ciao guys what's going on? Well I survived the first week of being a sophomore in high school how about you? Well anyways I have half of part eight edited but tomorrow look for midnight sun part 8.5 because there is a whole lot of editing needed. But here is the first part edited. The rest will be tomorrow and edited *promise* so here's part eight don't forget tomorrow look for part 8.5 anyways here we go:
We mostly were walking I was still very angry with her. I had recently found out that nobody knew she was with me except for Alice. Which was più pressure on me. If I kill her nobody would know. I groaned internally. I was full of blood right now so I didn't feel thirsty, but I was nervous because if she just merely tripped and cut herself and I saw her blood. I groaned again. Why would she let nobody know I wasn't with her. I knew something was wrong with her but she did she realize she is purposely letting me kill her. I wanted to get the car and take her home now. I didn't approve of our "date" anymore, but I didn't want to leave her. I wanted to stay. I looked at her face to see if I could decipher what she was thinking and she looked upset. Why? I turned to face her "what's wrong?" I detto gently didn't want to upset her più "I'm not a good hiker-your going to have to be very patient" she detto dully. I smiled I was sure today would go da faster than light "I can be patient-if I make a great effort" I smiled. I was actually hoping today would go da slower than usual. Time was never enough...her pace was slow but she was better than I had expected. We walked and I remembered that today was still mine and was for as long as I wanted but I was satisfied with my answers, but I couldn't stop thinking of random domande that popped in my head. I often wanted to know what she was thinking più though.
I helped her over big rocks and fallen trees and it was weird how casually I could grab her waste and how she reacted so cool about it. But while I grabbed her waste I felt like one twist of my fingers and I could snap her waste. So I had to be overly cautious. I asked her about her pets and laughed at how many goldfish she killed. It was so much easier when we were alone. I felt like I didn't have to hide. I didn't have to act human. I didn't have to pretend around her, so I easily laughed without quieting down my tone. Nobody would look at me crazy of think I was a lunatic. This was great, except for the boulder hanging over my head-the pressure of me killing her. But it wasnt to hard to forget all about it. I was mesmerized with her just being near me. She teased me often as well "are we there yet" she pretended to whine. I had to smile at that, but I did look ahead and saw a mile away the light through the tree. In probably half an ora we would be there. I doubted she would see it, but she always did the opposite of expected so I still asked "nearly-do te see the brightness ahead" "Umm should I?" she asked akward "maybe it's a bit too soon for your eyes" I teased back "time to visit the optometrist" she muttered under her breath. I chuckled
Finally I could see the clearing and knew it was my cue. I ran from Bella's side, trudgingly, and went to the other clearing on the other side. I watched her reaction to the meadow. She must have noticed everything about it until she noticed I wasn't da her side anymore and finally noticed I wasn't da her side she found me. I unbuttoned my camicia quickly and took a deep breath and waited to see the horror, the shock of her face. Braced myself to see her run and scream away from me. I wouldn't chase her. I expected the worst ignoring the pain in my chest and finally forced my legs inoltrare, avanti to the final step that would change everything.
The sun didn't hurt, I remember my earlier years, actually my first anno I was afraid of the sun. I did feel the sun on me though. It didn't matter what she felt right now though. What mattered right now was what she felt. But to my surprise she wasn't she was curious. I looked at her and in my mind I heard più of her melody. It was continuing. So I sang it so low that she wouldnt hear.
commento and critique let me know what ya think and see te tomorrow
We mostly were walking I was still very angry with her. I had recently found out that nobody knew she was with me except for Alice. Which was più pressure on me. If I kill her nobody would know. I groaned internally. I was full of blood right now so I didn't feel thirsty, but I was nervous because if she just merely tripped and cut herself and I saw her blood. I groaned again. Why would she let nobody know I wasn't with her. I knew something was wrong with her but she did she realize she is purposely letting me kill her. I wanted to get the car and take her home now. I didn't approve of our "date" anymore, but I didn't want to leave her. I wanted to stay. I looked at her face to see if I could decipher what she was thinking and she looked upset. Why? I turned to face her "what's wrong?" I detto gently didn't want to upset her più "I'm not a good hiker-your going to have to be very patient" she detto dully. I smiled I was sure today would go da faster than light "I can be patient-if I make a great effort" I smiled. I was actually hoping today would go da slower than usual. Time was never enough...her pace was slow but she was better than I had expected. We walked and I remembered that today was still mine and was for as long as I wanted but I was satisfied with my answers, but I couldn't stop thinking of random domande that popped in my head. I often wanted to know what she was thinking più though.
I helped her over big rocks and fallen trees and it was weird how casually I could grab her waste and how she reacted so cool about it. But while I grabbed her waste I felt like one twist of my fingers and I could snap her waste. So I had to be overly cautious. I asked her about her pets and laughed at how many goldfish she killed. It was so much easier when we were alone. I felt like I didn't have to hide. I didn't have to act human. I didn't have to pretend around her, so I easily laughed without quieting down my tone. Nobody would look at me crazy of think I was a lunatic. This was great, except for the boulder hanging over my head-the pressure of me killing her. But it wasnt to hard to forget all about it. I was mesmerized with her just being near me. She teased me often as well "are we there yet" she pretended to whine. I had to smile at that, but I did look ahead and saw a mile away the light through the tree. In probably half an ora we would be there. I doubted she would see it, but she always did the opposite of expected so I still asked "nearly-do te see the brightness ahead" "Umm should I?" she asked akward "maybe it's a bit too soon for your eyes" I teased back "time to visit the optometrist" she muttered under her breath. I chuckled
Finally I could see the clearing and knew it was my cue. I ran from Bella's side, trudgingly, and went to the other clearing on the other side. I watched her reaction to the meadow. She must have noticed everything about it until she noticed I wasn't da her side anymore and finally noticed I wasn't da her side she found me. I unbuttoned my camicia quickly and took a deep breath and waited to see the horror, the shock of her face. Braced myself to see her run and scream away from me. I wouldn't chase her. I expected the worst ignoring the pain in my chest and finally forced my legs inoltrare, avanti to the final step that would change everything.
The sun didn't hurt, I remember my earlier years, actually my first anno I was afraid of the sun. I did feel the sun on me though. It didn't matter what she felt right now though. What mattered right now was what she felt. But to my surprise she wasn't she was curious. I looked at her and in my mind I heard più of her melody. It was continuing. So I sang it so low that she wouldnt hear.
commento and critique let me know what ya think and see te tomorrow
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few minuti later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask te something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do te think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him da the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! te may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few minuti later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask te something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do te think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him da the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampiri#From Dracula to Buffy... and all creatures of the night in between. and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! te may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, avvolgere it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, avvolgere it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.