Sorry it's so short!!!!
It’s been four months and still no trace of Bella. I was starting to get scared. If she’s dead, I’ll die of cuore break.
I can’t take it anymore. It’s too hard.
We were somewhere in Alaska. We would be going back to Forks in a few days to start over. It’s all my fault Bella’s gone. I should have never left her at that party.
If I ever get her back, I will never leave her side. I’m not even leaving her when she has to go to the bathroom. I will never leave her side.
“Any luck, Edward?” Tanya called.
“No,” I said.
I’ve actually enjoyed my time with Tanya. She hasn’t been trying to get me to go out with her. I guess she’s finally figured it out. Her thoughts have lingered to trying to find Bella. She really wanted to help.
I haven’t found anything either. Neither has the others, Jacob thought. I heard the other wolves’ thoughts.
Nothing has come up. I don’t want to give up, but I feel I have no other choice anymore. We couldn’t pick up Bella’s scent anywhere. I’m starting to think she’s dead. Even though I don’t want to. Something in my gut is saying, “Don’t give up! Keep trying! You’re going to find her!”
I really wanted to believe my gut.
Suddenly Jacob thought, Seth and Leah have gone out! They’ve changed to human form. Something about Alice going somewhere, but then they changed. I don’t know where they are going.
I immediately called Alice.
She answered on the third ring.
“Edward, calm down. We went back to the house,” Alice said.
“Why would te do that?! I’m trying to find Bella here! Get your little pixie butt back to where te were and help find her!” I screeched. I was furious.
“Edward! Calm down! Shut up so I can tell you! I had a vision! Now come home now! Everyone else is already here. We’re waiting on you, Tanya, and Jacob. Hurry!” she said.
“What did te see, Alice?” I asked.
“I’m not telling. Hurry and get home. I’ll see te in a few hours,” she said. Then she hung up. I looked to Tanya and Jacob.
“Come on. We’re going home,” I said.
With that, we ran all the way to the house