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wantadog detto …
Bloodborne taught me that nothing is ever truly unattainable. It doesn't REALLY matter how high the odds are stacked against me o even the parts of myself that get in my own way. What matters is not letting the fight end, even after you've won because there are two sides to this coin. te can attain anything, even if it currently is in the grasp of someone o something else, but they can take things from your grasp as well. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Quite insightful of you. Well detto !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Im dying XD The baby birds were sitting on my moms chest when shes on the couch, then I lean against her from the couch's arms and all three of them went running from her, all the way over to me and my chest XD

I guess they like my boobs better XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Ugh. I like..

Somehow ended up liking children and little kids.

Like... ugh.

I used to hate them

Why do I suddenly do well and enjoy entertaining kids like... ages two to four? postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
It goes against how Ive been the most of my life. più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
2-4 actually is pretty good più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Of course... If they behave well, I'm all about entertaining them. Something that almost never happens... più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I dont think I have ever seen as much pride in my dads eyes for me than when we were at my Valedictorian dinner.

...

Cos he saw that I was cutting my hamburger sliders instead of using my hands since it was a formal eatery.

Oh and I guess maybe the Valedictorian status. But like.... 90% sure its mostly the slider. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
You're Valedictorian? When did that happen? più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I told te Im pretty sure XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
:v più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Terms that come up while Riku and Wanta are discussing RPs taken out of context

"fuck puppies" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
THEY CLOSED THE SOCIAL WORKER CASE.

HALLELUJAH.

I CAN FINALLY RELAX WITHOUT WORRYING THEYLL BUT THEIR culo INTO MY ISSUES AGAIN postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
My mom is such a god damn enabler for my dad. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
te know the icona flips were only supposed to last for a giorno but I kinda got used to Riku's icona looking like mine but reversed? XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
te know the icona flips were only supposed to last for a giorno but I kinda got used to Wanta's icona looking like mine but reversed? XD postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
No longer panic postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
People commento on my stubbornness, but my stubbornness is what keeps me alive, excelling, and has kept me alive più times than I can count. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
*panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic* postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
♪I'm not a dere, a Yan-Yandere♪ postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I'm alright now because I handled it myself, but to be honest and after reflection from a Dr. Strange quote that seemed like a personal attack AGAIN.

I need help at times and do not have myself as gathered together as I wish to project. I can allow myself to say it and ask for it and I will probably work on that a bit più rather than Scrivere it off.

If te are open to hearing nonsensical often somewhat depressive rants from me in PM, do comment. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Seriously though. Too many of the lines in Dr. Strange feel like personal attacks XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
"Your arrogance and fear are what held te back from greatness" I was just like "... okay I mean I mentioned that to myself about my pride in the like 4 posts I tried to make on here and other forum on fanpop when I was getting annoyed with my reluctance to be honest, but like.... hearing te say that outloud oh Ancient One, makes me feel stupid" più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
te know that I am always willing to hear te out, Riku !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Riku, I've come to Jargon. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
*curls up in a ball of sleep and pain* postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
My body is not happy with the amount of lifting and physical work I did at the Wildlife and Wetlands place on Sunday, combined with the poor sleep I got, combined with the extremely long giorno today XD più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Lack of sleep and physical work is quite a poor combination. An effective Sleep on the other hand can make all the difference !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
People act like Im kidding when I talk about how - irl at least - I genuinely have a fear of girls my age. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like I am initially very uncomfortable and avoidant of them until dato a reason to force myself to talk and realize they are okay. più di un anno fa
ArcticWolf commentato…
that's literally me except with boys più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"Coincidences can be freaky" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
y u make the last ones ones I dont know più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"your shortcoming is that te assume others will hold te back, and put them at a distance from the start." postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"Are human beings truly equal? Nowadays, people never shut up about the need for equality. A great man once said, "heaven does not create one person above o below another." but that quote doesn't end there. It actually says we're equal at birth, but then gaps appear. That teh differences are teh result of one's academic efforts, o lack therof. At any rate, humans are capable of thinking for themselves. "equality" may be a false concept, but our inequality remains a difficult thing to accept" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
This one sounds familia- Is this Psycho Pass? più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Shogo guy o something? più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"All people are nothing but tools. It doesn't matter how it's done. It doesn't matter what needs to be sacrificed. In this world, winning is everything. As long as I win in the end...That's all that matters." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
This makes me want to say Akashi btu there are a lot of flaws in it and I know all the Akashi ones word for word so its not più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"Every phenomenon that happens in the human world is caused da people for their own convenience." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Nor this one più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"When te pick the only option te have to choose from, can te really call that your own decision?" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Nor this one più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"I haven't been able to improve recently, no matter how I try. and I haven't had motivation. So I thought I'd have a change in scenery. If I could hear the sound of the ocean, I thought maybe something would change." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I dont recall this one. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
best guess would be Fuwa Aika but... più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"Everyone is weak and relies on others. As we reach out to each other, as we become Friends o fight, the bonds we form creates our tomorrow." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Meiji for sure più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
*Keiji Maeda fuck XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Im good with quotes, apparently not names più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"A man who can do something but chooses to do nothing will never achieve greatness" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Thats a Sengoku Basara one.... Just cant remember which. più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"Rob me of my allies, isolate me and then reproach me for my want of brotherhood! Make sense of this hypocrisy if te dare even try!" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Mitsunari...? I think? più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
There is nothing less amusing than destroying those who have no will to live. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Definatley Hibari Kyoya più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"No one can restrain me with logic." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Hi..bari? più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"The word ' discipline ' is something that I would never give up, no metter what. But it`s not because it is my pride that I will not give up. It`s because I cannot give it up, that`s why it is my pride." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Hibari Kyoya più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Still a preferito quote too più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"Ah, my most ugly heart. I hate, hate, hate it, so I can’t help but sneer all the time." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Kano Shuuya più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Riku: "Wanta for the last time, we are NOT making these characters an incestuous lesbian couple"

Wanta: :v postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
WE ARE NOT più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Well what about the 72 anno old pedophile idea? più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Incest is Wincest !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
If anyone wants to know a tip on sounding like Riku, just use the words "Honestly" and "Personally" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Honeslty, its true più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Personally, I feel attacked più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Honestly, te know Riku pretty personally. più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
^i failed più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
WANTA HAS COMMITTED TREASON ON ME postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
LOKI HAS BEEN ON MY preferiti lista THIS LONG più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
What Wanta detto più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
^ grrr più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Me: Wow Im having such a good day. My morals and plans are awesome. Dedication. Commitment. Future. Yeet. Things are great *walking out to lunch listening to some nice music*

My Mentally Ill Brain: o we could just die ya know.

Me: https://tinyurl.com/gm5ewq2 postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like boi. Is that your only response to anything XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
That being said, Intrusive Thoughts like that are really annoying XD Im getting a lot better and like... Letting them pass rahter than letting them ruin my giorno o anything but geesh più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Same Riku più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Thank te Wanta for this background idea. te are allowed to use my icona now postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like this icona is one of my preferiti Ive made and he pointed out that it loops perfectly più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
It's no fun if it's consensual tho più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Make me proud, Kid !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Personally science is magic. Science can turn one object into the next. Science can kill and it can heal.

Its quite magnificent if te think about it. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
WANTA ha rubato, stola MY icona postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
IM SERIOUS! LOOK! WANTA ha rubato, stola MY ICON! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
te ARE A CHILD più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
I KNOW te ARE BUT WHAT AM I?! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
It is pretty interesting how each of your icone faces the opposite way XD Makes it seem like te two are covering a wider range !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Sore and tired XD Fun herding ducks tho. postato più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
What? Lol. RikuRikuRiku... più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
What? I just Amore ducks. It was fun herding them. I had a blast. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
:V più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also XD Im sorry if I sound really egotistical o "woke" o anything.

Ive just been re-evaluating the rules and core beliefs I live da and have been having mini epiphanies XD Its just somehting I feel like rambling about and thinking out-loud about since I dont really have too many people irl to talk about it with. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Relatable. te don't sound Egotistical at all to me. These thoughts are quite admirable actually !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
@Lefteris that means alot. Thank you. più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Plus, I first laid my eyes on your username before anything else for some reason so better luck successivo time lol !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I was thinking of Scrivere a long out ramble on this but Im leaving off for lunch soon. But its really interesting how Ive changed from being torn between living through life passively thus making me happy but hate myself since I wouldnt feel present and Id feel like I was wasting my life to autonomic emptiness and actively thus making me feel like I was living life but making it almost impossible to be happy postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I feel Ive found the perfect Goldilocks letto - the perfect balance. I personally believe te cant live life passively, o else te arent living life. te are flowing through life. te have to take an active role in your own life, and face the challenges that life throws at te right in the face. If it punches you, punch, punzone it back and continue. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
However! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
If te live your life with nothing mroe than an active outlook, te will entirely miss the joys of life. What is needed is an active and present focus, but one of which that still leaves room to enjoy più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But I digress, these are just my doccia thoughts XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Speaking of which, I think commitment is one of my strongest character traits I have. I decide often what I want and what I believe in and carry it through until the end.

I do have a lista of priorities of my commitments - which one comes before the other if they were to ever collide - but for the most part, they hold strong.

Currently, I think at the superiore, in alto of my lista of commitments is my commitment to myself and my mental health. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
And I honestly plan on that being on the superiore, in alto for a while. Currently it dominates and is very strict at overriding others since Ive spent so much of my life neglecting it and because its currently the main goal of mine since its the main thing that holds the rest of my goals back, but once I reach a certain point, I feel I will lower it down to be less strict. Itll always be on the superiore, in alto of my commitments, but there would likely be più leeway più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Personally, Im trying to find what makes me happy and encourages my character to fully grow to its full potential. Its something I feel I need to and should invest into più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
And unlike before, I have a planned ideal self in my head - not really aimlessly going for a target not established. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
There is something great that comes with the feeling of full on committing to something. May it be a goal, a person, a hobby, a trade, a career, a skill, a group, whatever it is.

The great feeling that no matter how hard something is - youll master, achieve, succeed, make things work, and/or ultimately achieve it since te are committed to it

Its honestly great. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Honestly, I say I have vulnerability issues, but Ive never really had commitment issues, o as much in the way they usually are. If anything, I have OVER commitment issues. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Thus why I think Ive started redirecting where my overcommitment is - o as I would rather call it, extensive commitment più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Hey, at least te aren't know for your predictability of saying ''Relatable'' in most cases. Which holds true but... te know, it has gotten pretty mainstream at this point. Gotta come up with something new. A little bit più Flashy !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
♪Thor goes rawr♪
♪Loki goes oomph♪
♪Gamora goes eh♪
♪and berretto, tappo goes murr♪

♪Fury winks♪
♪Widow flaunts♪
♪and the Hulk goes smash smash smash♪

♪But there's one thing♪
♪That no one knows♪

"Dost mother know te weareth her drapes?" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
XD più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Omfg stop guys! The profilo thing is SERIOUSLY throwing me off! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
SHIT HEAD ha rubato, stola MY icona XD IM NOT PART OF THIS XD più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TRUST 2NTY! TELL EVERYONE WANTA IS BEING MEAN TO ME! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
"Thats coming from someone probably più gay than not" ~Riku114 about herself postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
link più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Peko postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Pekoyama !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Danganronpa !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Waifu !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Hawt !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Another fun fact about Riku

She often uses "I digress" in the wrong manner since she unintentionally picked up the line from a KH scene where its meaning was ambiguous

She often uses it as a "regardless", "but thats not important"

Sometimes it works properly, sometimes it sounds awkward postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Personally, I think part of the reason I like Marvel over DC is that Marvel 'super heroes' don't really feel like super Heroes to me. They feel like people and characters with strength/power trying to be superheroes. It feels really realistic. On the other hand, I feel DC characters tend to shape più of the "super hero" style.

At least in the movies, I havent touched the comics though I am getting intrigued to do so. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But I digress, I know not enough of DC Film to make claims like that più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Imo DC rules the animated. Whereas I usually prefer Marvel for live action. Comics I am indifferent on più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
Is there's no that likes them equally here? Lmfao. In my mind they have so many similarities I can't pick clear cut. There's so many good characters in both. Villains and heroes. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also I was talking to Wanta, but if te notice someone with some weird appearance thing, don't whisper and laugh and snicker about it

No matter how quiet te are, te can likely be heard and most of the time its quite rude. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like te can not underestimate how far away I can hear people whispering about my lack of eyebrows. Like my ears are fine tuned to that più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But now, while I must admit some were fake and forced da myself to believe it too, at this point I feel a lot of my self confidence is pretty genuine and strong. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I am also glad people who have gotten around it also have come to appreciate it. più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Riku is probably slightly unhappy that my insanity on Chatzy lately is so longwinded that it would take multiple immagini XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Im obsessed with Doctor Strange help. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Obsessed? Now, that's STRANGE !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
At this point in my life it isnt XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But #Puns più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Did someone say PUNZ?!! te CALLED? più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
random Fact About Riku:

All her focus and efficiency gets shot when shes hungry.

Instead she can easily become a whiny cagna XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I will eat someone's arm if I have to. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Dude my oro is finally in the 1000s

Maybe I should be più careful on how I spend it XD

I mean I could earn it back easily but still postato più di un anno fa
zanhar1 commentato…
Just buy a taco. A gilded $1000 taco and schiaffo, smack that lil cagna right onto your profile! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
.......... dont tempt me più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I can make that a background and banner più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
"We never lose our demons. We only learn to live above them"

Honestly thats probably the most accurate quote towards Mental Health o any issue that haunts people that I've seen in a while. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Quite the accuracy indeed !!!! più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
^ più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Personally I just find Dr. Strange to be an admirable 'hero'.

Plus I like his cloak. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Yall expected a longer drawn out statement for that. I would but I have yet to gather my words più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
But will your opinion of him change when te realize he uses his fionda Ring to steal potato chips from the local supermarket? più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I would too tbh. The guy is broke. Being a mystic arts master doesnt pay well più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Wanta: "Everyone: Wanta used to be funny!"

I am now ready to be a Youtube content creator. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Anyone whose been to therapy knows THAT look the therapist makes when te say something questionable

"But still. I might teach myself biochemistry ... .... ITS JUST A HOBBY. I SWEAR. ITS OVERWORKING MYSELF BUT I SWEAR I WONT DO IT UNLESS I HAVE EXTRA ENERGY o SOMETHING. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
That whole "You do realize we just talked about how thats bad" o "Thats a bit concerning and Im not sure if te knew that before saying it" più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Yep. This really strikes home !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Don't listen to Riku. She totally made Aomine as a psychiatrist in our RP. Her denials are lies. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
:v più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I did not più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
And my denials are not lies più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Wot if her lies are denials tho? più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
I was gonna spend money I don't have and buy Riku a mantello of levitation but I don't know her new address. Shit. I've been outmaneuvered. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Typical Wanta

JOKE

JOKE

Pretend to have forgotten that he promised to not flirt with Riku anymore

JOKE

*talks existentially with Riku* postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Typical Riku

TIRED

TIRED

RAMBLING ABOUT TIME PRESSURE

Dood I want Dr. Strange's Cloak

RAMBLING COLDLY postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Seriously I do want it tho più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Sometimes I can appear very cold to people and their situations, but personally, its probably just because I have a belief that anyone can do almost anything if they work hard enough at it. Some might come with a disadvantage and take a lot più work than the successivo person, but they still can do it if they want to. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I honestly want Dr. Strange's mantello of Levitation. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly tho. That feeling when all te genuinely want is like... an entire giorno in letto o something

But te have too much of a desire to do stuff, learn stuff, and keep active - so te both want to do absolutely nothing for a giorno yet at the same time find doing absolutely nothing the most annoying possible way to spend a giorno postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
"Maybe I should start teaching myself college biochemistry" ~Riku earlier today più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
^For sure not the only one. Depending on which kind of bad mental state Im in, I either become hyperactive and productive o just wish to be erased from existence. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
If one could not guess, I was in the first one. Working endlessly far past the healthy amount of work is one of my bad coping mechanisms più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
On a scale of 1 to 10 how much do I just wanna sleep even tho Im not tired? postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
About 5 weeks left of school at least più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
10. Even if that is not the case, I personally recommend it. No domanda about it !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Wanta: "Man I'm whipped."

Riku: "True." postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Actual conversation più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
BTW

I got 1 oro for all those immagini I put on Rikus club. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Personally... when youve had mental health issues since te last remember and have apparently been depressive and shit since te were at least three years old, it takes a lot to go back to being optimistic and having hope and seeing the world as people who arent depressed see the world

And once te get there adn get comfortable, and something comes da to shake it only a bit, it feel likes a glass shattering and its almost like te arent sure if the happiness is an illusion. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I'm alright since I'm avoiding thinking too much about it since I know its not really fractured o anything, I just kinda got a crack in the past few mese sturdy happiness and the past mese of knowing exactly what Im doing and wanting più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
As long as I dont think about it too much it and inevitably overthink it should probably go back più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
It could be. Happiness being an illusion. A glass ready to shatter da the smallest of shakes. Whether someone is able to keep it up with that thought in mind o not will tell how far they can go !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Did not realize Wanta was posting on here all giorno XD postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Riku is so mean today.

Wanta: "I bought NIOH. Wanna watch?"
Riku: "Nah I'm good." *doing her own thing*

Wanta: "Ooh this RP thing sounds fun. I'll participate."
Riku: "Nah I'm good. Don't need any help"

Wanta: "T_T"
Riku: *paying no heed* postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Donate a dollar today to help stop animal abuse. più di un anno fa
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Did Riku really not commento on my picasso art of Akashi's face? postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Riku betrayyyyyyy. T_T postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
te WERE SUPPOSED TO BRING ORDER TO THE WIKI! più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
NOT LIKE THIS! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Juuuust putting it out there. If I never seen te on fanpop before o dont recognize te on Fanpop, and te dont message me with something interesting to start conversation with, likliness is I wont reply

If te are someone I at least VAGUELY recognize, Ill probably humor the conversation

But seriously, if people want to talk to me in PM and havent established some kind of conversation elsewhere on Fanpop, please come with a conversation topic postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
"In brightest day, in blackest night" - Dr Strange postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly these past few weeks have been way too real for me. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
It's probably the depressing fact that te don't have a BK near te più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I always recommend being as real and honest with yourself as possible più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Same here XD !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Yesss.... Rewatched Dr. Strange and I do in fact like him with a lot più backed up reasoning, plus probably on my relatable lista postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
God I Amore Loki still. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
link più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also aced the Senior Exit Project in case te were wondering. They were heavily engaged the whole presentation, loved my passion and how well thought out it was XD

*literally put like 10% the effort others did* postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
That is really great to know. Well done, Riku !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Benedict Cumberbatch interviews Im watching are really nice XD Hes a cool guy XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly. Im watching Onision go on and on about how pointless life is and how there is absolutely no meaning, and as someone who agrees with it and has long since come to accept it, it quite annoys me how hes like "Dude we are just puppets. Everything is stupid. Why the hell are we playing with this absurd life? How about instead of ending it, why not just piss off people and make their lives worse" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
o ciao dood. How about ya know, maybe trying to make someone else's meaningless game play life fun while just making it fun yourself. Happiness has little menaing, but it still is a nice sensation. Life is so short and futile and in the end there REALLY is nothing new done. All that can be truly cherished is the experiences te have right now più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Its part of why I am so strong on my "Pass the torch" goal of mine. I want to learn as best as I can how to live the most ideal life I can, and then pass the torch so someone can have what I know and BUILD on superiore, in alto of it più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I couldnt even bother to listen to his retardedness since it just got worse and worse più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Update.

Riku be cray y'all postato più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
An update? Hasn’t Riku always been crazy? Anyway, most of us are here. più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Crazy Riku and Cray Riku are distinctly different personas più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Well. Tired me read that wrong più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Me: I wonder if I'm a little off. I might have dissociated in response to something barely even negative that was meant in a clearly good way for like two mintues ten minuti ago.. but I'm not sure..

Me: *grabs two liter Dr. Pepper bottle I grabbed from the fridge without thinking about it* *drinks a nice few chugs full* I dunno. Maybe I'm still kind of stressed out from how much stuff were brought up yesterday.

Me: *continues drinking it* Maybe I'm not fully relaxed from earlier. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like brain relax. Stop being senstive rn XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
For those that dont know, Dr. Pepper is like.... alcohol for me XD I drink it normally a lot, but when I'm REALLY stressed, anxious, exhausted, and/or depressed, drinking it tends to help pick my mood back up più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Stressed Out... and addicted to DP più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
angeli OF DEATH THE Anime IS COMING OUT IN JULY 2018 HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
NOICE! Honestly, from what I have seen of it so far, I am pretty hyped about this as well !!!! più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Lol. Chill dude. Jk più di un anno fa
GDragon612 commentato…
yeah finally*-* più di un anno fa
GDragon612 commentato…
hyped with riku too omg!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly, if the social worker found my fanpop my family would be screwed XD postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
But... What if he already has....? più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
link più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
Wow. That makes me think...what if my mother found Fanpop? .... più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Heres to having to take a rain check on your plans for the giorno because te have to stay home to make sure your dad doesnt act out postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Gesù Christ Im so sick of my dad

He was being a major dick to my mom so I pretty much forced him back in the room and shut the door postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Honestly, if it wasnt at such a cost with so little reward, I would so take advantage of this social worker stuff and get that fucker behind bars più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
He better watch his fucking culo god damn tongue più di un anno fa
2ntyoneplts commentato…
XD “He better watch his *beep* beep* beep* beep* tongue”- Quote Riku 2018. Riku...watch your tongue. JK! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
The honest major reason (well one of the major reasons) Riku stays up sometimes: Shes too lazy to walk to her letto postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Do your Exercise, Riku. You'll be rewarded in the end !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I keep track of the giorno da month

So like.... People are like "What giorno is today"

And im just like "May"

And they are like "I mean what giorno in May"

And Im just like "Idk. Some giorno in May." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
*is getting tired* più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
♪SOME♪ più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
#QuiteRelatable !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly, people make jokes of senioritis and all, but honestly... when te see it in people, sure part of it is laziness and all, but a lot of it is the sheer amount of stress that gets abruptly thrown on seniors. Like none of it is balanced out over all highschool years. Its just BAM. All on senior year.

For me, its fine since I have great grades and already give little effort to maintain them, so giving none doesnt harm too much postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Plus I was able to get into a good school and get decent Grants / Scholarships for money stuff. But for those that didnt get either, Senioritis is horrible più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
For me its laughable and actually kind of nice since its like the first time I've actually been able to say "Ya know, I should actually take a break" so its kinda healthy? più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But for others its killing their grades and / o putting them through so much anxiety and stress. Its quite sad to see this mass issue just made into a joke with the way senioritis is looked at più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I'm lucky I have little to worry about for hte successivo anno o so and that I have issues overworking myself to the point that "senioritis" mostly just takes me down to normal work levels. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly, Gamora is probably going on my relatable characters list. But I wanna go through Iron Man and Doctor Strange again.

Cos Im contemplating the reliability factors for her, Strange, Stark, and Loki.

Mostly cos those foru give me a bit of an interest, but I feel Strange and Loki are più of me liking them a lot than anything.

Stark and Gamora tho I feel are likely to actually be relatable and make the lista XD postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Stark is guaranteed. I can tell te that !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Honestly Id have a Marvel icona if doing a Marvel background wasnt a bit harder than Anime backgrounds postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
With my new one, I no longer have the oro to do a new profilo look più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
te could always go back to old ones te know right? XD più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
I can never go back.... più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
DORMAMU IVE COME TO BARGAIN postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
DORMAMU più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
DORMAMU più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I was bored and needed something to watch with Lucy while he was on me so I opened up Kill La Kill and... its.... a very quick and odd start XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Only watched it since its conveniently on Netflix and Ive heard good stuff about it più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
That was so strange. più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
^ più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Enough rambling tho, Im super tired XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also, the thing about the social worker coming to see into and address my family's condition is that Im literally like... four months from being eighteen. A legal 'adult'.

Like really? Is there really a point anymore? I'm leaving in less than four months anyways.

Like, if they came.... i dunno.... 17 years ago? Heck, even 5-10 years fa that would have been great. I would have been saved a lot of trauma and issues.

But really, these kind of things expire. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Its a little too late to fix an issue that had been left sitting long enough that the youngest of three daughters who went through similar shit is pretty much just about to leave for college. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Yall like ever depress yourself with your own writing? Like te wrote something, left it alone for a year, then go back to it fully knowing what te wrote and end up jsut sitting there firstly soaking in how depressing that ending was and secondly, how damn culo much of your own issues te put into the story / character

And yo uare just like having nam flashbacks to your super majorly suicidal time period? postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I actually shouldnt say "Nam flashbacks" because now that I actually have been diagnosed with PTSD that might worry te guys... più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I mean Im just remembering and reflecitng back on how absolutely crap my mental state was then. Like how damn badly I wanted die and how completley and entirely broken I was then. Like Im not even kidding you. I was absolutely shattered and broken then. I kept loosing literally everything I loved to my mental health and quite honestly, life was literally nothing but endless torture, every minuto and secondo of every giorno that wasnt focused on RPs. più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Always gotta make sure XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Some REALLY nice and/or relatable Citazioni from the read through of Shinrei's side story with Wanta

"Its almost as if te are desperately trying to isolate yourself for maybe fear o hate, but at the same time desperately need and enjoy having the presence of another.”

“No hugs. I don’t like hugs. Don’t push your luck.” postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
"Theres no need to thank me for that. Hes been a joy to my life. I admit, the guy has his baggage at times, but who doesn’t. It’s good to see him smiling again" più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
“Its robbed me of too much already. Its taken everything. My job. My ‘friends.’ My family. Eventually the only thing it will leave me is my life which is ironically the only thing I actually want it to take from me.” più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
''Even if the cost of your life and happiness is me losing the only real happiness I have ever had, then so be it." più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Like... anyone else notice when te talk about women's assets, te are talking about their ASSets postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Welp, mostrare appreciation towards a Woman's ASSets is important. Every person needs some recognition in their Lives !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Yall ever get that feeling where te feel like te can just FEEL your Mental State balancing on a thin string?

Like te are perfectly fine and of a good mood and everything right now, but te just know the smallest thing can break it and shit? XD

Thats me right now postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Riku rn: link più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Wanta rn: link più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
XD Wanta più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Most of the time really. I am easily prone to Mood Swings !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
te know, Ive been researching a bit into how D&D RPing works, and I think the balance of control over the story is kind of what seperates it from RPing how I do and RPing how they do it.

Its much più complex there and they have a DM, but RPing the way its done on forum and all, its a lot più free and everyone is on an equal plane of controlling everything

In fact, a lot of the duties the DM has are considered Godmodding in what I do. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Gosh I havent heard the term "Godmodding" in a while XD Ever since I left public RPs I haven't had to really use it. Back in public RPs it was one of the largest issues più di un anno fa