Probably 5 compared to most people. I dunno te that well but my mind isn't a pretty place to go into so da what I have seen of you. te are a -10 compared to me.
I mean alot of people are obsessed with horror Film and things killing other things. That isn't unique o special and probably the state of my mind isn't unique as well but trust me when I say this: te are not that screwed up.