What if i tried to kill myself
Look at that sentance
Tried
I could kill myself right now
Open a pencil sharpener, slice a few veins
But how far would te go?
How deep would te go before te realize.
That all te want to is try
te want to try because, its something te can try at
The weight of school.
The weight of friends.
The weight of family.
Being a teenager.
Its pushing at your chest, fucking tons
But te know the worst weight
Is fucking living
Putting up with shit all day
But te try.
Then,you try again.
da this point, you've resulted in tying a rope around your neck
As te go and avvolgere it around the bar in te closet.
te fall to the floor and start crying
Because te know te failed
te know te tried
The worst part about trying
Is the after effect
te then have to face what te previously tried
Which usually results in te trying again,and the process would then continue
Why did te try exactly?
Did te feel alone?
Did te hate yourself?
Did te feel unloved?
o were te just looking for a way out?
It sucks.
Throughout your life, your essentially living a broken record.
But at least, it's your broken record.
Something in life te know, can't really fuck te over.
Since it's already broken te have nothing to look inoltrare, avanti to.
It can't lie, rip a hole in your dreams.
When your alone again, te try for a third time.
But this time instead of trying, te say
"im going to kill myself", te grab the gun.
peirce it to your temple, breath as your cuore thumps.
And then te set it down, im going to kill myself.
When is going?
Is it tomorrow?
Is it successivo week?
Month?
Year?
So tired.
te attempted to go.
Whats left now?
I'm dead?
Can te say that?
That would mean te already killed yourself...
No suicide, your gone.
So in the end.
What stops te from doing it?
killing yourself
Is it because your scared?
te dont want to hurt your family?
your friends?
o is it because te dont really want to do it?
But te feel like te try.
At least te can say te did something.
Its a pat on the back
A smile
Eventually, we all stop trying
Eventually, we all stop screaming.
Eventually, we all give up.
Look at that sentance
Tried
I could kill myself right now
Open a pencil sharpener, slice a few veins
But how far would te go?
How deep would te go before te realize.
That all te want to is try
te want to try because, its something te can try at
The weight of school.
The weight of friends.
The weight of family.
Being a teenager.
Its pushing at your chest, fucking tons
But te know the worst weight
Is fucking living
Putting up with shit all day
But te try.
Then,you try again.
da this point, you've resulted in tying a rope around your neck
As te go and avvolgere it around the bar in te closet.
te fall to the floor and start crying
Because te know te failed
te know te tried
The worst part about trying
Is the after effect
te then have to face what te previously tried
Which usually results in te trying again,and the process would then continue
Why did te try exactly?
Did te feel alone?
Did te hate yourself?
Did te feel unloved?
o were te just looking for a way out?
It sucks.
Throughout your life, your essentially living a broken record.
But at least, it's your broken record.
Something in life te know, can't really fuck te over.
Since it's already broken te have nothing to look inoltrare, avanti to.
It can't lie, rip a hole in your dreams.
When your alone again, te try for a third time.
But this time instead of trying, te say
"im going to kill myself", te grab the gun.
peirce it to your temple, breath as your cuore thumps.
And then te set it down, im going to kill myself.
When is going?
Is it tomorrow?
Is it successivo week?
Month?
Year?
So tired.
te attempted to go.
Whats left now?
I'm dead?
Can te say that?
That would mean te already killed yourself...
No suicide, your gone.
So in the end.
What stops te from doing it?
killing yourself
Is it because your scared?
te dont want to hurt your family?
your friends?
o is it because te dont really want to do it?
But te feel like te try.
At least te can say te did something.
Its a pat on the back
A smile
Eventually, we all stop trying
Eventually, we all stop screaming.
Eventually, we all give up.
A beautiful garden now stands alone,
missing the one who nurtured it
But now she is gone,
Her fiori still bloom, and the sun it still shines,
But the rain is like tear drops, for the ones left behind,
The weeds lay waiting to take the gardens beauty away,
But the beautiful memories of its keeper are in our hearts to stay,
she loved every fiore even some that were weeds,
So much Amore she would plant with each little seed,
But just like her fiori she was part of Gods plan,
So when it was her time he reached down his hand,
He look through the Garden searching for the best,
That's when he found Robin, it was her time to rest,
It was hard for those who loved her, to just let her go,
But God had a spot in his garden, that needed a gentle soul,
So when te start missing Robin, remember if te just wait,
When God has a spot in his garden, She'll meet te at the gate....
missing the one who nurtured it
But now she is gone,
Her fiori still bloom, and the sun it still shines,
But the rain is like tear drops, for the ones left behind,
The weeds lay waiting to take the gardens beauty away,
But the beautiful memories of its keeper are in our hearts to stay,
she loved every fiore even some that were weeds,
So much Amore she would plant with each little seed,
But just like her fiori she was part of Gods plan,
So when it was her time he reached down his hand,
He look through the Garden searching for the best,
That's when he found Robin, it was her time to rest,
It was hard for those who loved her, to just let her go,
But God had a spot in his garden, that needed a gentle soul,
So when te start missing Robin, remember if te just wait,
When God has a spot in his garden, She'll meet te at the gate....