- Chapter 1: He's A Stray (Raven's POV) -
For only 20 years, 20 long years sucked for me, when I was only 23 years old, I became a vampire, why? well ask Jacob, my moron and cagna of a boyfriend I wish I can strangle, me and Jacob were at a party from his friends, he was being a little prick like always even if people are around he would blame me for it, I was just looking at a couple of beautiful rose until Jacob grabbed my arm, "Why te always looking like a stupid tramp? at least mostra some respect for once" he detto and jerked my arm away, I ran to the bathroom, I just wish I can go but he's più stronger than me since he's older than me, I came out and look at that, he was flirting with the elder of vampires, she looked retarded though, I walked up to them "So you're not doing the sex for money drive tonight I see" I said, Jacob's face got pissed and dragged me outside, "Why te got to be so damn disrespectful? you're not a human anymore and te never will be, you're too stupid to be a vampire, I wish I never turned te into one years ago" Jacob detto then he slapped me, it hurted bad until this guy grabbed him off of me, "Wow te have no respect don't te bud?" the guy detto and wow he kicked Jacob in the stomach, kicked him in the face with his foot and broked his jaw, "If I see te hit a woman again, your culo is going in the sun" he said, "You okay?" he asked me, those beautiful brown eyes just had me drawn to him as soon as he came to help me, "Wait a moment" I detto and kicked Jacob in the balls, "Now I'm better than ever" I said, I walked away on my way home until the same guy showed up on his motorcycle, "Ma'am if te want I'll give te a ride" he offered, his skin is dark as native american, I could tell he's american and native american, "Sure..I'll mostra te where I live" I detto and got on the bike with myself holding onto him, he was driving me home, he finally stopped where I lived, I got off of his bike, "Hey..I didn't get your name" he asked, "Raven....Raven Erskine" I detto to him, "My name is Peter, Peter Forbes" he detto to me, we shook hands and I walked inside, I can even tell he looks like he's a criminal but I'm glad he helped me out with Jacob, the successivo night, I walked to tell Jacob that he and I are over, "Jake, we're over" I detto to him, "Why breaking up with me just because I hurt te one?" he said, "Once? yeah damn right, te beat me up ever since te turned me!" I began to yell at him and walked out, "Who are te seeing Raven?!" Jacob asked me until Peter came around and grabbed me and started baciare me, I knew he's making it look like he's the one I was 'seeing' "Bastards" Jacob detto and Peter's lips slowly let go of mine, "I'll take te home" he whispered to me, something about him is so different I could swear I still felt his lips on me, "Thanks, he was a crybaby" I detto to him, "What do te see in this guy anyway?" Peter asked me, "I probably won't know what I did see in him, but thanks again" I said, "No problem, if te need anything else here's my number, if te call it I'll be there" he detto to be handing me a piece of paper, he put the paper in my hand and I felt a shock hit me when he touched my hand, we both smiled and he went back on his bike and drove away, I think I'm in love.
- End of chapter 1 -
For only 20 years, 20 long years sucked for me, when I was only 23 years old, I became a vampire, why? well ask Jacob, my moron and cagna of a boyfriend I wish I can strangle, me and Jacob were at a party from his friends, he was being a little prick like always even if people are around he would blame me for it, I was just looking at a couple of beautiful rose until Jacob grabbed my arm, "Why te always looking like a stupid tramp? at least mostra some respect for once" he detto and jerked my arm away, I ran to the bathroom, I just wish I can go but he's più stronger than me since he's older than me, I came out and look at that, he was flirting with the elder of vampires, she looked retarded though, I walked up to them "So you're not doing the sex for money drive tonight I see" I said, Jacob's face got pissed and dragged me outside, "Why te got to be so damn disrespectful? you're not a human anymore and te never will be, you're too stupid to be a vampire, I wish I never turned te into one years ago" Jacob detto then he slapped me, it hurted bad until this guy grabbed him off of me, "Wow te have no respect don't te bud?" the guy detto and wow he kicked Jacob in the stomach, kicked him in the face with his foot and broked his jaw, "If I see te hit a woman again, your culo is going in the sun" he said, "You okay?" he asked me, those beautiful brown eyes just had me drawn to him as soon as he came to help me, "Wait a moment" I detto and kicked Jacob in the balls, "Now I'm better than ever" I said, I walked away on my way home until the same guy showed up on his motorcycle, "Ma'am if te want I'll give te a ride" he offered, his skin is dark as native american, I could tell he's american and native american, "Sure..I'll mostra te where I live" I detto and got on the bike with myself holding onto him, he was driving me home, he finally stopped where I lived, I got off of his bike, "Hey..I didn't get your name" he asked, "Raven....Raven Erskine" I detto to him, "My name is Peter, Peter Forbes" he detto to me, we shook hands and I walked inside, I can even tell he looks like he's a criminal but I'm glad he helped me out with Jacob, the successivo night, I walked to tell Jacob that he and I are over, "Jake, we're over" I detto to him, "Why breaking up with me just because I hurt te one?" he said, "Once? yeah damn right, te beat me up ever since te turned me!" I began to yell at him and walked out, "Who are te seeing Raven?!" Jacob asked me until Peter came around and grabbed me and started baciare me, I knew he's making it look like he's the one I was 'seeing' "Bastards" Jacob detto and Peter's lips slowly let go of mine, "I'll take te home" he whispered to me, something about him is so different I could swear I still felt his lips on me, "Thanks, he was a crybaby" I detto to him, "What do te see in this guy anyway?" Peter asked me, "I probably won't know what I did see in him, but thanks again" I said, "No problem, if te need anything else here's my number, if te call it I'll be there" he detto to be handing me a piece of paper, he put the paper in my hand and I felt a shock hit me when he touched my hand, we both smiled and he went back on his bike and drove away, I think I'm in love.
- End of chapter 1 -
Raven Erskine and Peter Forbes
I deny the truth,
But really,
That is nothing.
I do that just to protect myself.
I cannot let the truth overcome me
All at once,
I must let it come at me
Pieces da pieces.
The truth is always shocking,
At many times sad.
But I must accept the truth
Even after a while.
Because denying the truth
Is like lying to myself
Denying the truth hurts my soul
But it also protects my soul at the same time.
I don't know what to believe.
It's all too shocking for me.
I deny the truth.
I protect my soul.
I protect myself.
But I also hurt myself.
But really,
That is nothing.
I do that just to protect myself.
I cannot let the truth overcome me
All at once,
I must let it come at me
Pieces da pieces.
The truth is always shocking,
At many times sad.
But I must accept the truth
Even after a while.
Because denying the truth
Is like lying to myself
Denying the truth hurts my soul
But it also protects my soul at the same time.
I don't know what to believe.
It's all too shocking for me.
I deny the truth.
I protect my soul.
I protect myself.
But I also hurt myself.
I know what happened,
I know that your parents are divorced,
because I was the first
te told.
I want to help you,
but I don't know
what all that
pressure
and sorrow feels like.
Like you're drowning
in a pool of tears
and your friends
are just watching and
laughing,
like it's a joke.
But it's not a joke,
it's your life.
They aren't even
your friends,
they are just people
who say they earned
that title.
I don't understand.
My parents aren't
divorced,
they don't fight
every time when
they see each
others face.
I can't help.
But you're
my friend.
My best
friend.
And I will
try to help.
I will stand da
your side even when
we are miles away.
Because even though
it might not feel like it,
te are never
alone.
I know that your parents are divorced,
because I was the first
te told.
I want to help you,
but I don't know
what all that
pressure
and sorrow feels like.
Like you're drowning
in a pool of tears
and your friends
are just watching and
laughing,
like it's a joke.
But it's not a joke,
it's your life.
They aren't even
your friends,
they are just people
who say they earned
that title.
I don't understand.
My parents aren't
divorced,
they don't fight
every time when
they see each
others face.
I can't help.
But you're
my friend.
My best
friend.
And I will
try to help.
I will stand da
your side even when
we are miles away.
Because even though
it might not feel like it,
te are never
alone.
"Now who's gonna take care of Mike!" Jane screamed at the superiore, in alto of her voice. "Now how am I suppose to marry Dave! Now how am I suppose to become an archaeologist!" "Mike, marriage, archaeology?!" I said, confused. "Oh, I can't explain now! I just wish I listened to David." She sighed. "Don't beat yourself up. David has the gift, te can still talk to him." She forced a smile. "Gift?" Dave whispered as he entered the room. "More like a curse." "David, i'm so sorry I didn't listen! But I just never thought-" "Save it." He butted in. "Everyone I've ever loved ends up dead. I should have seen it coming." "But te did! te tried to save my life and I was to stupid and selfish to care." "Janet." He sighed. "I don't think I can talk to te anymore. Never again." She stared at him, her face appalled. "What are te saying?!" "I'm saying seeing you, like this, it just, it just breaks my heart."
