Present day
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from te and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear te Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll sposta on to the story I told him. Please because te have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett detto with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though te couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those successivo few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone Lost a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years fa but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward detto with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in Amore with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t Amore the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I Amore her and I knew it was not sicuro, cassetta di sicurezza for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.