Sorrow fills the air
smoke from a cigarettes fill the room
begging to be free
im only beatin half to death
blood rains down my face just like a tear
never leaving and sign of life
small weak and useless they would tell me
but i never let i get in my way
i flew over riveres and dashed into hiding
for i was fearful and yet still feared
no one ever cared
no one ever spared
a dime a giorno for a week
never enough to fill my stomach
always regreting ever asking
but sign of hope came flying bye
a young boy the same age came walking over
"Do te want help" he detto più than just sweet
he held out his and and i slowly grabbed it
he gave me the kindest smile i ever saw
13 and never yet have i ever learned to swim
kicking my feet waving my arm
i looked like a fool with no trace of cool
"Just be patient"The boy detto with another smile
i stood up and began to laugh for he wandered why
he was all wet and not yet changed
"Oh come on its funny"i detto holding out my hand
he grabbed it just like i grabbed his
softly and quietly so no one could hear
his beating pulse he had was different from mine
Thump...thump...thump it went while mine went
thump.thump.thump.thump.thump.thump
i never knew why but it made my cry so different
i held my thoughts inside
while his smile faded he left and i never saw him
i looked high and low far and near
but the sight wasn't clear
i remebered his cuore beat and followed my nose
thumpp...thump...thump...thump...thump
i bumped into alot of people but i knew
i had to keep going
da now i had turned 16 and i had no one to talk to after he left me alone
i felt my cuore and felt in love
but i never would admit it
i cried and cried and cried for days weeks months
i never healed until i met Joseph
he cared for me and i cared for him
i felt like crying once again but tears of joy
not hateful spitful memories
Joseph stopped one giorno in the woods we walked and walked until we fell
no not fell as we fell to the ground
we fell in Amore my eyes met his
his hands grabbed my hands
our lips touched and it felt like magik between us
my cuore slowed down and i felt the same beat as the last boy
thump...thump...thump...thump...
it was shameful for me to Amore while still in love
i never wanted to leave
but once again i felt alone
i breathed a lonly breath and stopped for in knew
i knew that i would fly over the sky over the pond
and back into darkness after Joseph died and me as well
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Depression help me make this i have another poem called isfortune and i will be listing all my poems up on my bacheca bye seeya
smoke from a cigarettes fill the room
begging to be free
im only beatin half to death
blood rains down my face just like a tear
never leaving and sign of life
small weak and useless they would tell me
but i never let i get in my way
i flew over riveres and dashed into hiding
for i was fearful and yet still feared
no one ever cared
no one ever spared
a dime a giorno for a week
never enough to fill my stomach
always regreting ever asking
but sign of hope came flying bye
a young boy the same age came walking over
"Do te want help" he detto più than just sweet
he held out his and and i slowly grabbed it
he gave me the kindest smile i ever saw
13 and never yet have i ever learned to swim
kicking my feet waving my arm
i looked like a fool with no trace of cool
"Just be patient"The boy detto with another smile
i stood up and began to laugh for he wandered why
he was all wet and not yet changed
"Oh come on its funny"i detto holding out my hand
he grabbed it just like i grabbed his
softly and quietly so no one could hear
his beating pulse he had was different from mine
Thump...thump...thump it went while mine went
thump.thump.thump.thump.thump.thump
i never knew why but it made my cry so different
i held my thoughts inside
while his smile faded he left and i never saw him
i looked high and low far and near
but the sight wasn't clear
i remebered his cuore beat and followed my nose
thumpp...thump...thump...thump...thump
i bumped into alot of people but i knew
i had to keep going
da now i had turned 16 and i had no one to talk to after he left me alone
i felt my cuore and felt in love
but i never would admit it
i cried and cried and cried for days weeks months
i never healed until i met Joseph
he cared for me and i cared for him
i felt like crying once again but tears of joy
not hateful spitful memories
Joseph stopped one giorno in the woods we walked and walked until we fell
no not fell as we fell to the ground
we fell in Amore my eyes met his
his hands grabbed my hands
our lips touched and it felt like magik between us
my cuore slowed down and i felt the same beat as the last boy
thump...thump...thump...thump...
it was shameful for me to Amore while still in love
i never wanted to leave
but once again i felt alone
i breathed a lonly breath and stopped for in knew
i knew that i would fly over the sky over the pond
and back into darkness after Joseph died and me as well
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Depression help me make this i have another poem called isfortune and i will be listing all my poems up on my bacheca bye seeya
In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished risposte of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My cuore beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one da one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do te know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished risposte of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My cuore beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one da one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do te know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
te detto forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
te come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
te a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And te keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of te every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see te one last
time,
But I can only see te in my
Mind.
te will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from te are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like te were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if te wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one giorno we'll fly together and have those great times again
To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be da my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please te cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit da the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all te do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be da my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please te cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit da the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all te do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be Ribelle - The Brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my cuore fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be Ribelle - The Brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my cuore fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those rose are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those Canto birds are very dear to me..
This green erba freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a arcobaleno after a very heavy rain
those colori can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am Canto with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those rose are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those Canto birds are very dear to me..
This green erba freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a arcobaleno after a very heavy rain
those colori can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am Canto with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
When te hope,
te expect and wish,
te have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
te don’t want them killed,
Hope makes te stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to te in life,
Sometimes te need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
te and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire te cuore out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
te know what te want,
Keep hoping till the END……
te expect and wish,
te have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
te don’t want them killed,
Hope makes te stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to te in life,
Sometimes te need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
te and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire te cuore out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
te know what te want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still Amore him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my cuore cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile te see on my face.
Going a single giorno without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the successivo day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still Amore him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my cuore cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile te see on my face.
Going a single giorno without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the successivo day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I miss you,
te never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you
I was always in the dark,
te were the sun and I was the shade,
te never even looked at me,
I always thought of you
Without te I could die,
I was so sad when te moved,
te didn't care when te moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish te had met me
Every night I can't go to letto cause
of you,
And each night i wish te will
sposta back where te belong,
Also wish te loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope te like it its for
my Amore Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he detto hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
Amore with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he detto hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she detto no for me
And he never ever detto anything else
to us.
The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from te and the things you've become.
Don't te remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do te remember at all?
Now my hatred for te is growing strong.
Every insult te throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much più can I take?
Now do te see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are te glad that te killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course te don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My cuore isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black
So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some Friends o something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:
-OfmiceandDes
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from te and the things you've become.
Don't te remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do te remember at all?
Now my hatred for te is growing strong.
Every insult te throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much più can I take?
Now do te see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are te glad that te killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course te don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My cuore isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black
So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some Friends o something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:
-OfmiceandDes
This is my first poem. I don't even know if te would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. commento tell me what te think.
What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when te look directly into his eyes for the first time o just that morning when te pass him in the hallway. What does he think about te when he sees you. When te say hi as te walk da him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way o something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime o another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity o just me wondering, what does he think about me.
What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when te look directly into his eyes for the first time o just that morning when te pass him in the hallway. What does he think about te when he sees you. When te say hi as te walk da him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way o something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime o another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity o just me wondering, what does he think about me.