goal system?

I do have a goal to lose weight, and I'm positive in it. :)

I want to be high-rankin'.

my goal is to not die. my dad died from cancer and then my sister did too. so im trying to not die from cancer as well. i have so far achieved that goal, but last anno i did have a scare where they thought they found some and i was in the hospital and shit but they told me they made a mistake. i DO believe in positive life systems, but mines is not that positive.