As we drove to the hospital, I felt no movement from Peanut. I felt the hot tears streaming down my face, and I was scared. Scared that my baby.. Could be dead. We arrived, and Niall came to my side of the car and helped me down. When I stepped foot on the pavement, I felt lightheaded, the world started to spin, and everything went black.
I caught Jezzy before she fell to the ground. I picked her up and ran into the emergency room. It was all a blur. She was taken from me, and nurses began to take her away. My head was spinning, everyone kept trying to get me to come back, telling me to take a seat. But I wanted to be with Jezzy. I kept pushing and forcing back. Eventually people began to try and restrain me, but I kept pushing and yelling, until I heard a familiar voice.
I entered the hospital with the boys and was shocked at what I saw. Niall was pushing and shoving against the nurses, he was also yelling and crying.
“Niall!” I yelled and went to try and help him. At the sound of my name his eyes shot up and darted around trying to meet my eyes. When we made eye contact, his eyes softened and he stopped resisting and calmed down. They all let him go and he came running into my arms. I held him close and he began to sob. We all sat down and waited with Niall. He seemed to calm down a bit.
After about 30 minutes, the doctor came out. He had a worried look on his face, but nothing could’ve pre-pared us for what he detto next.
I stood up to greet the doctor, and then he explained how Jezzy was doing.
“ Well, somethings gone wrong, and she’s loosing a lot of blood. We need her to have an emergency C-section. If we don’t do this, she could have a blood clot, which could stop the flow of blood to the baby, and could Kill it, o possibly both of them. With the amount of blood she’s loosing, she could go into shock o a coma at any minute, so this needs to be done now, before it effects the baby. Im sorry.” He nodded his head, and made his way back down the hallway. I just stood there. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t believe what he had just told me. It was as if the world had stopped. I could hear my name being called, but I couldn’t sposta o respond. All I could think about was getting to Jezzy and being there for her. I snapped out of my daze. A nurse came over to us and told us where Jezzy was being moved to. The boys were told to wait in the small waiting room near the delivery room. I was dato a scrub, mask, hair net, and mask to put on, I washed my hands and was taken into the delivery room.
Jezzy was on the bed, and was being prepared for the C-section. She was dato a breathing mask, and we were told that the C-section was going to begin. We couldn’t see what they were doing because of the blue fabric that was covering from Jezzy’s chest, down. I looked into her eyes and I knew she was scarred. She was only 6 months pregnant, and arachide, arachidi was always a small baby, so this was going to be high-risk. I kissed her lips softly, and held her hand. We were both awaiting the sound of the baby crying.
We heard the doctor start talking to us. “ Shes almost here!” he detto trying to excite us. We then heard him yell “ December 23rd 11:11 pm! It’s a Girl!” We both smiled at each other then realized we hadn’t heard her crying.
“ Go check on her” Jezzy whispered to me, I kissed her and nodded. I caught up with the nurse and she told me she was being taken to the NICU, and I could see her in a bit. I nodded and went to tell the boys. I saw that Danielle and Eleanor had joined. Everyone hugged me and congratulated me. I thanked them and went back to Jezzy. When I entered the room, the doctors were all performing things on her. I was told that her body was going into shock, and she was loosing a lot of blood. I went to her side and her eyes were closed.
“ Stay with me baby, please, please I need te now, arachide, arachidi needs te remember? Stay with me baby.” I grabbed ahold of her hand, and kissed them. She felt so cold. Then her body began to shake, and she had a seizure, I let go of her hand and began to softly cry. After the seizure a nurse made me step away. I was taken into the little corner of the delivery room and was seated. After what felt like forever, the doctor told me that she had gone into a coma and they were gonna transfer her into a different room.
I walked into the waiting room and everyone began to ask questions. I told them what happened and the girls began to softly cry. I cried a bit to, then Liam came up to comfort me.
“ Why don’t we go see that baby of yours?” He detto with a soft smile. Everyone nodded and we made our way to the NICU. When we got there, we all had to wash our hands. I had made sure that she got a private area, so we could visit her when ever we liked. We entered the room, and it broke my cuore at the sight. arachide, arachidi was in a incubator and had so many tubes and machines hooked up onto her. Her small eyes were covered da a small eye protector, and a small berretto, tappo was resting on her head, along with small socks on her feet and little mitts on her tiny hands. She looked so tiny. Everyone was pressing there hands against the incubator and cooing about her. Everyone detto she was beautiful and I thanked them. Then a nurse came over.
“ Whats her name??” She asked and I was startled.
“ Uhm, Im not sure yet, but we call her Peanut,” She slightly giggled and nodded.
“First time Dad?” I nodded. She smiled and patted me on the back.
“ She’s a fighter,” She detto wile motioning towards Peanut, and I nodded. She left and we all took seats.
1- Brynn Elizabeth (brynn is pronounced like bin, but add the r, so its brin)
2- Taryn Elizabeth (Taryn is pronounced like tear-in like tearin it up lol)
3- Ella *middle name*
4-Kenzie *middle name *
5- rhianyn *middle name * (pronounced Ree- ann- in kinda like Rhianha but its Rhianyn*