I sat down on the sofa and so did edward,He sat down right beside me.After a while i drifted off to sleep,i dont know when i woke up but it was really dark.Then i noticed my head was on edward's shoulder,when i was asleep i must have leaned on him.I looked at edward he seemed comfortable and happy really happy,i took my head off edwards shoulder and looked at him.
"Your awake"he detto smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i detto getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he detto smiling even wider.
"Of corse te didnt"i detto and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and detto he would be home tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he detto back to me.I was going to be home alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do te mind staying here tonight because i will be home alone and me being pregnant makes me più unlucky"i detto smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he detto in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i detto while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for te to eat"he detto while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my cena then decided to go to letto i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to letto so,um decide what te are going to do"i detto then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"Edward!"i shouted.
"I'm sorry i thought te were in the bathroom"he detto i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i detto in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen te naked before"he detto sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when te were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so te cant see me like that anymore"i detto to him he went silent.
"Sorry"he said.
"Well te should be"i detto then opened the door the superiore, in alto i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did te want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i detto to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he detto to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i detto and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of minuti Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i detto to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the letto and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he detto then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the giorno jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that te are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i detto laughing a bit.
"H-how?"he stuttered.
"Well when your pregnant te dont get much sleep,and te are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke o well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when te are here"i detto if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he detto shocked.
"Its okay"i detto then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i detto then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he detto then went and sat back down on the chair,after a minuto of silence i asked:
"What are te doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i detto to him.
"Okay,be careful te never know when they could te know explode"he detto trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i detto to him.
"Goodnight"i detto to him.
"Goodnight"he detto i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I Amore You"he detto to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I Amore te too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he detto to me.
"Goodmorning"i detto back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i detto to him he smiled again.
"I think te should have some breakfast now dont you?"he detto while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i detto to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he detto then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue superiore, in alto with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the cucina and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i detto to him.
"Your welcome"he detto back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i detto to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he detto in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i detto to him.
"Cya"he detto then drove off,a couple of minuti later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i detto to him.
"Hello and hello to te too renesmee,you are getting bigger da the day"he detto while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i detto to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he detto while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i detto while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he detto and sat down too.
We ate our Cibo aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i detto while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask te something"he detto to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i detto to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will te marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i detto then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are te okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can te pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i detto remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he detto then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are te okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i detto in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I detto no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i detto as my voice got higher.
"Its not te fault"he finially detto his voice sad.
"It is i detto no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But te detto what te felt and the answer to his domanda he wanted and answer if te wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and te detto no"he detto to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i detto and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i detto rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did te know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i detto laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i detto to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did te know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just detto it"i detto to him.
"No i thought it"he detto to me.
"Oh....renesmee"i whispered.
"Maybe"he said.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i detto to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he detto but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant te hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he detto then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i detto to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i detto to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i detto finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets te hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what te feel because she is a part of te thats why she was upset earlier bacause te were too"he detto
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he detto then detto in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to te being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i detto laughing a bit.He smiled then detto "God i Amore her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now te know why i am happy te cant read my thoughts"i detto laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett detto then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward detto a bit angry about what emmett detto in his mind.
"Why are te two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me più everyday"he detto in his head.
After that everyone was asking più about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and te also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change te into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i detto then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I detto no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i detto then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i detto like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put te in that position"esme detto lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice detto then gave me a hug.
"I better go home charlie will be home soon"i detto to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i detto then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i detto to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to domanda me about why i detto no and all that"i detto to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to domanda you,sorry"he detto to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i detto to him.
"Your welcome"he detto back to me.
"Goodbye"i detto to him.
"Goodbye"he detto then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the cucina charlie was sitting at the tavolo Leggere the news paper.
"Hello"i detto to him.
"Hello"he detto in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some Cibo out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he detto like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think te made the wrong choice"he detto then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont Amore him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i detto back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when te are not pregnant te could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with te instead of edward if te detto yes,and te could learn to Amore him te havent tried to Amore him,you are always around edward he is holding te back"charlie detto giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad te cant learn to Amore someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes te think i dont Amore edward?"i detto to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put te through te still Amore him"charlie detto shocked.I thought about what i was going to say successivo because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still Amore edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still Amore him,once te Amore someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing te can do to change my mind okay charlie"i detto to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he detto as i gave him food.I ate my cena then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my letto i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he detto then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.
"Your awake"he detto smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i detto getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he detto smiling even wider.
"Of corse te didnt"i detto and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and detto he would be home tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he detto back to me.I was going to be home alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do te mind staying here tonight because i will be home alone and me being pregnant makes me più unlucky"i detto smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he detto in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i detto while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for te to eat"he detto while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my cena then decided to go to letto i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to letto so,um decide what te are going to do"i detto then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"Edward!"i shouted.
"I'm sorry i thought te were in the bathroom"he detto i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i detto in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen te naked before"he detto sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when te were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so te cant see me like that anymore"i detto to him he went silent.
"Sorry"he said.
"Well te should be"i detto then opened the door the superiore, in alto i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did te want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i detto to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he detto to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i detto and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of minuti Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i detto to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the letto and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he detto then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the giorno jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that te are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i detto laughing a bit.
"H-how?"he stuttered.
"Well when your pregnant te dont get much sleep,and te are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke o well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when te are here"i detto if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he detto shocked.
"Its okay"i detto then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i detto then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he detto then went and sat back down on the chair,after a minuto of silence i asked:
"What are te doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i detto to him.
"Okay,be careful te never know when they could te know explode"he detto trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i detto to him.
"Goodnight"i detto to him.
"Goodnight"he detto i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I Amore You"he detto to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I Amore te too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he detto to me.
"Goodmorning"i detto back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i detto to him he smiled again.
"I think te should have some breakfast now dont you?"he detto while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i detto to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he detto then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue superiore, in alto with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the cucina and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i detto to him.
"Your welcome"he detto back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i detto to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he detto in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i detto to him.
"Cya"he detto then drove off,a couple of minuti later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i detto to him.
"Hello and hello to te too renesmee,you are getting bigger da the day"he detto while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i detto to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he detto while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i detto while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he detto and sat down too.
We ate our Cibo aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i detto while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask te something"he detto to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i detto to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will te marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i detto then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are te okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can te pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i detto remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he detto then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are te okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i detto in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I detto no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i detto as my voice got higher.
"Its not te fault"he finially detto his voice sad.
"It is i detto no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But te detto what te felt and the answer to his domanda he wanted and answer if te wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and te detto no"he detto to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i detto and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i detto rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did te know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i detto laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i detto to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did te know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just detto it"i detto to him.
"No i thought it"he detto to me.
"Oh....renesmee"i whispered.
"Maybe"he said.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i detto to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he detto but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant te hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he detto then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i detto to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i detto to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i detto finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets te hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what te feel because she is a part of te thats why she was upset earlier bacause te were too"he detto
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he detto then detto in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to te being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i detto laughing a bit.He smiled then detto "God i Amore her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now te know why i am happy te cant read my thoughts"i detto laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett detto then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward detto a bit angry about what emmett detto in his mind.
"Why are te two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me più everyday"he detto in his head.
After that everyone was asking più about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and te also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change te into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i detto then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I detto no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i detto then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i detto like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put te in that position"esme detto lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice detto then gave me a hug.
"I better go home charlie will be home soon"i detto to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i detto then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i detto to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to domanda me about why i detto no and all that"i detto to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to domanda you,sorry"he detto to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i detto to him.
"Your welcome"he detto back to me.
"Goodbye"i detto to him.
"Goodbye"he detto then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the cucina charlie was sitting at the tavolo Leggere the news paper.
"Hello"i detto to him.
"Hello"he detto in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some Cibo out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he detto like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think te made the wrong choice"he detto then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont Amore him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i detto back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when te are not pregnant te could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with te instead of edward if te detto yes,and te could learn to Amore him te havent tried to Amore him,you are always around edward he is holding te back"charlie detto giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad te cant learn to Amore someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes te think i dont Amore edward?"i detto to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put te through te still Amore him"charlie detto shocked.I thought about what i was going to say successivo because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still Amore edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still Amore him,once te Amore someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing te can do to change my mind okay charlie"i detto to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he detto as i gave him food.I ate my cena then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my letto i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he detto then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.
*Lady gaga's clothes are better than Alice's clothes!
*Bella has a secretly crush on Rosalie!
*Jasper is a pedophile that's why he felt in Amore with Alice!
*Renesmee and Nahuel are a perfect couple
*Carlisle is gay!
*Esme has sex with Charlie every night!
*I think Felix is stronger than Emmett!
*Rosalie envies Tanya because of her beauty!
*Edward is in Amore with Leah!
*Rosalie thinks about Jacob while she's having sex with Emmett!
*Bella is getting wrinkly
*Aro is hotter than Edward!