When I held her something in me broke, my lupo took over. I was looking at her trough my wolf’s eyes, I hadn’t shifted but it almost felt like it. My lupo was awakened da her and it had recognized her. She was the one my lupo wanted to belong to, it had waited for her for a long time. And now he finally had found her, she was the one he was willing to lay his live for. My lupo had accepted her as his. His mate. She was going to become his everything, but in order to have a mating bond with her; she would also have to except him. His lupo sensed her attraction towards him, but there was also something that kept her from expressing it. He was determined to find out what it was.
He didn’t move, just kept looking at me with those intense eyes that seemed like they were glowing. They still held so much emotion. Did I do something? It was well know that some Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. had abilities that came handy in battle, like paralyzing their opponents. Did I do that? I didn’t have any signs that indicated that I had such a gift o any other, otherwise I would have kicked Dimitri’s culo da now. Was it something else I didn’t know of, maybe because I’m a hybrid? While all this was going through my mind, Gabriel hadn’t moved a muscle; he just stood there like some statue. He was still breathing; I could hear his cuore beating.
“Gabriel, is something wrong?” I tried to keep cool, but I also was kind of panicking. What had I done! I cupped his face and tried getting him to come back to the real world, I think. But yet he seemed unresponsive I was just about to call out for help, when I felt two warm hands being placed on that of my own.
His voice came out soft and tender “I’m ok, no need to worry” It seemed like he was still somewhere else with his thoughts but at least he detto he was ok. He rubbed his cheek against one of my palms, removed them from his cheeks to hold them in his hands and play with my wrists. As he touched me; my cuore began to beat faster. What this man couldn’t do to make my body ache for him. He didn’t release them; it seemed like he loved playing with them.
When he spoke he sounded husky “you’re so warm and soft, just like a fairy” The huskiness of his voice made me ache for him even more, my blood was boiling and it really didn’t help him looking at me like he was ready to mount me right there and now.
My nipples where already hard and pushing on my already very wet T-shirt. I was badly hoping that the other shifters hadn’t picked up the smell of arousal, but Gabriel had and he seemed very much pleased at that. He let go of my wrists and curled one arm around my back and the other on my waist and pulled me close to him again. This time I didn’t back away, didn’t care that a lot of people where here and probably were staring at us, all that mattered was Gabriel.
Stroking my back from the bottom he worked his hand to my nape and pulled at my hair. Not hard but just hard enough that I was looking straight into his lovely face. His eyes hungrily looked down at my lips and trailed down at my breast and up to me again. I felt naked even with my clothes still one; I bit down on my lips and felt his finger on it a secondo later, they felt so warm and strong. A gasp escaped my mouth I hadn’t expected his touch on my lips to send an electric shock through me! I was playing with fuoco and I didn’t care if I got burned. It felt so good him being near me, touching me in a way I never had any person of the opposite sex touch me.
But the way Gabriel touched me, O God it felt good. Any longer of this madness and I wasn’t sure who would do the mounting. To distract me a bit I focused my attention on his strong arms and started stroking them, there went a shiver trough him, his grip on me tightened like he was trying to control himself. How would this man be in bed? Would he be wild? The idea of finding out was very much tempting me. Gabriel lowered his head like he was going to baciare me, when he growled and looked up.
He didn’t move, just kept looking at me with those intense eyes that seemed like they were glowing. They still held so much emotion. Did I do something? It was well know that some Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. had abilities that came handy in battle, like paralyzing their opponents. Did I do that? I didn’t have any signs that indicated that I had such a gift o any other, otherwise I would have kicked Dimitri’s culo da now. Was it something else I didn’t know of, maybe because I’m a hybrid? While all this was going through my mind, Gabriel hadn’t moved a muscle; he just stood there like some statue. He was still breathing; I could hear his cuore beating.
“Gabriel, is something wrong?” I tried to keep cool, but I also was kind of panicking. What had I done! I cupped his face and tried getting him to come back to the real world, I think. But yet he seemed unresponsive I was just about to call out for help, when I felt two warm hands being placed on that of my own.
His voice came out soft and tender “I’m ok, no need to worry” It seemed like he was still somewhere else with his thoughts but at least he detto he was ok. He rubbed his cheek against one of my palms, removed them from his cheeks to hold them in his hands and play with my wrists. As he touched me; my cuore began to beat faster. What this man couldn’t do to make my body ache for him. He didn’t release them; it seemed like he loved playing with them.
When he spoke he sounded husky “you’re so warm and soft, just like a fairy” The huskiness of his voice made me ache for him even more, my blood was boiling and it really didn’t help him looking at me like he was ready to mount me right there and now.
My nipples where already hard and pushing on my already very wet T-shirt. I was badly hoping that the other shifters hadn’t picked up the smell of arousal, but Gabriel had and he seemed very much pleased at that. He let go of my wrists and curled one arm around my back and the other on my waist and pulled me close to him again. This time I didn’t back away, didn’t care that a lot of people where here and probably were staring at us, all that mattered was Gabriel.
Stroking my back from the bottom he worked his hand to my nape and pulled at my hair. Not hard but just hard enough that I was looking straight into his lovely face. His eyes hungrily looked down at my lips and trailed down at my breast and up to me again. I felt naked even with my clothes still one; I bit down on my lips and felt his finger on it a secondo later, they felt so warm and strong. A gasp escaped my mouth I hadn’t expected his touch on my lips to send an electric shock through me! I was playing with fuoco and I didn’t care if I got burned. It felt so good him being near me, touching me in a way I never had any person of the opposite sex touch me.
But the way Gabriel touched me, O God it felt good. Any longer of this madness and I wasn’t sure who would do the mounting. To distract me a bit I focused my attention on his strong arms and started stroking them, there went a shiver trough him, his grip on me tightened like he was trying to control himself. How would this man be in bed? Would he be wild? The idea of finding out was very much tempting me. Gabriel lowered his head like he was going to baciare me, when he growled and looked up.
Chapter 17
Monday
My mom got me a job working st a summer camp. I will be starting Wednesday. Am I looking inoltrare, avanti to getting up early at 8am every morning? Heck no! My mom thinks I will make new friends. I don't think so.
Chapter 18
Wednesday
L. J was at summer camp and he was working there too. It was tons of fun working with him and everything was cool. Until something happened. He kissed me and I like it. Oh and bu the way, this is my last blog. I'm still friendless but at least o have a boyfriend that will always stick da my side. My sister Velvet is still being awesome. She will be going to college successivo week. I don't think keeping a blog is healthy. I need to communicate with actual people. So this is my last post. Goodbye blog!
Monday
My mom got me a job working st a summer camp. I will be starting Wednesday. Am I looking inoltrare, avanti to getting up early at 8am every morning? Heck no! My mom thinks I will make new friends. I don't think so.
Chapter 18
Wednesday
L. J was at summer camp and he was working there too. It was tons of fun working with him and everything was cool. Until something happened. He kissed me and I like it. Oh and bu the way, this is my last blog. I'm still friendless but at least o have a boyfriend that will always stick da my side. My sister Velvet is still being awesome. She will be going to college successivo week. I don't think keeping a blog is healthy. I need to communicate with actual people. So this is my last post. Goodbye blog!
Thursday
The book club meeting was held at the mall today. I didn't want to go at first but I soon realized I has nothing better to do. All my Friends hate me. I was going up the escalator when I spotted Tammie, Jennifer and Hazel laughing and glancing at dresses. I don't know what persuaded me to do so but I dashed up the escalator and to them. They instantly stopped laughing when they saw me. Hazel was her usual bratty self. Tammie was being extra annoying and Jennifer actually showed some sign of her missing me. The others didn't like my being here, I guess. Tammie started insulting me and my clothes. I was so hurt that I couldn't think of something clever to say back. Instead I ran away and down the escalator until I reached the book club room. da this time, I was so distraught and in tears that I didn't even want to go to the stupid meeting. I wastes time wondering around the hall. I didn't want to be near anyone.
The book club meeting was held at the mall today. I didn't want to go at first but I soon realized I has nothing better to do. All my Friends hate me. I was going up the escalator when I spotted Tammie, Jennifer and Hazel laughing and glancing at dresses. I don't know what persuaded me to do so but I dashed up the escalator and to them. They instantly stopped laughing when they saw me. Hazel was her usual bratty self. Tammie was being extra annoying and Jennifer actually showed some sign of her missing me. The others didn't like my being here, I guess. Tammie started insulting me and my clothes. I was so hurt that I couldn't think of something clever to say back. Instead I ran away and down the escalator until I reached the book club room. da this time, I was so distraught and in tears that I didn't even want to go to the stupid meeting. I wastes time wondering around the hall. I didn't want to be near anyone.
Wednesday
This party is off the hook! Whoever hosted this party is a flat out genius. They have chips, of all kind, punch, soda, boys, movies, and the latest songs da Jake Miller. Jake Miller is an awesome rapper. I'm surprised they have him though. Kyle was there and we were dancing for hours. I had to sit down and get some soda. My clothes and my feet were drenched in sweat. It was so worth it though. On occasion Kyle would grab my butt o whisper words that entangled with the Musica so I wasn't able to hear him. I didn't like it but this is what boyfriends do. Right? After a short break, we started dancing again. Kyle had gotten us some punch, punzone and whatever was in that punch, punzone made me loopy but I was able to dance longer and harder. It was so much fun! Kyle has to be the best boyfriend ever!
This party is off the hook! Whoever hosted this party is a flat out genius. They have chips, of all kind, punch, soda, boys, movies, and the latest songs da Jake Miller. Jake Miller is an awesome rapper. I'm surprised they have him though. Kyle was there and we were dancing for hours. I had to sit down and get some soda. My clothes and my feet were drenched in sweat. It was so worth it though. On occasion Kyle would grab my butt o whisper words that entangled with the Musica so I wasn't able to hear him. I didn't like it but this is what boyfriends do. Right? After a short break, we started dancing again. Kyle had gotten us some punch, punzone and whatever was in that punch, punzone made me loopy but I was able to dance longer and harder. It was so much fun! Kyle has to be the best boyfriend ever!
Monday
I don't want to talk about the funeral. I don't want to talk about how I cried all weekend o how Velvet, my only friend at home, went with my aunt to Malibu for the weekend. No, I won't talk about any of this. Instead I will say that Kyle invited mr to this awesome party Wednesday night. Yes, I know it is a school night but in less than 6 days school will be over for me. I can't wait. No più preps o annoying L. J's. Kyle, however, I will miss. Maybe I could invite him to the Film o something.
I don't want to talk about the funeral. I don't want to talk about how I cried all weekend o how Velvet, my only friend at home, went with my aunt to Malibu for the weekend. No, I won't talk about any of this. Instead I will say that Kyle invited mr to this awesome party Wednesday night. Yes, I know it is a school night but in less than 6 days school will be over for me. I can't wait. No più preps o annoying L. J's. Kyle, however, I will miss. Maybe I could invite him to the Film o something.