Michael took her hand and softly kissed it,then he looked in her eyes,hypnotizing her with their dark brown colour...She couldn't do anything,and it was her fault,she could have told him to leave her alone,but God found a way to make her accept the Amore she had for him since the first giorno they met!She wished she could say something,but her own mouth was not listening to her anymore!Thinking,she found the courage to speak and finally opened her mouth,but he put his index on her lips,and they obeyed,leaving her helpless!He was looking at her thinking how beautiful she was and if he should dare to try to baciare her...'What if she refuses me?',he thought.One più look into her eyes and he realised that there was no way she was going to refuse him,it was clear to him that she was feeling the same way about him...When he took his finger off of her lips,he leaned and caugh her face with his hands,but she was scared so she said:"Michael,I..."."Cut!What's wrong with you?How many times do I have to tell you,his name is Daniel!For God's sake kid,you better not do this again,or I'll replace you,I'm not kidding!"."Sorry mister Ratler,I swear,that was the last time,I swear!It'll never happen again!"."You better be right kid!Ok,everyone,5 minuti break,once again,from Madeline!".Madeline was scared,because once again,she ruined the whole scene!And now,the boss told her he'll fuoco her!'Why can't I just stay focused,for God's sake!Madeline,stay focused!',she screamed at herself,but she knew she couldn't just snap her fingers and everything will be all right!She couldn't hide her feelings for a long time,but she had to,she couldn't bare to see him everyday and when he'd look at her,to feel like he can read her minds,'cuz that's how it feels when someone knows your feelings and secrets,and she knew that feeling,better than anyone!She decided to walk away,to get out during the break,away from him,but he followed her outside and when they were alone,he grabbed her arm and turned her to him."Maddy...",he detto softly.'Please,Michael,get away from me and don't ever say my name again,not like that,please!',she was thinking in her despair!But there was nothing that she could do,he came closer and looked deep in her eyes,and...he found what he was looking for!"Maddy,look,we need to talk,but not here,I'll come over tonight,is that ok?".She wanted to refuse him,but they were friends,how could she without to make it look suspicious?"Yeah,it's ok...",she whispered,then he took her hand and they came back and finally finished with that scene!After that,they all went home,and Michael took Madeline with his car,which caused everybody whispering about them,because they all knew that she was in Amore with him and they were sometimes rude with her,saying that she's like a zappa and other mean stuffs!And Madeline knew about it,but decided not to tell anyone,especially Michael!They got into his car,and Michael told the driver to take them at her house.Madeline was living all alone,in a small house.She was living there since she moved,to become and actress,like she dreamed.She was far away from her family,which lives in Europe,and she misses them,especially her father,they were very close.While they were heading to her house,in the car was silence in the car,which was slowly killing her inside,because she knew that he was suspecting her feelings for him and she knew he didn't felt that way about her,so there were going to be some hard times!When they finally arrived,Michael got out and helped her out,then told to the driver to go home,which made Madeline nervous.They got inside,without saying anything to eachother,which was making her even più nervous!She opened the door,they came in,and after she locked the door,Michael said:"Come on,let's sit down,we have a lot to talk.",then went into the livingroom.He sat down and she she sat down successivo to him,to seem normal,but she couldn't act normal,he knew it and came closer,to challenge her.She felt her cuore beating really fast,she knew she had to get away from him as soon as possible,so she said:"Are te thirsty?I'm going to get some water...",but he knew her intention,so he got up,grabbed her arm,turned her to him and said:"No,and I know you're not thirsty,so come back here and tell me why are te recitazione like this?What happened to you,Maddy?",She avoided his look,and he saw it,so he softly lifted her chin with his finger and looked her deep in the eyes once more.For her,it felt like a spell,there was no way to get out of there,she was trapped,but it was her fault,why didn't she just tell him he needs to go to the bathroom o another excuse?She finally got the courage to speak,but once again,he stopped her:"Michael...I can't...".He put his index on her lips and said:"Shh...I know what te mean...Now,come back and explain me,ok?".She did as he detto and told him how she fell in Amore with him the first time she saw him and how everytime they were together her cuore was going wilde and how his eyes were hypnotizing her everytiem they were loking into hers..."You mean,like this?",he detto catching her face in his hands and staring at her.Although they were sitting down,she felt her knees weak and she was uncapable to sposta a muscle in her body!She was staring at him and she got caught in his eyes,she couldn't take her eyes off of his and she was loosing herself into that dark brown colour...As he came closer,he took her breath...Then he put his left arm on her waist and pulled her closer...Then,he suddenly released her and got up,took her hand and pulled her after him,heading outside,to the seesaw and sat down,holding her on his lap.Her head was now on his shoulder,and his arms were wrapped around her,holding her tight.They were not moving,just watching the stars,and she was happy she didn't had to see his eyes anymore,but she was stil nervous because he was hugging her and she couldn't control her heart,so she thought that he might feel them..."What's wrong?",he asked her,turning her face to his and looking at her."What do te mean?"."Your cuore is beating like crazy,are te all right?"."Yes,I'm fine,I just...I need some air,that's all..."."Maddy...we're outside already."."Yes,but I need some più air...I need a walk...I need...I..."."I know what te need...",he softly whispered in her ear,then gently kissed her neck,right under the ear...And her cuore almost stopped...She could feel how she was melting and she could feel him breathing in her neck,softly baciare it...every single inch...until he got to her lips...Then,he sat her on the seesaw and held her tight,and right there,in the monlight,in that summer air,he ha rubato, stola her first kiss,gently and slowly,treasuring every second...When he finally released,she was happy...but somehow,she was...scared!Scared because she never had a relationship and she knew that with her,nobody would resist più than a few days,she just wasn't made for such things!That's what she was thinking.But everybody told her she's a lovely person,not boring o ugly at all,but she never believed them!He looked at her,then at the sky and told her:"Do te see that star,over there?",pointing to a shining star,in the middle of the sky."Yes,I see it,it's very beautiful!"."Everytime I look at it,I think about you!It's the first and the brightest stella, star from the whole sky!From now long,it'll be our star!So,whenever te miss me,just look at it,and I'll be there!",then he started o sing "I'll be there",holding her close,both staring at the sky...
Sources directly connected to Dr. Conrad Murray tell TMZ ... the Doc will not accept any plea bargain from the L.A. County District Attorney in the Michael Jackson manslaughter case.
We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.
Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.
As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.
The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
We're told Dr. Murray feels so strongly about his innocence, even a plea with no jail time would be out of the question.
Fact is ... Dr. Murray shouldn't hold his breath, because no plea bargain has been offered and sources tell us the D.A. will not offer one.
As for Murray's defense ... we're told the centerpiece revolves around the fact that only two people were in the room around the time MJ died, and Murray insists he did not administer the fatal dose of Propofol.
The operating theory of Murray's lawyers -- when the Doc left to go to the bathroom, a frustrated MJ woke up and administered the fatal dose himself in a desperate attempt to get some sleep.
Lloyd's of Londra has gone to court ... asking a judge to let the company off the financial hook, claiming it doesn't owe the Michael Jackson Estate $17.5 million on grounds MJ was a fraud.
The company issued the muilti-million dollar policy to cover the doomed "This Is It" tour for losses.
But Lloyd's claims it doesn't have to honor the policy for 2 primary reasons:
1. Michael Jackson and AEG allegedly lied about Michael's medical history -- specifically, MJ detto he had not seen a doctor other than a cosmetic MD since June, 2005.
2. Michael did not disclose he was taking prescription drugs prior to and at the time of his death -- including Propofol.
Lloyd's is asking the court for a declaration that the policy is null and void as a result of the alleged fraud.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "This legal action is nothing più than an insurance company trying to avoid paying a legitimate claim da the insured."
The company issued the muilti-million dollar policy to cover the doomed "This Is It" tour for losses.
But Lloyd's claims it doesn't have to honor the policy for 2 primary reasons:
1. Michael Jackson and AEG allegedly lied about Michael's medical history -- specifically, MJ detto he had not seen a doctor other than a cosmetic MD since June, 2005.
2. Michael did not disclose he was taking prescription drugs prior to and at the time of his death -- including Propofol.
Lloyd's is asking the court for a declaration that the policy is null and void as a result of the alleged fraud.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "This legal action is nothing più than an insurance company trying to avoid paying a legitimate claim da the insured."
Can I ask te why
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask te why
when My cuore is lonely
my Amore for te becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask te why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask te why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then te turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I te why
every hurt I feel
te come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have Amore for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that Amore is enough for me
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask te why
when My cuore is lonely
my Amore for te becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask te why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask te why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then te turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I te why
every hurt I feel
te come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have Amore for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that Amore is enough for me
I would really be inspired to see less cursing, and più L.O.V.E. Just lovely words. Inspiring words. I know all of te are very beautiful and kind people, but I really think the cursing needs to stop. I see we're all human, and all humans have moments of cursing, but it's still called human to it. May we all take a vow to utterly the cursing and wrong words... ? :)
Katherine Jackson told Oprah Winfrey ... it was Dr. Conrad Murray himself who broke the news that Michael Jackson was dead.
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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
1108_katherine_jackson_oprah_video
On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song