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Riku114 detto …
On another note.... Please Knock on My Door is a really... really strong and good depiction of depression and anxiety and all that stuff.

Like.... a really really strong depicting.

I recommend it for people who dont know what its like and want to see it, o for those that just want to find a game a little too relatable

But dont play it o watch a play through in a bad o negative mood.... cos its just.... a little all too real. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Friends who nap together, sl...ap... to-nevermind. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Riku and I are like arachide, arachidi burro and alcohol postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
wut XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Seri is that u? più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Personally, I feel being "Good" is just something a little too overpushed and a little overrated and unnecessary thing. Not to say being "Evil" is something that people should be. To be honest, being too "good" leads to a lot of problems in its own.

I think its best to live da your own standards and find a good balance between "good" and "evil" that allows the preservation of self and others. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I dont really find the need to be a "Good Person" o anything like that. In fact, I kinda dont like being called that at times cos Im not a purely good person, and I like that. Cos tbh I hate people that are so much "Good people" because they rarely properly understand why te have to be selfish at times and always look down on te when te arent as "good" as them più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
That being said, I dont really care too much about it because I hold to my morals and my beliefs on how I should act and if te like my set of morals and beliefs and wish to call them "Good" then thats a good compliment più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I like to say I follow da my own moral line that is a strong blend of both Good and Evil. più di un anno fa
Heartbeat- detto …
ATTENTION !!!

Wanta

Blind

Nomy

Mauser

Zeppie

Lefteris

Zan

The prez

Zeppie

Lefteris .. Stop scratching your ass! I can see te e_o

AT EASEEEE

ATTACKKKKK Riku FOR A HUG *JOINS THE GROUP* postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Dood XD !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
*bites nails excessively* *plucks hair excessively* *bites skin around nails excessively* *cant stop biting her lip to the point its either always bleeding o trying to recover*

Stress? Anxiety? Impulse Control Issues..?

Who me?? postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Heres the thing tho. Ive probably done so much excessive damage to my body that at this point, Im not sure if its able to fully recover. Like... Ive been plucking away at my eyebrows and eyelashes almost daily for eight, going on to nine years. And te see all these posts about "Dont tweezer your eyebrows girls! Itll cause permanate skin damage and trauma to the hair follicles! If te do, at least give them time to recover before tweezering them again" più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Then theres me whose violently and roughtly pulled them out with my fingers for the majority of eight years like "lol well shit" più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
And moved to damaging up my ear, my lip, my finger nails, and skin around my fingers. Honestly if someone took a close look at me, I swear Id look crazy più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
*sigh* But I digress. This was depressing me a few days fa but Im past it. Ive accepted it and theres no point in using it as an excuse to not try o to give up honestly. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
https://78.media.tumblr.com/17d4b750c98c40fa8de575750a113936/tumblr_omj9p5ibZ51w68xy7o2_500.jpg postato più di un anno fa
sunny
TheLefteris24 detto …
Fron this point onwards, I am going to be associated with the word ''Highkey.'' That is right, Riku. I HIGHKEY CHALLENGE YOUR LOWKEY! Let it be known !!!! postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
FIGHT ME. LOWKEY IS LIFE più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
I am contractually obligated to agree with Riku più di un anno fa
SilentForce commentato…
Ohhhhh,a rivalry *grabs popcorn* più di un anno fa
Heartbeat- detto …
te better give us an update about Chinese New anno celebrations XD postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Not that there is any doubt about it !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also Blind and I are apparently both irresponsibly staying up together in an unplanned fashion but thats coolio. I should probably sleep soon tho cos tomorrow Im getting dragged out to watch the Chinese New anno celebrations and all with my family and that shit gets tiring XD

Especially with my family. postato più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
I need to definitely sleep. I've had this bad sleep schedule for a long while. più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
Remember I am 3 hours ahead of te lol più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Same here. Sucks missing all the active fun lol !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
OH GEESH. THIS CLUB HAS BEEN RUNNING FOR THREE YEARS NOW APPARENTLY. I WENT BACK TO THE LAST PAGE ON THE bacheca AND ITS BEEN THREEEEE YEARS postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Well I dunno if its exactly today o anything XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Geesh my club has become one of the più active club on this website somehow postato più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
Isn't that a good thing though. Honestly I should do the same with my club but I need to think of interesting to ask,contribute,etc più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
XD I know it is. I like it. Plus it entertains both myself and others XD Its awesome. Im just shocked on how it came to be like this when I literally originaly meant for it to be a place for me to shit post XD I didnt even take it seriously o expect anyone other than me and an old friend to come da and shitpost XD più di un anno fa
SilentForce commentato…
Man,I wish that my club was as active as yours XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
GEEZUS FUCK WHEN DID MY bacheca ENTRIES GET INTO THE 3500S

WUT

WASNT IT LIKE 1600 o SOMETHING postato più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
......................lmfao dudette let's face it this bacheca is like an archive for you. Of course it'd be up there soon enough. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
It very much is. I occasionally look back to see how Ive changed and my opinions and everything. Its always quite interesting to. Some posts I actually am like "I wonder how I will react to this if I ever come back and read this specific post" più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ I HIGHKEY accept. I'll inform te about that matter soon !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Fun Fact. I even have A+ Blood type according to my mom. postato più di un anno fa
BlindBandit92 commentato…
lmao that's hella ironic. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Its something we joke about occasionally più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
te know its probably for the better that I couldnt buy Danganronpa V3.

Cos Ive been playing Danganronpa for what.... a mese o two straight now?

My brain was getting tired at Danganronpa 1 XD Its not used to sticking one obsession / series that isnt Bleach for più than like... a mese to maybe a mese and half at most postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Well, there's a start for everything :v !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Lol, I guess, it is better if that hype is toned down a bit. Consuming it in such a short amount of time might be too much XD !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Seriously though, this is the power of this Series. te get stuck once te get into it !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
God Totsuka Tatara's Theme "Circle of Friends" touches me to much XD That song used to be one of my favorites. I know it in both English and Japanese. Sadly they removed the Japanese version. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Im on break but Im not :v

I wanna sit down watch K, read K, and play video games but like :v I had a band pallacanestro, basket game today, tomorrow I have Chinese New anno celebrations, and after that I gotta work at the bird rescue place :v postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
secondo batch of Island Mode Endings done. Byakuya, Teruteru, Red, Nagito, and Ibuki.

Current preferito ending: Mahiru

Current least preferito ending: Peko (tho they're all good) postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
My life goal is being fufilled. So many people are watching K. It makes me happy. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But nah of like all the Anime I like, for some reason, the one I feel the need to push the most is K XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Im kind of... scared of playing this game

link postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like... its actually got me più hestitant to play than almost any horror game would XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Its actually quite terrifying XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
THIS IS A HORRIFYING TERRIFYING GAME FOR ME più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
TFW te realize te are much più passionate on sadism than te thought te were. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I just found out and discovered I have a code of honor for sadistic characters and all. XD più di un anno fa
SilentForce commentato…
There's an upcoming Anime called"Sweet Punishment".You might like that o probably not XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Geesh. Law and Order SVU is full of politics. This is literally "White Supremacists" "Alt Right" and "Antifa" stuff and shit. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Finished my first batch of Danganronpa 2 Island Mode endings. Hiyoko, Gundham, Akane, Nekomura, and Peko

preferito one so far: Peko Pekoyama

Least preferito one so far: Peko Pekoyama postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
wut XD più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
I liked it but I understood Hajime's sentiments about it a little too well XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Overly religious people irk me

Im not talking about the people who really believe in God and all that. Religious people dont bother me.

The ones Im talking about are the ones that go yappering all giorno about their Christian belief and how thats not Christian like and how they are so superior because they are super Christian like as if being religious makes te a better person and/or they try to shove their ideologies down your throat

*shivers* ew. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Same with overly atheistic people who act the same tho. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Ill argue for religious people o atheistic people if one side is being annoying and ridiculous più di un anno fa
SilentForce commentato…
Same più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Classmates: Oh te have Steam? What kind of games do te play?

Me: ... lets just say I replace my Anime need with Anime games. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
link più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I decided Id keep these in one area

link

Also for SwordOfIzanami's knowledge, I got Blazblu on Steam sale so yeah postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Wen Pastry Lovers? più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Alright. Danganronpa Another Episode

Original Ranking: 10/10

-3 because Byakuya was not dressed like a princess

-10 for Monaca existing

+1 for "The Deeper"

+8 for Motivation Time

New Tallied Score: 6/10 ;) postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Dude Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultimate Despair Girls is a must play / watch for the Danganronpa fans. Really dont judge Toko until youve been through it ples :v

Tokos awesome in it. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ I secondo that !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
APPARENTLY I RELATE EXACTLY 7 CHARACTERS TO ALL THE PEOPLE I RELATE CHARACTERS TO. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
8theGreat and Mauser are hard to do tho più di un anno fa
Heartbeat- detto …
wot
XD

https://i.imgur.com/XGR7VCg.jpg postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Valentines giorno isnt Valentines giorno without googling “underboob” postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ AMEN TO THAT !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Add ''sideboob'' to the mix too !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Oh shit! Gonna have to look up for Heart-Shaped Cleavages as well !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Tfw te wanted to sit in the band room and read manga but an ensemble is playing all your preferito classics and instead end up jammimg to the Musica postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Ah man. I need a Misaki in my life postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
If anyone has an ora o so to read through some manga, I totally recommend Leggere K: Lost Small World.

te dont need to know much if anything about the K Universe and te can really get a good backstory for Yata Misaki and Saruhiko Fushimi postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Sometimes I wonder if Im not mentally wired the same as most people in più ways than Im currently aware of due to my dissociation and all.

Because the più I get into this stuff, the più I realize things Ive seen as just normal things in my life that I assumed was the same for everyone is almost the opposite and they almost always tie to dissociation. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Im inquiring with my therapist if an almost entirely third person memory bank is likely correlated with my dissociative tendencies XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I called out Lefteris on his "Getting late" being literally the morning :v

That boi needs to get his sleep schedule in order postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
#MomFriendRiku più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
True. I won't deny it XD !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
RIP Wanta being not home for the successivo week o so. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Mom About My Middle Sister: "You have to remember shes suicidal Riku"

Me: "Honestly, all three of us (sisters) are. She needs to work on her issues and get help for them." postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Honestly my parents spoil her so much, especially shes the only one of us three that did anything similar to a suicide attempt. She cries and manipulates them and really never got denied any ridiculous request of hers cos they are scared of her getting upset and of her being suicidal più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Plus me and my oldest sister are notorious for being able to go silent and quiet a lot of the time so its a difference between us. But pretty much my parents like to pave the road for her and make it sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza for her. Which is great and all, but shes already a young adult and she needs to learn to adjust to the world rather than have the world adjust to her. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
XD I was running back and forth in hte living room to burn energy and all and my birds were like "the fuck? What are te running from?" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

K PROJECT Lost SMALL WORLD IS GOING TO BE INCLUDED IN K: SEVEN STORIES

AHHHHHHHH FUSHIMI AND YATAS BACK STORY WILL BE ANIMATED

SARUMI

FUSHIMI SARUHIKO

YATA MISAKI

EEEEEEEEEEEEE postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Im sorry I loved that manga too much even though it stopped updating and I have to find it on tumblr o something. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Oh my god XD im laughing too hard XD I was playing the Nagito "What the Hell" MMD for Lucy and he wsa so alert, uncomfortable, and unsure that I felt it was mean to keep him there XD He was just stressed and its funny postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Left hand: Ooh. Bushy part of the eyebrow. *pluck*

Me: Gesù Christ stop.

Right hand: Yeah come on stop.

Left hand: ... fine

Right: Yeah good

Me: Thank te right han-

Right hand: I got it and can do it better *pluck*

Me: thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnkkksss can te stop?

Left hand: Yeah come on stop- postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Maybe a bit of a spoiler for my upcoming article

But its funny how in the current draft for superiore, in alto 10 Danganronpa Characters (including Honorable Mentions) Byakuya Togami and Toko Fukawa are tied in a spot XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Can Youtube stop recommending me Monaca Analysis videos? postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Geez Wanta knows the 101 Ways to Get on Riku's Bad Side so well postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
So yeah if te ever want to know how to make me really dislike te / hate you, ask him più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Nah. I would market it as ways to get on your GOOD side so that te will hate them and I can have te all to myself più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Tru più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
With Monaca, I now somewhat understand certain users need to let everyone know how much they hate a person / character and somewhat sympathize. I still dont approve and believe it shouldnt be so public, but Im going to let myself burn out my hatred on this club cos it my personal club

AND I REALLY HATE MONACA. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Fuck te Monaca! postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Best bacheca post ever written here più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
But reaaaallly tho.

Fuck Monaca. Seriously, shes like not only at the bottom of my Danganronpa character list, but at this point I think shes literally my least preferito Anime character.

Like worse than Yukiteru, worse than Cillain.

Like seriously. I dont usually hate characters. I always tend to find something redeemable in their character. I literally, can not see anything remotely redeemable about her. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I expect Nagito to fuck her plan over one way o the next. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
o Komaru o Toko o anything più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I should sleep rather than bathing in my seething hatred towards Monaca più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
"Nagito gets tied up so often its just another Tuesday for him"

Tru Youtube comment, tru dat. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgOHSWyG-PM

MARLUXIA LOOKS SO STRANGE postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
TFW te are researching the apparent equivalent bra sizes for Anime girls and their boobs and an image labels your boob size among Medaka and Yoko as "Milk Cow Level" postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Looking at the chest size chart for Danganronpa characters and the online measurements of my bra size 109 cm to 114 cm making me apparently larger than Akane (93) and Junko (90) and Miu (99) but still a smaller chest than Sakura who is at like 130 cm più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Sorry XD Im proud of my boobs XD più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ It is admirable spreading it !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Monaca is officially for Riku and I the most hated Danganronpa character. I kinda feel horrible suggesting that Monaca is the best at anything, even if it is being awful postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Deleted the Aderis article. For those that want to read it send me a message otherwise Imma horde that to myself XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like... yall will have to live without that knowledge save maybe like Lefteris o Zeppie since they are already semi familiar on the info XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
And Wanta who got there fast. And anyone who might have found it in like the... 2 o 3 hours it was up più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I claim the titolo "Ultimate Dangan Psyche" just cos I feel the need to analyze and explain the odd characters of Danganronpa XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I also really like Danganronpa because they give so many psychological case studies for me to look into analyze and theorize about as a psych nerd postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
RIP Danganronpa is at like... 970 immagini complessivamente, generale with Nagito and its still lower than Akashi da like... 8 immagini XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
To be honest, I dont think I dislike/disapprove any Nagito X someone ship (okay except Monaca cos shes a cagna and maybe like... the kids cos thats pedophilia). That being detto Im not a fan of all of them o anything, I just dont particualrly care for them enough that Id be okay with collecting the immagini of them. X Mikan, X Junko, X Hajime, X Chiaki

X Junko is a little odd but I could see it so Ill respect it.

Personally I just kind of like X Hajime cos postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Nagito clearly at least really likes him as a friend and at the very least I support it as a friendship. I just want the boi happy tbh più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Damn it Cumaru.

But Im glad Kotoko got saved, at least for now.

I kinda liked her. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
I wanted Kotoko to change allegiances! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Same here. Kotoko is best Warrior of Hope !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I should probably exercise today cos its nine and Im feeling too lazy postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Jeez time zones...it's only 9 for you... più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Exercising is good at most times. te really should !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Damn Mukuro...shit... postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Someone read Danganronpa IF???? più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Indeed più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Not Riku yet tho. più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Nice to know. Riku needs to get on with it as well. It is simply great !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
What if it was I who really liked Nagito and Riku is just my cover story. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
wot if più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I really like this Nagito icona of mine postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
WHY IS MY EYE SUDDENLY BURNING. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Allergy? più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Eh probably just dry o my trich recitazione up. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also Nagiku has been added to my lista of claimed titles and nicknames XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Really tho XD Obsessing about things that really dont matter and characters like Nagito, Akashi, Misogi, Kano, Kylo Ren, etc is one of my strongest neutral coping mechanisms. Not really negative, but not necessarily a good coping mechanism XD

Cos while they arent as bad at making me fall out of touch with reality as RPs can get as a coping mechanism, they do let me dissociation, distract, and ignore issues. That being said, at this point, the issues Im ignoring are okay to ignore XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I guess I should just change my name to Nagiku.

Cos Nagito and Nagisa so like... yeah postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Danganronpa is like the only thing that can vaguely make me open about the fact Ive been through trauma and abuse on this wall

Otherwise my brain wont let me say it XD postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
That is quite an understandable feeling !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
UGH I HATE MY LIFE XD XD NAGISA FROM DANGANRONPA ANOTHER EPISODE FITS ME TO A LITERAL PERFECT T. I MEAN AT LEAST BACK TWO o THREE YEARS BEFORE I ACTUALLY GOT THERAPY o TRIED TO EVEN WORK WITH MY ISSUES AND TRAUMA AND SHIT.

SAME SHIT FROM WHAT I COULD FIND IN THE PERSONALITY.

SAME EFFECTS

SAME PERSONALITY

SAME PEEVES

SAME TRIGGERS

SAME. FUCKING. EVERYTHING.

IVE GOTTEN BETTER COS IM LESS OF A CHILD THAN THEN AND CAN HANDLE IT BETTER BUT postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
IF I SHOWED THIS TO MY THERAPIST più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
XD !!!! più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
I was pretty sure that he especially would stood out to te !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I REALLY respect Danganronpa for their head on attack and approach on the topics of trauma, child abuse, and abusive "friendships". Cos that stuff isnt talked about much in media and when it is, its usually done as a reason to make an antagonist crazy.

Outside of a few false details with MPD / DID for Toko, I havent really seen much of anything that cant be fairly explained from characters who have such traits.

Mikan, Junko, Nagito, Toko, the Warriors of Hope... postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Personally I really appreciate it. Both as a mental health advocate, as a psychology nerd, and as someone whos been through a good few traumatic and abusive situations XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like I REALLY REALLY appreciate it. Im like really really really happy to see how they are specifically handling how CHILDREN are experiencing it which is VERY different from how Teenagers and Adults hwo have grown from it experience past trauma / abuse più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
It is one of the aspects that I really Amore the most in this Series !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
So Riku and I think that the warriors of hope in DRAE are different types of abuse.

Masaru is Physical Abuse
Jataro is Verbal Abuse
Nagisa is probably Neglect
Kotoko o whatever her name is would be Sexual Abuse
and Monaka is just a manipulative mini bitch. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Dude I really kind of lowkey appreciate this. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But still. Monaka is a biiiiitch più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Also, Monaca is quite a special case !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also, my therapist actually detto it was probably better and he was hoping Id dissociate away from the stuff that were bothering me earlier XD Cos I accidentally had a small bit of a traumatic situation brought back to the surface and it was kinda really bad for me cos I was getting anxious and/or depressed over the smallest things that were completely unrelated that somehow became related.

Was going crazy with it XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Cos he detto its better not to force più on me than I have the proper coping tools and skills available on my hands più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
But yeah I shouldnt talk much più about this cos I think I completely covered it back up just like yesterday o the giorno before it. I dont want to risk it coming back so thats enough on that XD più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
TOKO FUKAWA NEEDS TO BACK OFF FROM THE RELATABLE CHARACTER FEELS

IMMA KICK te OFF IF te TRY

COS IM HAVING ENOUGH TROUBLE HERE WITH THESE SIX ALREADY

AND I ALREADY RELATE TO TOGAMI AND I DONT LIKE RELATING TO BOTH SIDES OF A RELATIONSHIP / FRIENDSHIP / HIGHLY CONNECTED CHARACTERS

GRRR postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
XD Not really. Im just crying in suffering over this games torturous tendencies on my stubborn lista rules più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Heck. Celestia might get moved off. Who knows più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Actually yeah. Celeste is going back to tentative più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Oh yes. Danganronpa is doing its magic again. Not that I didn't expect it XD !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Good news. Riku and I are going full frontal this time! postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I have a lot of obscue and odd things I take a lot of pride in that I can sometimes feel slightly insulted if such thing is put in domanda o assumed otherwise

Usually things I closely identify with as large traits of my character. Like mentioned before, I Amore tragedy. Thats one I can feel irrationally slightly insulted of if someone assumes something about me against it. Same thing with birds and Musica as a whole. I can get a little insulted when people diss either of them. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Its no form of insulted I would act upon cos they are usually dumb and irrational, but sometimes I get taken back a bit like "uh... excuse me..?" più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
^ Same here, pretty much !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I take massive pride in loving tragedy. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
WOO! I broke through the 10k immagini mark on my club! XD (excluding icone cos they I broke through a while ago) postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Hmmmmmm uploaded the first batch of 100 Nagito Images

And there are like.... 94 added on my club

Who was the six that fanpop sneakily decided not to post?

Too many to pesce through

But I see te there Fanpop

I caught you. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Honestly, that is one of the issues that has been really bothering me in Fanpop. It has happened quite a few times !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
If I counted the amount of immagini per line and the amount of lines correctly I collected 310 immagini of Nagito off Google.

I still have to hunt down like... 3 o 4 più websites worth before Im "done" for not with my Nagito collection

This will be massive... postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
316 to be exact più di un anno fa
GDragon612 commentato…
wow thats awesome omg 💝 più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Once again, I'm proud of you. Keep it steady !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
postato the first batch più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
https://pa1.narvii.com/6329/18f1a8ddc43e9d33741453b4c0c542b092ee76f6_hq.gif

THAT DEPRESSES ME

SOMEONE GIVE HIM LOVE

HE NEEDS LOVE. postato più di un anno fa
GDragon612 commentato…
awww cuddle and take care of him💝to cute più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Oh Nagito... più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I am both tired and laughing at the fact so many shows are pushing so much tumblr-like, buzzfeed-like ideologies of like "WOMEN ARE SUPER POWERLESS IN A MAN WORLD" and pretty much spin the Social Issues wheel every episode.

Like this one is about race! This one is about women being treated unfairly! This one is about transgenders!

Like stfu. I just want to watch my medical TV show. Cut this pushing of an ideology and lemme enjoy my mostra postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Good reason to stick with House. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I am still waiting for the giorno I randomly get a libido XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Not cos I want one o anything. Just cos itd be amusing. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Like the giorno might not come and I might stay eternally indifferent XD But if that giorno comes, man am I interested on seeing what things I pick up XD più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
I guess, it is più like discovering the libido inside of te instead of getting one. Time will tell. The domanda te mentioned might prove useful !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Warning: Riku is in a trolly playful mood. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Also anyone else remember when my Amore for Pride from FMAB was really pronounced? Most people forget I still adore that child. He barely didnt make my lista and now that I think about it, he probably should have made Honorable Mentions at least XD But ah well. Mistakes were made in that articolo like accidently leaving Mikoto Suoh out XD postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
On a lowkey random note,

I still Amore Unzen Myouri postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
link più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Lol, same. He still remains one of my preferito Medaka Box Characters !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
How to find Riku's preferito Danganronpa Character in the Main Games:

Step 1: Find the 'Rival' of the game

Done postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
I mean... Togami...Nagito... XD più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Obviously. I can already predict your preferito in DRV3 XD !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Was going to make a "How Riku Copes" o "Main Coping Mechanisms of Riku" but I realized

I dont.

JK JK JK. Nah its just too hard to organize postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Im having Nagito luck today XD

First we draw cards to choose the order to claim "careers" to research in Stats and I get the King of Diamonds (highest). Then we choose cards to find our new seats for the semester and I get the sede, sedile successivo to the people I like. Then I play Danganronpa: Another Episode and get a foil card worth quite a lot. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
So I managed to get Nagito properly loaded and functioning on MMD to the point I can make him dance to Popipo, Ievan Polka, etc but I do not know how to change it to MP4 to share nor do I want to try in actually making ORIGINAL content

Cos last time whenever I did that, I got the modelle to take a half a of a step

THEN OUT OF NO WHERE THEY WERE BE A spaghetti BALL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SKY FIDGETING AROUND postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Ill see if I can figure it out some other time. Maybe tomorrow più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
Also btw, technically I can have a mini hologram Nagito on my tavolo cos I know how to set it up to make it look like a hologram and know how to make the video needed to make it so thats cool too. più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
DANGANRONPA ANOTHER EPISODE WILL LIKELY BEGIN TOMORROW postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
I look inoltrare, avanti to it! più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
btw for anyone who has me on steam and sees me on there playing it, I will be broadcasting it for Wanta so te can prolly jump in. That being detto not many people on here have me on steam buttt XD più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
It was hype lol XD !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Btw if te kind of want an image of how I act irl, take like... Mondo Oowada, Ryouko Ookami, Fushimi Saruhiko, Leonhart Theobald, and Nagito Komaeda and te probably can get an image of the general me around like... my bandos and a few other closer but not super close people irl postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
My appreciation for Mondo Oowada is often overlooked. postato più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
My profilo background begs to differ più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
OKAY WELL te ARE SPECIAL WANTA. te KNOW ME più THAN I mostra OFTEN più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Secretly swoll, dood. più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
Secretly swoll più di un anno fa
wantadog detto …
Oh cool. Today is my 6 anno anniversary for Fanpop. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Happy 6th Anniversary, Wanta !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
I created a character that can has almost instant regeneration and can heal any physical wound easily, but has been wounded da massive mental / emotional wounds that he cant heal.

His character is just so ironic and contrasting and I Amore the art of it all. Its even symbolic in a way XD postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Seems quite interesting !!!! più di un anno fa
wantadog commentato…
*planted the initial idea that made her create the character* muahahaha più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Me: Imma sleep now even tho Im not tired cos Im bored of today

*10 minuti later*

Me: NEVERMIND I HAVE A CHARACTER IDEA postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
HOW DID I PLAN AN ENTIRE CHARACTER LAST NIGHT AND FORGET ALL OF IT TODAY

LIKE...

I FEEL LIKE HAJIME IN MOST OF DR2 postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
WHILE I DID SAY I WASNT GOING TO SAY NAGITO IS GOOD o BAD o AN INNOCENT CINNAMON ROLL

BUT NAGITO IS A PRECIOUS FLUFF. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Its weird how severely different levels my online self and irl self are at handling and thinking and processing certain things. Like Mental Health Problem A to my irl self can pretty much drive me into major depressive spirals, maybe a little suicidal ideation, breakdown, maybe a little dissociation, maybe a few bad coping mechanisms, te know, the usual.

Meanwhile, if Im on my computer and actively interacting with someone who I know online, its like postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
"Haha. Yeah that kind of really sucks honestly. Mental Health has its struggles but I can get through them. Its all part of a journey that makes me who i am. It sucks but honestly it could be worse and Ive done a lot to improve from the past. Things will be alright" più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
And I march off to sleep and come back only to have a little slippage of "HOW TO MAKE A BLUNT SIGN THAT I NEED HELP SINCE NO ONE SEEMS TO NOTICE" before going back to "Yeah, honestly Im fine. Its not that big of a deal and its something I will have to figure out how to handle one way o the other. Itll definately be a struggle but Im sure Ill get past it, especially since that issue is of the past. One of these days we have to face our past right up and inoltrare, avanti and deal with it rather than running away from it o expecting others to fix it for us" più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Another quite relatable post. Get some good rest Riku !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
How to put up a giant "I am not okay and need serious help" sign.

oshit this isnt google. postato più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
*sigh* Whatever. I guess its a late night simply to avoid crying since I cant block things out well at night. più di un anno fa
Riku114 commentato…
*at night when Im trying to sleep più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Quite relatable. Do not hesitate to talk about whatever is burdening te Riku. te know that there are people willing to hear te out !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
Difficulties make te the better and più well developed person. Each thing te live through adds to your lista of experiences youve learned from and experiences te can handle. The più te handle, the più te grow and strengthen. Knowing that, sometimes Im thankful for my issues and history. postato più di un anno fa
TheLefteris24 commentato…
Amen to that !!!! più di un anno fa
Riku114 detto …
tfw te really get annoyed with your hang going up to pluck, have trouble not doing it, and dont trust yourself to not do it to the point te have to bandage your thumbs up even though te know that wont stop it just as a bit of a punishment and troublesome medium postato più di un anno fa