chapter four
Musica says it all
we were running late the giorno after it had been a great night and da the smile on becs face she enjoyed it too. she tol me last night how tom had asked her out and always liked her but not know what to say.
it was weird in a way talking to becca it was like i knew her, like i knew her from some place but not knowing where.
"hey what do te have first?" i couldn't help asking i wanted to know if she would be in my Musica and i missed her o something
"ermm... art first you?"
"music" she must have heard the exsitment in my voice cause she gave me a queastion mak face.
"what? i like music" i lied
"you mean te like jake?" she dragged the name out like a little kid would do.
"yeah te got me i just don't know i fell like i have known him for longer then a giorno and the first time i heard him speak i was drawn to him te know what i mean?"
"yeah, it means te have fallen hard for him ell" she didn't sound like zoe would have the whole what are te thinking te havn't known him long but più like a i know what te do mean and its a good thing to be im nor going to judge. another reason i really liked bexca
"i think your right" i sighed and pulled into the car park seeing jake, ton and danny parked up.
"hey ell! becca" they called over
"you comming?" becca asked already making her way over to where her really cute baby faced boyfriend was stood
"no i think im going to go head in" i looked over to see jake frown like he heard me.
"you want me to come?" i heard the longing to see tom in her eyes.
"no im fine i want to be alone before Musica te know" and she did know she nodded and told me she would meet me at break.
i walked slowly i did like jake i mean più then like but it had been a giorno and i felt like this. i sighed as i approched the door for music. the same thing i felt last night was prickerling my skin
"hey ell" it was jake again. i didn't hear him approuch me until he touched my arm which once again i jump at. "sorry. again"
"its fine te ready to work?"
"yeah, we just have to choose another song" he was already picking through the Musica he had.
"how do te know?" o asked confused
he just shrugged off my queastion like he was focused on the Musica but i could see the face he was pulling and his eyes. he wasn't telling me something
"lucky guess" he mumbled then moved as far away as he could like he couldn't get enough distance from me even if he tried.
"so in the same partners choose a new song and then work on that" sir called from the doorway after pocking his head in for just a second.
it was a few secondi after that jake walked over with clear eyes like nothing happened just a minuto ago.
"so what song?" he asked ptting an easy smile on his face.
"ermm" i was baffled at his casural behaviour "i choice last time te turn now" i tried to place a smile on my face but even i could tell it was a grimnce.
"okay here" he handed me a sheet of Musica that had written across it remembering sunday "we have to work with a band and danny, liam and tom are going to play with us".
great.
well the good thing about this song was the fact that i didn't have to sing much but the worst part was danny's hands.
they seamed to find there way to my chest no matter how far, for much i told him not to. i could see it in his eyes evereytime i walked out of a room myself he got the idea i wanted him to follow me. that was the last thing i ever wanted.
but it was too late for me to know this.
"im just going to the loo, i will be back in a few minutes" i whispered to jake as i got up, not bothering to look in danny's way i walked out of the room. not really needing the toilet but to get some air.
it was hard i kept thinking back to when i was back in england, things were simpler. i didn't know what i wanted but i knew what i needed, i needed to keep danny at a distance and soon. a few years fa i had my frist boyfriend. ryan. i smiled instently at the memorie it was a happier time back then i oved him which where everything went wrong. he was only a few years older well a anno but that didn't matter to my parents they hated him they thought as they put it he rough `bad carma` so a few months later he moved without a word to me. it broke my heart.
i had stopped near the drink fontana feeling a little parched, leaning down i felt something grab me from behind.
"hey babe, glad te thought about going out. now we can be alone" i was so used to that voice now but it still sent chills up my spine.
"danny? what the hell! your meant to be in class practising" i was horrified as i turned a huge grin lit up his face.
!i was but then i saw te come out so i followed you" he moved closer and had me pinned up againest the wall.
"what are yo-" he cut me off da pressing his lips againest mine i tried to shove back but my attempts only made me press harder.
"danny" i tried to mumble againest him and also losing my breath from breathing to hard and shoving più kicking and clawing.
!what the hell are te doing!" the voice was comming from the side of us getting louder and louder as someone bombed down the hall toward us, he sounded angry, enraged such force in his voice made it so i was scared to look into his eyes
"what are te doing?" danny had stopped baciare me but held me so tight i groaned in pain !see she likes it don't you?" i shook my head tears streaming down my face "we she doesn't know hwat she means but i know she does so why don;t te and becca go back to leason and we will be there. well in a while" i shrunk back. i knew what he ment and i knew know much i tried to fight him it was pointless. i expected jake and becca to leave thinking it was nothing.
"get off her" jakes voice was closer now, right successivo to us. out of the corner of my eye i saw his fist ball up.
"hmm.. no" before i could push away his lips where back on mine.
a moent later i felt a wind brush my face, and the preasure on my lips released i sank to the floor crying and shaking. when i felt warm hands around me. becca.
"omg are te okay?" he hands were fluttering everywhere trying to smooth my hair and wipe my tears away.
looking up u saw what the bang i heard a minuto was, jake had danny in a head lock while danny tried to punch, punzone his way out.
"okay okay i give!" jake released danny and walked over to where i was still crumpled on the floor.
"behind you!" i screamed as danny jumped on jake knocking him over.
i don't know what came over me but i suddenly found the currage and jumped to my feet, the sight of jake being frown down
"no!!" i screamed hurterling toward him. i pushed at danny to atleast give jake a chance to get up. "danny stop! leave him alone!" it didn't work all it ended up was a flying force knocked me off my feet i held my cheek were just a secondo fa danny's hand had struck.
i blink a few times hearing a scream comming from ecca who felt like she was close beside me. when where my head had conected with the floor started to throb blinking a couple più times.
i passed out.
sorry about the spelling hope te liked it :)
Musica says it all
we were running late the giorno after it had been a great night and da the smile on becs face she enjoyed it too. she tol me last night how tom had asked her out and always liked her but not know what to say.
it was weird in a way talking to becca it was like i knew her, like i knew her from some place but not knowing where.
"hey what do te have first?" i couldn't help asking i wanted to know if she would be in my Musica and i missed her o something
"ermm... art first you?"
"music" she must have heard the exsitment in my voice cause she gave me a queastion mak face.
"what? i like music" i lied
"you mean te like jake?" she dragged the name out like a little kid would do.
"yeah te got me i just don't know i fell like i have known him for longer then a giorno and the first time i heard him speak i was drawn to him te know what i mean?"
"yeah, it means te have fallen hard for him ell" she didn't sound like zoe would have the whole what are te thinking te havn't known him long but più like a i know what te do mean and its a good thing to be im nor going to judge. another reason i really liked bexca
"i think your right" i sighed and pulled into the car park seeing jake, ton and danny parked up.
"hey ell! becca" they called over
"you comming?" becca asked already making her way over to where her really cute baby faced boyfriend was stood
"no i think im going to go head in" i looked over to see jake frown like he heard me.
"you want me to come?" i heard the longing to see tom in her eyes.
"no im fine i want to be alone before Musica te know" and she did know she nodded and told me she would meet me at break.
i walked slowly i did like jake i mean più then like but it had been a giorno and i felt like this. i sighed as i approched the door for music. the same thing i felt last night was prickerling my skin
"hey ell" it was jake again. i didn't hear him approuch me until he touched my arm which once again i jump at. "sorry. again"
"its fine te ready to work?"
"yeah, we just have to choose another song" he was already picking through the Musica he had.
"how do te know?" o asked confused
he just shrugged off my queastion like he was focused on the Musica but i could see the face he was pulling and his eyes. he wasn't telling me something
"lucky guess" he mumbled then moved as far away as he could like he couldn't get enough distance from me even if he tried.
"so in the same partners choose a new song and then work on that" sir called from the doorway after pocking his head in for just a second.
it was a few secondi after that jake walked over with clear eyes like nothing happened just a minuto ago.
"so what song?" he asked ptting an easy smile on his face.
"ermm" i was baffled at his casural behaviour "i choice last time te turn now" i tried to place a smile on my face but even i could tell it was a grimnce.
"okay here" he handed me a sheet of Musica that had written across it remembering sunday "we have to work with a band and danny, liam and tom are going to play with us".
great.
well the good thing about this song was the fact that i didn't have to sing much but the worst part was danny's hands.
they seamed to find there way to my chest no matter how far, for much i told him not to. i could see it in his eyes evereytime i walked out of a room myself he got the idea i wanted him to follow me. that was the last thing i ever wanted.
but it was too late for me to know this.
"im just going to the loo, i will be back in a few minutes" i whispered to jake as i got up, not bothering to look in danny's way i walked out of the room. not really needing the toilet but to get some air.
it was hard i kept thinking back to when i was back in england, things were simpler. i didn't know what i wanted but i knew what i needed, i needed to keep danny at a distance and soon. a few years fa i had my frist boyfriend. ryan. i smiled instently at the memorie it was a happier time back then i oved him which where everything went wrong. he was only a few years older well a anno but that didn't matter to my parents they hated him they thought as they put it he rough `bad carma` so a few months later he moved without a word to me. it broke my heart.
i had stopped near the drink fontana feeling a little parched, leaning down i felt something grab me from behind.
"hey babe, glad te thought about going out. now we can be alone" i was so used to that voice now but it still sent chills up my spine.
"danny? what the hell! your meant to be in class practising" i was horrified as i turned a huge grin lit up his face.
!i was but then i saw te come out so i followed you" he moved closer and had me pinned up againest the wall.
"what are yo-" he cut me off da pressing his lips againest mine i tried to shove back but my attempts only made me press harder.
"danny" i tried to mumble againest him and also losing my breath from breathing to hard and shoving più kicking and clawing.
!what the hell are te doing!" the voice was comming from the side of us getting louder and louder as someone bombed down the hall toward us, he sounded angry, enraged such force in his voice made it so i was scared to look into his eyes
"what are te doing?" danny had stopped baciare me but held me so tight i groaned in pain !see she likes it don't you?" i shook my head tears streaming down my face "we she doesn't know hwat she means but i know she does so why don;t te and becca go back to leason and we will be there. well in a while" i shrunk back. i knew what he ment and i knew know much i tried to fight him it was pointless. i expected jake and becca to leave thinking it was nothing.
"get off her" jakes voice was closer now, right successivo to us. out of the corner of my eye i saw his fist ball up.
"hmm.. no" before i could push away his lips where back on mine.
a moent later i felt a wind brush my face, and the preasure on my lips released i sank to the floor crying and shaking. when i felt warm hands around me. becca.
"omg are te okay?" he hands were fluttering everywhere trying to smooth my hair and wipe my tears away.
looking up u saw what the bang i heard a minuto was, jake had danny in a head lock while danny tried to punch, punzone his way out.
"okay okay i give!" jake released danny and walked over to where i was still crumpled on the floor.
"behind you!" i screamed as danny jumped on jake knocking him over.
i don't know what came over me but i suddenly found the currage and jumped to my feet, the sight of jake being frown down
"no!!" i screamed hurterling toward him. i pushed at danny to atleast give jake a chance to get up. "danny stop! leave him alone!" it didn't work all it ended up was a flying force knocked me off my feet i held my cheek were just a secondo fa danny's hand had struck.
i blink a few times hearing a scream comming from ecca who felt like she was close beside me. when where my head had conected with the floor started to throb blinking a couple più times.
i passed out.
sorry about the spelling hope te liked it :)
We're blind to another one's pain
'Cause we refuse to see
We're deaf to another one's cries
'Cause we refuse to hear
We're dumb to another one's comfort request
'Cause we refuse to speak
But our eyes are wide open
To see another one's mistake
Our ears are open
To hear abouth another one's mistakes
And we can speak
To judge about another one's mistakes
We think we know everything
But we don't know anything
We're ready to judge
But we'd better look in the mirror
Making mistakes is proof your human
Turning your back on those who make them, not so much
He who's without sin,cast the first stone
'Cause we refuse to see
We're deaf to another one's cries
'Cause we refuse to hear
We're dumb to another one's comfort request
'Cause we refuse to speak
But our eyes are wide open
To see another one's mistake
Our ears are open
To hear abouth another one's mistakes
And we can speak
To judge about another one's mistakes
We think we know everything
But we don't know anything
We're ready to judge
But we'd better look in the mirror
Making mistakes is proof your human
Turning your back on those who make them, not so much
He who's without sin,cast the first stone