I think I was living at my friend's place at that point. I recall, because there were several earthquakes last anno and my city got absolutely hammered... It wasn't fun. I had to stay at my friend's place, because my parents were away and our house was pretty much fucked.
Yes. ._. I remember clearly what I did last anno on May 8th. I was alone at home, sitting on my bed, crying my eyes out. And it was the first time I ever thought of cutting myself. I almost did too. But then my family came home. I immediately went to the bathroom and washed my face so it wouldn't look like I was crying. Then I sucked it all up and made a smile. My mother still doesn't know why that blade was in my room. To her, I was the happiest 13 anno old girl in the world. ._.