i wasn't planning on putting this up yet, but what can i say, te persuaded me lol
i hope te like it, ive tried using a larger vocabulary so its sounds più like Edward.
im not sure when the successivo one will be up, ive got kinda a break from homework, but i have a HUGE SAT (school assesed task) coming up and it is going to take loads of time, so i'll do this when i can.
im not sure when to end this story and im not sure if i want to, but unless i keep going for eclipse and breaking dawn too i think i'll be stopping soon.
if you've got any idea about where i should stop leave it in comments. thnx :)
She was my one true love, my life, my soul.
Her breathing was deep end even and her dreams seemed serene and peaceful, a slight smile raising the corner of her mouth, ever so slightly. Time seemed to sposta in fast forward, speeding up the journey back to her house, but instead I wanted it to slow down, prolong my time with her.
She shifted slightly in my arms, her smile becoming più pronounced. For the millionth time I wanted to know what she was dreaming about, what she thinking. Was she dreaming of me? Probably not. It doesn’t look like she’s having a nightmare, I thought bitterly.
The successivo time I looked up we were almost halfway there. I wanted us to stop driving, but I knew it wouldn’t be right. Bella needed to get home and sleep. It was already selfish enough of me to wish for più time. I didn’t deserve it.
Pain extended through me, through my cold, still heart. She was too good for me, too pure, too kind. I knew I should leave her the first chance I got, but I couldn’t. Firstly I wouldn’t put Bella through that kind of pain again. If I had known...
I flinched. I would never forgive myself for leaving her. Not if I lived for all eternity. I looked down at Bella’s calm face, and the secondo reason I could not leave her held me strong. I couldn’t leave her because I wasn’t strong enough to. I cringed at the very thought.
I sighed very quietly. Neither Rosalie nor Emmet heard me, as the sound was drowned out da the gentle thrum of the engine.
I shouldn’t be wasting my last precious moments with Bella thinking such foolish thoughts. It was not helpful to anyone.
minuti passed but they felt like seconds. I was dreading the time when I would have to leave her. I was sure she wouldn’t want me to stay with her. I was utterly convinced that she didn’t Amore me anymore, not after what I put her through. I still managed to hold on to a little hope. It was the only thing keeping me together.
I was still wrapped up in my thoughts when the car slowed. I looked up, shocked. We were at Bella’s house already.
I hesitated for a diviso, spalato second. I didn’t want to leave her, but I knew I didn’t have a choice. I lifted her gently out of the car. A crease appeared between her brows, and I could see she was waking up.
I was so engrossed in Bella’s face that I didn’t notice Charlie until his loud and rather angry voice reached my ears.
“Bella!” he shouted front the front door.
“Charlie.” Bella breathed, shaking her head slowly and trying to wake up.
“Shh,” I whispered. There was no need for her to wake up. “It’s okay; you’re home and safe. Just sleep.” I reassured her.
“I can’t believe te have the nerve to mostra your face here.” Charlie thundered. I caught the anger in his thoughts and the tail end of something else. Relief?
“Stop it, Dad.” Bella groaned. I was the only one that heard her however, and Charlie yelled again.
“What’s wrong with her?” Charlie roared.
“She’s just very tired, Charlie,” I assured him quietly, soothingly. “Please just let her rest.”
Charlie was too furious to even listen to what I said. I understood perfectly.
“Don’t tell me what to do! Give her to me.” He demanded. “Get your hands off her!”
I tried to comply but Bella clung on to my camicia with stubborn, obstinate fingers.
“Cut it out, Dad.” Bella muttered with più volume. Charlie was standing close enough to hear her this time. Her eyes opened and she struggled to focus.
“Be mad with me.” She finished, her mouth setting in a tight, stubborn line. Her eyes flickered up to the sky. It was so cloudy it was hard to guess the time of day. At least it wasn’t raining.
“You bet I will be.” Charlie promised, but there was still relief in his thoughts. “Get inside.” He muttered, rage clear on his face.
“Kay. Let me down.” She sighed.
hope te like it and please comment. i Amore to hear what te guys think :)
i hope te like it, ive tried using a larger vocabulary so its sounds più like Edward.
im not sure when the successivo one will be up, ive got kinda a break from homework, but i have a HUGE SAT (school assesed task) coming up and it is going to take loads of time, so i'll do this when i can.
im not sure when to end this story and im not sure if i want to, but unless i keep going for eclipse and breaking dawn too i think i'll be stopping soon.
if you've got any idea about where i should stop leave it in comments. thnx :)
She was my one true love, my life, my soul.
Her breathing was deep end even and her dreams seemed serene and peaceful, a slight smile raising the corner of her mouth, ever so slightly. Time seemed to sposta in fast forward, speeding up the journey back to her house, but instead I wanted it to slow down, prolong my time with her.
She shifted slightly in my arms, her smile becoming più pronounced. For the millionth time I wanted to know what she was dreaming about, what she thinking. Was she dreaming of me? Probably not. It doesn’t look like she’s having a nightmare, I thought bitterly.
The successivo time I looked up we were almost halfway there. I wanted us to stop driving, but I knew it wouldn’t be right. Bella needed to get home and sleep. It was already selfish enough of me to wish for più time. I didn’t deserve it.
Pain extended through me, through my cold, still heart. She was too good for me, too pure, too kind. I knew I should leave her the first chance I got, but I couldn’t. Firstly I wouldn’t put Bella through that kind of pain again. If I had known...
I flinched. I would never forgive myself for leaving her. Not if I lived for all eternity. I looked down at Bella’s calm face, and the secondo reason I could not leave her held me strong. I couldn’t leave her because I wasn’t strong enough to. I cringed at the very thought.
I sighed very quietly. Neither Rosalie nor Emmet heard me, as the sound was drowned out da the gentle thrum of the engine.
I shouldn’t be wasting my last precious moments with Bella thinking such foolish thoughts. It was not helpful to anyone.
minuti passed but they felt like seconds. I was dreading the time when I would have to leave her. I was sure she wouldn’t want me to stay with her. I was utterly convinced that she didn’t Amore me anymore, not after what I put her through. I still managed to hold on to a little hope. It was the only thing keeping me together.
I was still wrapped up in my thoughts when the car slowed. I looked up, shocked. We were at Bella’s house already.
I hesitated for a diviso, spalato second. I didn’t want to leave her, but I knew I didn’t have a choice. I lifted her gently out of the car. A crease appeared between her brows, and I could see she was waking up.
I was so engrossed in Bella’s face that I didn’t notice Charlie until his loud and rather angry voice reached my ears.
“Bella!” he shouted front the front door.
“Charlie.” Bella breathed, shaking her head slowly and trying to wake up.
“Shh,” I whispered. There was no need for her to wake up. “It’s okay; you’re home and safe. Just sleep.” I reassured her.
“I can’t believe te have the nerve to mostra your face here.” Charlie thundered. I caught the anger in his thoughts and the tail end of something else. Relief?
“Stop it, Dad.” Bella groaned. I was the only one that heard her however, and Charlie yelled again.
“What’s wrong with her?” Charlie roared.
“She’s just very tired, Charlie,” I assured him quietly, soothingly. “Please just let her rest.”
Charlie was too furious to even listen to what I said. I understood perfectly.
“Don’t tell me what to do! Give her to me.” He demanded. “Get your hands off her!”
I tried to comply but Bella clung on to my camicia with stubborn, obstinate fingers.
“Cut it out, Dad.” Bella muttered with più volume. Charlie was standing close enough to hear her this time. Her eyes opened and she struggled to focus.
“Be mad with me.” She finished, her mouth setting in a tight, stubborn line. Her eyes flickered up to the sky. It was so cloudy it was hard to guess the time of day. At least it wasn’t raining.
“You bet I will be.” Charlie promised, but there was still relief in his thoughts. “Get inside.” He muttered, rage clear on his face.
“Kay. Let me down.” She sighed.
hope te like it and please comment. i Amore to hear what te guys think :)
in the mood to be random again. *sighs*
I wrote a articolo Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a Disney fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." te know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the Cani do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he detto a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
I wrote a articolo Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a Disney fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." te know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the Cani do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he detto a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
Okay so I'm not one of those fan who wants the film to be exactly like the book-no offence to anyone- because I know thats just not going to happen.
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:
Don't te think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all Film aren't like the libri they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her giacca at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?
But I was watching the new Twilight trailer and saw this:
Don't te think it's a little weird that all three cars are there, I thought the Cullens didn't want to bring any attention to themselves.Now I know all Film aren't like the libri they're based on, Harry Potter is a great example of that. But I thought the Cullens wanting to keep themselves inconspicuous was an obvious fact that ran through the book.
I know other people have noticed changes in the movie too- like Bella having her giacca at the restaurant, and that they've changed the name of the restaurant.
I just wanted to know what other people felt about this. Either way I'm still going to see the movie, I can't wait. But does anyone think these changes will affect the experience?
So Like now EVERYONE in my school is Leggere twilight when I read it like before they even started to film the movie. So what what's my point? Well, my point is that before before Breaking Dawn came out, when some was Leggere the libri it was like te would talk to them and te would talk like you've been Friends forever when you've just meet the person. Now I see someone Leggere twilight and I eathier get tried of seeing them o get sick. Ok maybe not get sick but still te can't talk to the person like te used to talk to them, all enthusiastic and excited! And for me most of the time the real exciting stuff is in the movie and the people who read the libri nowa days don't know alot stuff about the movie. I believe that the people on the fansites are the REAL CRAZY fans, because if te ask anybody else what Spunk Randsom means, they wouldn't know. Anyway i just feel like it's so not exciting anymore....