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is sad and happy the same time, in love...not alone... but at the same time.. so lonely... missing the one person who can put a smile on my face rite about now miss her saying i Amore u shes not here i miss her im crying im shaking i need protection shes needs protection she cant get it becasue i cant help but i want to help so and im afraid to help her what if i get hurt what if its a trap to get me and kill me im jsut afraid i Amore ally so much shes my life i want her da me.


When te look into my eyes, what do te honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted off with the tears I've cried..

wonders when her giorno will come...dont want to think about im afraid to because she can go anytime and if she goes without saying i Amore u then my life is over so i hold her tight so if she does go i can say i Amore her before she goes away and drifts away from me

i Amore this one person sooo much i cant explain it in words :) xxx its to hard to say it all in this short little time i no u have time but u might just forget so i baciare u and hold u and stand da u to mostra u how much i Amore u it doesnt matter how much u Amore me i Amore u way più (:
posted by teashaC
people tell me they Amore me, but do they really Amore me, o do they hate me, i feel worthless and i dont no why but there was this person that i loved with all my cuore and he broke up with me i sit here wondering why he did break up with me did i do somethin o did he just not Amore me like i loved him,i sit in my house lookin at a bacheca crying ppl dont no i cry because i hide it so no one knows thats how i am though, i dont tell my sister about my life because she says its just a screen and the ppl behind the screen r just ppl that u dont no, but when i look at my screen i see ppl and i rlly...
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posted by cutiegirl01
In my life i grew up in pain a agony. I was only 2 o 3 when i was first hit. then i got hit again over and over. another time i was hit was when i didn't take a doccia the morning after i took a shower. i was late 4 school and had cuts and bruses, one went from my shoulder to the middle of my upper arm. no one asked what happened beacause no one cares what happens to me. They wouldn't even care if i died. my dad even detto "if te died i would want to know right away because then i would go buy a boat" (that is what he detto because if i died he would get all the money from insurence) even when i broke my leg my dad hit my leg on the tavolo 3 times then took me to the e.r. it turned in to surgery. i was in a wheelchair and on cruches for 3 in 1\2 months. now i have a scar that goes from my left ankle to just below my knee. now i didn't cry because i dont care to cry.(i do cry but rarly) My life sucks worse every giorno and i have been planing to run away. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
posted by teashaC
I can pretend that I dont see you,
I can pretend I dont wanna hold te when you're around,
(When you're around)
I can say that nothing was right,
But we know if I looked in your eyes I'd break down,
(yeah, lets break down)

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
If I could, take te there,
I wont let go, this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause te wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars,


If I told te that I Amore you,
But Im doing alright without te it'd be a lie, But...
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posted by teashaC
*looks up seeing her fight this seeing that shes not happy she was happy with me
at least thats what she tells me,is she telling the truth i dont no,i feel nothin anymore.
so now when i look up at the sky,i see black and thats it,when i look at the erba i see my own blood from my wrist,no one to stop me o hold me,thinks to myself if i could wish what would that be,it would be havin her da me watching her sleep,watching her every move,seeing the light shine on her,watching her glow like a star,i grab her hand i take her and put her on me saying ur ok now baby im here and ur sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza no one is goin...
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posted by teashaC
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods attraversare, croce the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the spazio between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing...
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posted by teashaC
SITS OUTSIDE ON SOME CHURCH STEPS PRAYS TO GOD SAYING I Amore U SO MUCH PROTECT MY cuore PROTECT MY SOUL.ITS STARTS TO RAIN HARD AS I WALK home WALKING DOWN EVERY strada, via EVERY CORNER I FEEL SOEMTHIN COMING OUT OF ME I DONT NO WHAT IT IS THOUGH SO I KEEP WALKING.
BURNS
CRIES
STARTS TO DIE
I SIT ON THE GROUND AND SCREMA FOR HELP ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE THE WIND IS PICKING UP AND ITS COLD MY BODY TURINING PURLPE MY LIPS ARE TURING BLUE I ONLY HAVE A TANKTOP ON AND I HAVE SHOES ON AND SHORTS ON AS I SIT DOWN HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING I CUT DEP INTO MY WRIST I SCREAM LOUD AND I HEAR MYSELF.
BURNS...
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is sad and happy the same time, in love...not alone... but at the same time.. so lonely... missing the one person who can put a smile on my face rite about now miss her saying i Amore u shes not here i miss her im crying im shaking i need protection shes needs protection she cant get it becasue i cant help but i want to help so and im afraid to help her what if i get hurt what if its a trap to get me and kill me im jsut afraid i Amore ally so much shes my life i want her da me.


When te look into my eyes, what do te honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted...
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posted by teashaC
Wake up to a Sunny Day
Not a nube, nuvola up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But te can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't te stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat te up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes te who te are
No matter how much your cuore is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah

When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But te can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't te stop believin' in your self
When you're broken

Better days are gonna find te once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken
posted by teashaC
Everything in my life is falling to pieces and I'm too broken to pick them up how do u pick up something when its been on the ground for so long getting stepped on.

wants to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even tho her cuore is broken and the 1 who always brightens your giorno even tho she couldn't brighten her own i dont care about my days i care about my Friends days and how there doing fuck my life and my days they dont matter anyway counting the days donw as i go.

I'm gonna sit alone in a quiet room and cry until I cant cry no more. I am tired of all the pain inside and I am tired of all the tears falling from my eyes.im tired of bleeding im tired of life im tired of living im tired of fakers im tired of crying lonely with no one



is having one of those nights where she just wants someone to hold her close and tell her it's gonna be alright want someone to tell me how much they Amore me and how much they need me and how much they want me
He drops her suitcase da the door
She knows her mommy won't be back anymore
She drags her feet across the floor
Tryin' to hold back time, to keep her holdin' on

And she says, "mommy, mommy, don't leave
I'll do anything to keep you
Right here with me
Can't te see how much I need you??

?mommy, mommy, don't leave
daddys sayin' things he don't mean
he don't know what he's talkin' about
Somebody hear me out?

"Father, listen
Tell her that shes got a home
And she don't have to go
Father, save her I would do anything in return?

?I'll clean my room, try hard in school
I'll be good, I promise You
Father, Father, I pray...
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posted by teashaC
SHE SAYS GO GET RAPED AND GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? DO U LISTEN TO HER o DO U JUST IGNORE IT? WHEN SHE TELLS U TO GO DIE WHAT DO U DO? GO KILL URSLEF o IGNORE IT?ME AND HER STARTED TO FIGHT OVER DATING SOMEONE BECAUSE I Amore SOMEONE AND SHE THINKS SHE KNOWS HER LIFE WHEN SHE REALLY DOESNT AND SHE LIKES THE SAME GIRL I Amore WELL SHE KNOWS SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I NO A LOT OF SHIT ABOUT THIS GIRL I Amore I NO WERE SHE LIVES I LIVE WERE SHE LIVES I NO THINGS SHE DOESNT EVEN NO ABOUT HERSELF.ASH DO U RLLY TRULLY Amore NYTE o IS IT JSUT TO GET BACK AT ME DO U RLLY WANT TO SEE HER o JUST WANT TO HURT...
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posted by teashaC
"AS I LOOK IN THE WATER AND SEE MY MOM IN HEAVEN WANTING HER BACK IN MY ARMS LOVING ME AND HOLDING ME TELLING ME IM sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza BUT THAT WONT EVER HAPPEN SO I SIT OUTSIDE GETTING AIR TELLING PPL NOT TO TOUCH ME o I WILL SNAP.AS I LOOK UP IN THE SKY I SEE MY MOM AND I SEE HER TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER FACE recitazione LIKE SHES MAD AT ME.I SEE HER BEATIFUL FACE JUST LIKE MINE HER BEATIFUL BLACK HAIR COVERING HER EYES WITH HER GREEN EYES AS THE.I START TO CRY AS I CRY I GRAB THE coltello AND CUT MY WRIST SAYING ARE U HAPPY MOM I WILL KILL MYSELF SINCE I KILLIED U.SHE COVERS HER FACE AND AS I SCREAM I PUT MY KNIFE...
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posted by teashaC
*STEPPED INTO THE BATHROOM TODAY LOOKED IN THE MIRROR SAW SOMETHIN I DIDNT WANT TO SEE
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I STARED INTO THE GLASS WITH THE LIGHT ON I NEW THAT I WAS IN TROUBLE NEW THAT MY LIFE WAS OVER FORVER NO TURNING BACK
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE WATER DRIPPING FROM THE TUB AND AS I LOOKED BACK AT MY HAND I SAW A coltello ON THE COUNTER SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS RLLY SHARP I WASNT AFRAID TO USE TO IT
SCREAMED
CRIED
STARTED TO GIVE UP
AS I GOT UNDRESSED I PUNCHED THE MIRROR SO I COULDNT SEE MYSELF THE DEMON IN ME THE DEVIL I BROKE THR GLASS HAND WAS...
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posted by teashaC
Where are te now
When I need te the most
Why don't te take my hand
I want to be close

Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong

So,take my hand and walk with me,
mostra me what to be
I need te to set me free

Where are te now...

Where are te now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone

Where are te now
When nothing is going right
Where are te now
I can't see the light

So take my hand and walk with me
mostra me what to be
I need te to set me free, yeah yeah

I need you, to need me
Can't te see me,
How could te leave me
My cuore is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want te here with me
To guide me, hold me, and Amore me now

Where are te now
Where are te nowSo take my hand and walk with me
mostra me what to be
I need te to set me free,
posted by teashaC
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if te said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated Amore like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural Amore conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When te and I detto goodbye
I felt the angeli cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angeli cry

C'mon babe can't our Amore be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm...
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Amore IS LIKE SNOW o LIKE A BUTTERFLY.
WHEN IT SNOWS ITS BEATIFUL, AND COLD AND UR HAPPY AND ITS LIKE A BIG BLANKET ALL SOFT, WHEN U TOUCH IT BUT COLD SO WHEN U TOUCH IT UR cuore IS COLD INSIDE.LOVE IS ALSO LIKE A BUTTTERLFY IT FLIES AROUND U DURING THE SUMMER TIME THEN ITS GONE SO WHAT IS LOVE?WHEN U GET TO SEE IT ONCE A anno o NEVER AGAIN.IT MAKES ME UPSET WHEN PPL SAY THERE IN Amore WITH SOMEONE AND THERE RLLY NOT IN Amore THERE JUST SAYING THEY Amore U.I HAVE BEEN cuore BROKEN FOR YEARS,WEEKS,DAYS,MONTHS BUT NOT ANYMORE BECAUSE I FIGURED OUT HOW TO BE STRONG WHEN MY cuore GETS BROKEN INSIDE.I...
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sitting da myself today waiting to be saved
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i get up and look outside i see nothin its all black no one walking o talking i see nothin its like im alone in the world
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i lean on the window i hear somethin in the distance outside so i go outside and walk slow because im a little nerves of what i might see o feel
waiting
breathing
fighting
crying
screaming
shaking
as i got closer to the sound i feel a breeze through my blond hair my blue eyes get big and they sparkle the light is so bright i fall on the...
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posted by teashaC
WHAT IS Amore IS IT A DREAM o REAL WHO KNOWS NO ONE REALLY TRULLY KNOWS WHAT IT IS AT ALL BUT LET ME TELL U MY STORY ABOUT MY DREAMS KNOWING THAT THERE REAL BUT SOME ARNT REAL.I WAKE UP AND SIT UP AND SEE MY LOVED ONE SITTING da ME I FEEL HER EVERY TOUCH IN MY HAIR I FEEL HER HAND RUN UP MY BACK I LAY BACK DOWN LAUGHING AND GIGGLING. AS I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE HER IN THE DISTANCE BUT I CANT OTUCH HER SHES LIKE NOT THERE BUT SHE IS AS I WAKE UP I SEE NOTHIN SHES NOT THERE SHES GONE SHE WAS NOT REAL BUT WHY DO PPL CALL IT Amore WHEN Amore IS NOTHIN ITS JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR DRAMA,FIGHTING,DYING THATS WHAT I THINK ANYWAY BUT AS I SIT HERE I FEEL THINGS RUN THROUGH ME AND IT FEELS GREAT BUT I FEEL STUFF LIKE HATE AND THAT HURTS SO MUCH WHEN UR cuore STOPS AND U THINKING UR DYING
posted by teashaC
Loves thunderstorms. I can relate to them. The thunder is my anger. The rain is my tears. Just think of what te did to me when the successivo storm comes by...because when the successivo storms come da i will be gone forever never goin to see me again at least when the storm comes i will be dead already knowing that u hated me.

i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits te in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes te crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.