*This poem is dedicated to HouseMindfreak. A truly awesome Godsmack fan, and a good friend. Enjoy Godsmack fan out there!!!*
I stand alone
Yes I do
The crowd seems like nothing
As Sully looks at me
He doesn't look through me
o behind me
Always at me
Does he dedicate this song to me?
Does he know I even exist?
I think he does as he looks at me and winks
My cuore always melts
I have listened to the band for years
The night of going to their concert
What a great way to raise a little hell
And see the Musica rise
The concerto maybe over now
But I feel like the magic's still there
I still feel like he looked at me
No through me o behind me
But right at me
Does he know that I like him?
I hope he does
I hope he knows that I think he's one of the coolest people ever to hit the stage!!!
I stand alone
Yes I do
The crowd seems like nothing
As Sully looks at me
He doesn't look through me
o behind me
Always at me
Does he dedicate this song to me?
Does he know I even exist?
I think he does as he looks at me and winks
My cuore always melts
I have listened to the band for years
The night of going to their concert
What a great way to raise a little hell
And see the Musica rise
The concerto maybe over now
But I feel like the magic's still there
I still feel like he looked at me
No through me o behind me
But right at me
Does he know that I like him?
I hope he does
I hope he knows that I think he's one of the coolest people ever to hit the stage!!!
failing to swim
Succeeding to sink
Downing in the red ink
Slipping falling beneath the waves
Drowning in the red ink
Crying out but choking
Drowning in the red ink
kicking screaming not escaping drowning
dying life is seaping
Drowning in the red ink
Slipping into unconisness losing all senses of life
Head is throbing cuore is raceing
The end is near so say good bye AND..........
Air Land Safety free at last
Free of the tourture the pain the struggle
Free to breath free to live
Free to ..........
GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!!
A place to hide
A place to relax
A quiet place
Full of Amore and peace
The only place where the wild red rose grow.
I see te standing there
People call te my stalker
I call te my guardian.
Others judge and misunderstand
What a great person te truly are
Let's fly away to our most secret place
Away from public disgrace.
My cuore never grows weary here
My Amore blossums like a morning lilac
Stars in Heaven whisper to me
As I drift to sleep peacefully.
The noise and confusiion never awakens me
Oh my dear friend, stay here with me forever
Let's forever be children, not with a care
Catching invisible fireflies in the midnight air.
A place to relax
A quiet place
Full of Amore and peace
The only place where the wild red rose grow.
I see te standing there
People call te my stalker
I call te my guardian.
Others judge and misunderstand
What a great person te truly are
Let's fly away to our most secret place
Away from public disgrace.
My cuore never grows weary here
My Amore blossums like a morning lilac
Stars in Heaven whisper to me
As I drift to sleep peacefully.
The noise and confusiion never awakens me
Oh my dear friend, stay here with me forever
Let's forever be children, not with a care
Catching invisible fireflies in the midnight air.
With that feeling of being
trapped under your desires,
te rot slowly and all your dreams
become nothing but the dust.
That decision te made was present
for years,
and yet, te lived with hope that
the things would change.
te left your days behind,
hoping that these days won't come back,
hoping that te will live,
hoping that te will live.
Your ways are unknown now,
and everything is new.
te live with that constant fear
of failure,
though te know that te are not
coming back to these days of sorrow,
the days you're trying to bury deep
in the past,
although the history of your past
has been cursed,
that smell of your past is on your backs,
smothering the light te seek for.
Your demons are awoken,
listening your breathing,
roaming in your mind,
but your will is strong,
and your ways are now unknown.
trapped under your desires,
te rot slowly and all your dreams
become nothing but the dust.
That decision te made was present
for years,
and yet, te lived with hope that
the things would change.
te left your days behind,
hoping that these days won't come back,
hoping that te will live,
hoping that te will live.
Your ways are unknown now,
and everything is new.
te live with that constant fear
of failure,
though te know that te are not
coming back to these days of sorrow,
the days you're trying to bury deep
in the past,
although the history of your past
has been cursed,
that smell of your past is on your backs,
smothering the light te seek for.
Your demons are awoken,
listening your breathing,
roaming in your mind,
but your will is strong,
and your ways are now unknown.
Who I am
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Lupi Canto to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me
I want people to understand me
I am random yet shy
I pretend I’m always on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them well
I worry that no one can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry when I can’t figure something out, no matter how hard I try
I understand people’s problems
I say witty things to persuade people
I dream of a life of adventure
I try to fit in but it’s just too boring
I hope to travel around the world, making even più Friends along the way
I am all that I am, I am myself.
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Lupi Canto to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me
I want people to understand me
I am random yet shy
I pretend I’m always on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them well
I worry that no one can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry when I can’t figure something out, no matter how hard I try
I understand people’s problems
I say witty things to persuade people
I dream of a life of adventure
I try to fit in but it’s just too boring
I hope to travel around the world, making even più Friends along the way
I am all that I am, I am myself.
but now the world is cold and dark.
when te held me close i could feel the warmth of your heart.
but now all i feel is the rain te left me standing in.
te detto it was like we were flying to forever; you'd never let me fall.
but i guess your true words were carried with the wind.
and now all you've left me,
are bittersweet memories of you.
and now i know that when te come again,
i won't be smiling at the window.
for what you've done to me,
te need to feel.
te need to know what it means,
to lose your first love.
how the world stops turning.
blurring your visoin.
yet making it clear da erasing feelings for you.
and soon you'll realize,
that i will have moved on.
then you'll want me back.
but te want what te can't have.
because now the bittersweet memories have gone.
and i have stopped caring about you.
even them.
Stars each night give a sign,
like a dime.
colori everywhere,
is what i dare.
Each mese they even give a sigh,
of those great times.
Twinkles everywhere,
what i shall dare.
The Musica plays,
at every day.
The fiore blooms,
their is no dooms.
Searching for the light,
shall not be a fright.
animali make a sound,
and im so proud.
Far away their can be someone,
even in london.
Their is probraly someone waiting for you,
and they care about you.
Wishes can come true,
what about you.
THE END
THANK te FOR Leggere IT!
cause it might come true
ive learned that lesson the hard way
i wished that no one would care for me
i got that wish and everyone turns there backs
on me thanks to me and my stupid wishing.
thanks to me people are gone in hell were they think they belong i hope they know they dont belong in hellthey should be in heaven .
thanks to me people leave me i wish i could go away and stay away thanks to me everyone hates me.
nobody cares for me im all alone someone save me from me living a living hell help me now if te even care!
I'm dying without peace.
Silence my thoughts
with words that only you
could say.
Baby, silence my thoughts.
Silence my sorrow,
it eats my body and soul.
Silence my sorrow
with your natural smile.
Come baby,
silence my sorrow.
The storm is coming
and you're not here.
I predicted it, though.
I did, in the silence
of your echo,
I knew that the storm
is coming.
Silence my cry,
come back to me
just this once.
Silence my surge,
it's only te who can do that.
Oh, baby, come back to me.
Silence my fear,
I'm Lost without your presence.
Silence my fear
with words that will calm my heart.
Pain is so loud in this silence.
Come baby,
it's only te who can soothe
the doubts of my heart.
Why can't the world become a fairytale book?
It wouldn't be as mean
But it may be much più green
Draghi that can be your pet
Princesses with hair for rope climbing
Pumpkins that can turn into horse carriages
And Gatti that wear boots and fight mice.
The people in reality aren't always very nice
But even the ogres and giants can say hello and give te nice things
Princesses aren't snobby Queen bees at school
Princes aren't egomaniacs
And money is in gold, silver, o copper o even magic beans!
Hens lay golden eggs
Poverty can end in five seconds
te can get your own fairy and wish for whatever te want
And have your any desires
But I guess this is all in the mind
But the world can be kind at times
It isn't always bad and cruel
But imagination makes it go around.
It wouldn't be as mean
But it may be much più green
Draghi that can be your pet
Princesses with hair for rope climbing
Pumpkins that can turn into horse carriages
And Gatti that wear boots and fight mice.
The people in reality aren't always very nice
But even the ogres and giants can say hello and give te nice things
Princesses aren't snobby Queen bees at school
Princes aren't egomaniacs
And money is in gold, silver, o copper o even magic beans!
Hens lay golden eggs
Poverty can end in five seconds
te can get your own fairy and wish for whatever te want
And have your any desires
But I guess this is all in the mind
But the world can be kind at times
It isn't always bad and cruel
But imagination makes it go around.
Vitaï Lampada
There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night --
Ten to make and the match to win --
A bumping pitch and a blinding light,
An ora to play and the last man in.
And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat,
o the selfish hope of a season's fame,
But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"
The sand of the desert is sodden red, --
Red with the wreck of a square that broke; --
The Gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,
And the regiment blind with dust and smoke.
The river of death has brimmed his banks,
And England's far, and Honour a name,
But the voice of schoolboy rallies the ranks,
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"
This is the word that anno da year
While in her place the School is set
Every one of her sons must hear,
And none that hears it dare forget.
This they all with a joyful mind
orso through life like a torch in flame,
And falling fling to the host behind --
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"
There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night --
Ten to make and the match to win --
A bumping pitch and a blinding light,
An ora to play and the last man in.
And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat,
o the selfish hope of a season's fame,
But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"
The sand of the desert is sodden red, --
Red with the wreck of a square that broke; --
The Gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,
And the regiment blind with dust and smoke.
The river of death has brimmed his banks,
And England's far, and Honour a name,
But the voice of schoolboy rallies the ranks,
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"
This is the word that anno da year
While in her place the School is set
Every one of her sons must hear,
And none that hears it dare forget.
This they all with a joyful mind
orso through life like a torch in flame,
And falling fling to the host behind --
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"
sad and desperate
te sit there
hating the day.
Die now,
die,
te see no day,
all te see is
despair.
Frantic and empty,
broken and lonely
te sit there
hating your thoughts.
Die now,
die,
te see no day,
all te see is
despair.
The doors of your dreams
are locked,
had always been locked.
You've been dead
for years,
living like a shadow,
in the thoughts,
in the dreams.
These dreams are
the laughter of insanity.
Die now,
die,
te see no day,
all te see is
despair,
these days of
happiness
don't belong to you,
the gloom dwells
inside you.
I once killed a man when the black moon was out
And the white stars were twinkling in the shadow of doubt
When the city was silent except for the raven’s call
And the beasts in the woods hid in darkness’s shawl
I crept through the front gate of the path to his home
And slid across the yard where his children would roam
‘He will never see his children again’ detto my thoughts that were cruel
But the man had to pay for calling me a fool
I walked into the house, weapon in hand
Knowing exactly where it would land
I would help the reaper to take his life
It was just me, him, and a sharpened knife
And now as I pace my prison cell
I think about the tale I tell
My tale should be in a book on a shelf
I’m glad I killed him. And I laughed to myself
And the white stars were twinkling in the shadow of doubt
When the city was silent except for the raven’s call
And the beasts in the woods hid in darkness’s shawl
I crept through the front gate of the path to his home
And slid across the yard where his children would roam
‘He will never see his children again’ detto my thoughts that were cruel
But the man had to pay for calling me a fool
I walked into the house, weapon in hand
Knowing exactly where it would land
I would help the reaper to take his life
It was just me, him, and a sharpened knife
And now as I pace my prison cell
I think about the tale I tell
My tale should be in a book on a shelf
I’m glad I killed him. And I laughed to myself
I wish I was free of this curse
Things just couldn't get worse
I wish people would let me forget
All the many things I regret
Tears fall down my face
When I'm reminded that I'm a disgrace
I remember the stares I got
When I threw fits a lot
Even now that I'm better
I feel like I'm in fetters
My past will follow me forever
When people taunt me about it I say "Whatever"
But my cuore will hurt so much it was ache
I wish they would give me a break
Until the giorno I'm driven off in a carro funebre
I will always have autism, my curse
Things just couldn't get worse
I wish people would let me forget
All the many things I regret
Tears fall down my face
When I'm reminded that I'm a disgrace
I remember the stares I got
When I threw fits a lot
Even now that I'm better
I feel like I'm in fetters
My past will follow me forever
When people taunt me about it I say "Whatever"
But my cuore will hurt so much it was ache
I wish they would give me a break
Until the giorno I'm driven off in a carro funebre
I will always have autism, my curse
te feed your soul with pain,
reviving some old wounds,
old memories that should have
been buried somewhere
where te would never find them.
But memories have found you,
living inside your head,
hiding in your tears.
The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho te still seek for these days,
the days of change.
Misery is smiling to your face,
and you're looking straight into it,
thinking, seeking for the answers
that eat your soul.
te might not meet the happiness
in this life and that's your scar,
that's your misfortune,
the tear you're hiding.
te live like a shadow,
inhaling the dust of your
time, knowing that all good
things are bypassing you,
thus your life is just a dust
in the air.
The road of happiness
seems so distant to your view,
tho te still seek for these days,
the days of change.