Does anyone cry at the mention of the host?

Don't even begin to tell me how pathetic i am for doing this, cause i know.
But, in defense of my pride, I really loved this book, to a point at which i cry.
And, NO, i'm not one of those people who cry over everything. Cause im not.
I really loved it though! Most people are all, its too paranormal. I say, if you've read the twilight series and even kinda liked it, you'll kill for this book.
Its awesome!
lol.