I can. I pulled on some sweats and a top. That night, horrible nightmare’s filled my mind.
“Juli!!! Wake up!” I woke up to notice my best friend Adi. Her name was really Adelaide but everyone just called her Adi. She had been adopted da the Romero’s at the age of 2. She originally was from London, but carried no accent. She stood out from everyone in her family. Her family was Mexican, so of course, they had tan skin, brown eyes, and straight black hair. Adi on the other hand was light skinned, had Blue eyes and blonde, curly hair. She was gorgeous , tall and thin. I was smiling and she flashed me a smile, but it quickly vanished. My camicia had rolled up, so a bit of my midriff was showing, displaying the bruise’s against my skin. I quickly rolled it back down and sat up.
“so what are we doing today?” I asked trying to act as if nothing had happened.
“Jull’s, what ha-” she tried to say before I cut her off.
“Nothing, don’t worry, so, where are we going?” I said
“Um, right, um breakfast at Mickey D’s?” she asked me.
“mmm…. K” I detto as I walked over into the bathroom. I stared at myself in the mirror. I had skin that was a tad darker than Adi’s but not dark like her family. I was a light tan . My hair was curly and brown with red highlight’s, auburn kinda. I had grey/green eye’s. I was thin, but Adi was curvier. I wasn’t tooth pick skinny, I had a bit of curve’s. I brushed my teeth, scrunched my hair and straightened my bang’s. I applied eye-liner and rosa lip balm scented like cherries.
“here wear this” detto Adi handing me a stack of clothes. Black skinny jeans, White tank top, navy blue cardigan and my black boot’s. I put them on and examined myself in the mirror.
“Cute, I like your outfit as well” I detto turning back to face her. She was wearing white skinny jeans, a cream colored superiore, in alto with ruffle’s and her brown boot’s.
“thanks , I try!” she said. Her hair was in a side fishtail braid and her bang’s were pinned to the side.
“you ready?” she detto
“yeppers” I detto as I got my wallet and took her hand and headed for the door.
I woke up and walked into the hotel room’s kitchen. Lou was making himself a mug of tea.
“hey Lou, morning guy’s” I detto waving to the rest of them as they were sitting in the living room.
“so we were thinking, well actually Niall thought of it but, how bout some Mcdonald’s for breakfast?” detto Liam.
“yeah sure let me doccia and then we can go, seeing as te guys are ready” I detto heading toward’s my room. I walked into my shower, then jumped out. I tried to be quick. I towel dried my hair and gave it a quick toss, letting the rest dry on it’s own. I pulled on some jeans, a white v-neck, my blue Hollister hoodie, and my white converse. I stepped out and saw the boy’s waiting da the door.
“Let’s gooo” I detto as I got my wallet and followed them out. We piled into the furgone, van and headed towards any Mcdonald’s. We spotted one about 15 minute’s from the hotel.
“well there is only one other car hear so, eat inside?” asked Lou from the driver’s seat.
“sure, im STARVING” detto Niall, already unbuckling himself. We parked and walked inside.
I was sipping on my Cioccolato chip frappe. I had ordered a large Cioccolato frappe and a s’more pie. Adi had ordered a large caramello frappe and a mela, apple pie. We were seated in a corner booth that could’ve held about 8.
“This is nice Ad” I detto looking her in the eye’s. They were full of sadness.
“Look, please don’t domanda me, ok? I know they look bad, but, im okay. I don’t want te to worry about me Adi” I detto looking her in the eye’s so she would know I was serious.
“Julli, this isn’t right! te detto they stopped, and da the look’s of it they haven’t. Tell me the truth.” she detto seriously.
“ I lied, they never stopped” I detto barely above a whisper.
“ohm, Jul’s” she detto as she took me into her arm’s.
“Im sorry, te have to tell me when thing’s like this happen ok? te have to promise me” she detto as she pulled away.
“Okay, I will , I promise” I detto pinky promising her.
“Alright, well today, im going to make sure te forget about it, ok?” she said
“Okay, but can I finish my breakfast, I like this, when there’s no one else, it’s nice.” I detto with cucciolo eyes.
“Fine, but look’s like were not gonna be alone for much longer” she detto nodding toward’s the door. 5 boy’s were entering. I instantly knew who they were, One Direction!!!
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