Chapter 18
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i detto and tanya's thoughts
edward do te really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he detto mostrare me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever te are doing"tanya detto to him,jacobs thoughts changedso te dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever te say let me go cheak on her"he detto and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she Amore a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never Amore me
"Edward,be good"alice detto and kissed me on the head,all of the Cani are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any più she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps mostra us where to go"he detto and ran out side and changed
i looked at the foto on the shelf there was bella smiling successivo to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i detto and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left te would not have gotten hurt and fell in Amore with him"
i detto she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell te about the other stuff"she detto and sipped the drink
"Bella do te know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause te didnt want to petend to be human any più and te didnt Amore me any more"she detto looking down at her drink
"I lied"i detto and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would te do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt te anymore,and the più things that happened to te stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected te from her"i detto and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like te wanted me too,i fell in Amore and dont call him a dog"she detto to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I Amore you"i detto she looked at me
"I would slap te right now but it wouldn't do te any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever baciare me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i Amore te so much,what te just did hurt like hell"i detto she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when te left me in the woods and detto hurtfull things and back off o ill tell jake"she detto and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That te think jacob could hurt me"i detto and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did te stay?did te just stay to tell me te loved me,well i loved te along time fa not anymore,now i Amore alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she detto and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't Amore me any più but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her cuore ill be here for her,ill allways Amore her for ever
"Bella i Amore te and always will,and if he ever breaks your cuore o dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i detto with a warm smile
"Why?edward sposta on,come on go with tanya she is so in Amore with te and te dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes te think i would choose te anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad te left o i would never have fell in Amore with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive te and thank you"she detto and smiled,gosh i Amore that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and baciare her
"Now edward will te sposta on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and sposta on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i detto i know she's in Amore with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she detto and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i detto and looked around the room bella laid on the letto and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she detto i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but te have to stand right there"she detto and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the divano and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i detto and detto it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth detto with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to te he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 anno old"Jacob detto and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth detto with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell te how she will react"jacob detto walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont te wish te never left her"he detto and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so te know"i detto and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got te was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth detto i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he detto and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran home to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor veloce, swift
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper detto but got cut off da alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice detto with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i detto and tanya's thoughts
edward do te really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he detto mostrare me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever te are doing"tanya detto to him,jacobs thoughts changedso te dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever te say let me go cheak on her"he detto and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she Amore a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never Amore me
"Edward,be good"alice detto and kissed me on the head,all of the Cani are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any più she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps mostra us where to go"he detto and ran out side and changed
i looked at the foto on the shelf there was bella smiling successivo to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i detto and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left te would not have gotten hurt and fell in Amore with him"
i detto she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell te about the other stuff"she detto and sipped the drink
"Bella do te know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause te didnt want to petend to be human any più and te didnt Amore me any more"she detto looking down at her drink
"I lied"i detto and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would te do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt te anymore,and the più things that happened to te stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected te from her"i detto and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like te wanted me too,i fell in Amore and dont call him a dog"she detto to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I Amore you"i detto she looked at me
"I would slap te right now but it wouldn't do te any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever baciare me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i Amore te so much,what te just did hurt like hell"i detto she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when te left me in the woods and detto hurtfull things and back off o ill tell jake"she detto and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That te think jacob could hurt me"i detto and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did te stay?did te just stay to tell me te loved me,well i loved te along time fa not anymore,now i Amore alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she detto and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't Amore me any più but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her cuore ill be here for her,ill allways Amore her for ever
"Bella i Amore te and always will,and if he ever breaks your cuore o dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i detto with a warm smile
"Why?edward sposta on,come on go with tanya she is so in Amore with te and te dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes te think i would choose te anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad te left o i would never have fell in Amore with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive te and thank you"she detto and smiled,gosh i Amore that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and baciare her
"Now edward will te sposta on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and sposta on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i detto i know she's in Amore with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she detto and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i detto and looked around the room bella laid on the letto and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she detto i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but te have to stand right there"she detto and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the divano and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i detto and detto it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth detto with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to te he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 anno old"Jacob detto and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth detto with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell te how she will react"jacob detto walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont te wish te never left her"he detto and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so te know"i detto and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got te was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth detto i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he detto and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran home to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor veloce, swift
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper detto but got cut off da alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice detto with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
Well, alot of te know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the links tab o a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the domanda is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if te have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do te guys think?
PS. Alot of people on Youtube have video saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed da Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on Youtube have video saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed da Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)