What am I doing wrong?

Hello again! It's been a while since I've been on here, I was just wondering if I've blown my chances of meeting Peter.

So, lately I've been going though a very very tough time and haven't had as much time o effort to try and communicate with Peter. But, I never forgot him completely, Neverland is always at the back of my mind, it's always at the back of my mind. I'm not exactly a new believer either, I've believed for a solid 8-9 ish years. I've never seen him, only ever have gotten two signs and they were back in 2015. I need Peter più than I ever have before and he's not coming. If any of te could give me any tips for me to at least talk to him, I'll forever be grateful. o even tell him that I need him. I live da the secondo largest airport in England so that may be a problem.

Thank you. x
-j