Everything was crashing down.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could Amore me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she Amore me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in Amore was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in Amore with me
Then, ask o force her to unisciti us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this Frozen cuore of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in Amore the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away da the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my cuore remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could Amore me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she Amore me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in Amore was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in Amore with me
Then, ask o force her to unisciti us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this Frozen cuore of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in Amore the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away da the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my cuore remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
one eager look from te and da cuore starts to soar.
i dont know how it could be. that i would Amore te more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side da side.i want all of te forever.no less time will ever do
te say how can te ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long fa when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of te and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me da the hand and lead me anywhere.with te my time is yours to share. i Amore you
bella
i dont know how it could be. that i would Amore te more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side da side.i want all of te forever.no less time will ever do
te say how can te ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long fa when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of te and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me da the hand and lead me anywhere.with te my time is yours to share. i Amore you
bella
Okay beacause I am a huge Twilight fan I have joined this club. I fell in Amore after the first 3 chapters of Tiwilight and I am still in the process of Leggere the books. If te could please at least say in the beginning of your articolo that it is concerning X books. That would help me out soooo much because I only have a limited amount of time I can read because of school and homework. The mentioning of things that I have not read yet is making me want to read the libri so much più and it has caused me to get in trouble at school for Leggere when I shouldn't be. Thank te so VERY much.