okay guys, this is really short. im sorry, i've just had no time this week. please tell me what te think anyway :)
part 22
“If there was only some way to make te see that I can’t leave you.” I whispered. “Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you.”
The corner of her mouth pulled up slightly. The idea must have pleased her. “Okay.” She detto agreeably.
I was glad to see her happier again but the pain was still flowing through me at full force.
A questioning look came into her eyes before she asked “So—since you’re staying. Can I have my stuff back?” she spoke in a falsely light tone.
Her attempt at a distraction was so transparent that I laughed, but the pain was still there.
“Your things were never gone,” I explained. “I knew it was wrong, since I promised te peace without reminders. It was stupid and childish, but I wanted to leave something of myself with you. The CD, the pictures, the tickets—they’re all under your floorboards.”
“Really?” surprise and happiness filled her face, a smile lighting her eyes.
I nodded, slightly cheered that she was so happy from finding out this trivial fact.
“I think,” she began slowly. “I’m not sure, but I wonder... I think maybe I knew it the whole time.”
part 23
Curiosity flickered and I tried to push the pain away. Bella was upset that I was in pain, but she shouldn’t be upset, I had already caused her far too much pain.
“What did te know?” I asked, trying to distract myself.
“Some part of me, my subconscious maybe, never stopped believing that te still cared whether I lived o died. That’s probably why I was hearing the voices.” She stated, while I immediately began questioning her sanity.
I remembered back to when she first found out what I was, how she was curious and not the least bit frightened. I had been unsure of her sanity then too. At least there were options. Carlisle knew the best psychologists, and I could visit her whenever I was allowed.
“Voices?” I asked in a flat tone.
“Well, just one voice. Yours. It’s a long story.” She seemed wary. I wondered if that had anything to do with the expression on my face. it was my fault this time, that she wasn’t experiencing normal things. Well, as normal as could be in the current circumstances.
“I’ve got time.” I said, trying to keep my voice as even as possible.
“It’s pretty pathetic.” She said, an odd look of relief in her eyes. What was she relived about?
I waited, knowing she would tell me.
She looked thoughtful for a secondo before starting.
“Do te remember what Alice detto about extreme sports?”
I spoke the words without inflection o emphasis. “You jumped off a cliff for fun.”
“Er, right.” She looked nervously at me. “And before that, with the motorcycle—”
“Motorcycle?” I cut in, trying to retain my calm.
“I guess I didn’t tell Alice about that bit.” she bit her lip, a sign of tension.
“No.” I answered, unable to form a complete sentence.
“Well, about that...See, I found that...when I was doing something dangerous o stupid...I could remember te più clearly.” She said, looking like she was confessing to murder. “I could remember how your voice sounded when te were angry. I could hear it, like te were right there successivo to me. Mostly I tried not to think about you, but this didn’t hurt so much—it was like te were protecting me again. Like te didn’t want me to be hurt. And, well, I wonder if the reason I could hear te so clearly was because, underneath it all, I always knew that te hadn’t stopped loving me.”
I was so appalled, my words came out sounding strangled. “You...were...risking your life...to hear—”
“Shh,” she interrupted me. “Hold on a second. I think I’m having an epiphany here.”
Her face looked thoughtful, and I struggled to remain quiet. I was not used to being so patient, it had been so long and I was out of practice. I was about to say something, unable to hold my tongue any longer, when a look of happiness and understanding washed across Bella’s face.
“Oh!” she exclaimed quietly.
“Bella?” I needed to know, now.
“Oh. Okay. I see.” She said, completely ignoring me and driving me insane at the same time.
“Your epiphany?” I asked, my voice sounding strained.
“You Amore me.” she stated simply.
I smiled. “Truly, I do.”
She smiled such a smile that it brightened her whole face. I took her warm face into my hands and kissed her until her cuore was beating at double time.
I leant my forehead against hers, both of us breathing harder than usual.
im so sorry about the length, but please tell me what te think anyway :)
and, please if te haven't already can te please check out the eternal night spot. soon i will only be posting eternal night in that spot, so take a look if te want to keep reading.
hope te enjoyed, despite it's length :)
part 22
“If there was only some way to make te see that I can’t leave you.” I whispered. “Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you.”
The corner of her mouth pulled up slightly. The idea must have pleased her. “Okay.” She detto agreeably.
I was glad to see her happier again but the pain was still flowing through me at full force.
A questioning look came into her eyes before she asked “So—since you’re staying. Can I have my stuff back?” she spoke in a falsely light tone.
Her attempt at a distraction was so transparent that I laughed, but the pain was still there.
“Your things were never gone,” I explained. “I knew it was wrong, since I promised te peace without reminders. It was stupid and childish, but I wanted to leave something of myself with you. The CD, the pictures, the tickets—they’re all under your floorboards.”
“Really?” surprise and happiness filled her face, a smile lighting her eyes.
I nodded, slightly cheered that she was so happy from finding out this trivial fact.
“I think,” she began slowly. “I’m not sure, but I wonder... I think maybe I knew it the whole time.”
part 23
Curiosity flickered and I tried to push the pain away. Bella was upset that I was in pain, but she shouldn’t be upset, I had already caused her far too much pain.
“What did te know?” I asked, trying to distract myself.
“Some part of me, my subconscious maybe, never stopped believing that te still cared whether I lived o died. That’s probably why I was hearing the voices.” She stated, while I immediately began questioning her sanity.
I remembered back to when she first found out what I was, how she was curious and not the least bit frightened. I had been unsure of her sanity then too. At least there were options. Carlisle knew the best psychologists, and I could visit her whenever I was allowed.
“Voices?” I asked in a flat tone.
“Well, just one voice. Yours. It’s a long story.” She seemed wary. I wondered if that had anything to do with the expression on my face. it was my fault this time, that she wasn’t experiencing normal things. Well, as normal as could be in the current circumstances.
“I’ve got time.” I said, trying to keep my voice as even as possible.
“It’s pretty pathetic.” She said, an odd look of relief in her eyes. What was she relived about?
I waited, knowing she would tell me.
She looked thoughtful for a secondo before starting.
“Do te remember what Alice detto about extreme sports?”
I spoke the words without inflection o emphasis. “You jumped off a cliff for fun.”
“Er, right.” She looked nervously at me. “And before that, with the motorcycle—”
“Motorcycle?” I cut in, trying to retain my calm.
“I guess I didn’t tell Alice about that bit.” she bit her lip, a sign of tension.
“No.” I answered, unable to form a complete sentence.
“Well, about that...See, I found that...when I was doing something dangerous o stupid...I could remember te più clearly.” She said, looking like she was confessing to murder. “I could remember how your voice sounded when te were angry. I could hear it, like te were right there successivo to me. Mostly I tried not to think about you, but this didn’t hurt so much—it was like te were protecting me again. Like te didn’t want me to be hurt. And, well, I wonder if the reason I could hear te so clearly was because, underneath it all, I always knew that te hadn’t stopped loving me.”
I was so appalled, my words came out sounding strangled. “You...were...risking your life...to hear—”
“Shh,” she interrupted me. “Hold on a second. I think I’m having an epiphany here.”
Her face looked thoughtful, and I struggled to remain quiet. I was not used to being so patient, it had been so long and I was out of practice. I was about to say something, unable to hold my tongue any longer, when a look of happiness and understanding washed across Bella’s face.
“Oh!” she exclaimed quietly.
“Bella?” I needed to know, now.
“Oh. Okay. I see.” She said, completely ignoring me and driving me insane at the same time.
“Your epiphany?” I asked, my voice sounding strained.
“You Amore me.” she stated simply.
I smiled. “Truly, I do.”
She smiled such a smile that it brightened her whole face. I took her warm face into my hands and kissed her until her cuore was beating at double time.
I leant my forehead against hers, both of us breathing harder than usual.
im so sorry about the length, but please tell me what te think anyway :)
and, please if te haven't already can te please check out the eternal night spot. soon i will only be posting eternal night in that spot, so take a look if te want to keep reading.
hope te enjoyed, despite it's length :)
I have all the Twilight books, but I Lost Eclipse and really want to read it. Does anybody know a website te can read the whole book on? I've been dying to read past the first chapter te get from New Moon. It sucks I really want to read it, and I can't do that. Please help me with this. From a fan to a fan. te know how great the book is so help me, a person who wants to read it. Please just find the website and post it to me. Thank te so much! I hope te already know one, o can easily find one. Thank you!!
Danie turned into a blob of mela, apple sauce, then shape-shifted back into a human. "There" She said.
"Hey Erin! So I see te got my text."
"Yeah! Congrats! te have to tell me all about this Parick."
"No, te tell me about te being part of the Volturi."
"How did te know?"
"Well me being a vamp and everything, I get one power which is shape-shifting."
"What does that have to do with it?"
"Oh nothing I just needed to tell you."
"Ok, how did te find out?"
"Your friend Alice told me."
"Oh,ok. Yeah, so te know my dad is Aro and my little sister is Jane."
"I didn't even know that!" Alice said."Why didn't te tell me?"
"I wasn't ready to yet."
"Erin, te are my best friend; I tell te everything, te should tell me the same."
"Ok,sorry."
"It's fine. Now come on, let's go shopping for your friend's big day."
"Ok, let's go."
Two hours later, Alice, Erin, and Danie were still roaming around when they found the "perfect dress".
"Hey Erin! So I see te got my text."
"Yeah! Congrats! te have to tell me all about this Parick."
"No, te tell me about te being part of the Volturi."
"How did te know?"
"Well me being a vamp and everything, I get one power which is shape-shifting."
"What does that have to do with it?"
"Oh nothing I just needed to tell you."
"Ok, how did te find out?"
"Your friend Alice told me."
"Oh,ok. Yeah, so te know my dad is Aro and my little sister is Jane."
"I didn't even know that!" Alice said."Why didn't te tell me?"
"I wasn't ready to yet."
"Erin, te are my best friend; I tell te everything, te should tell me the same."
"Ok,sorry."
"It's fine. Now come on, let's go shopping for your friend's big day."
"Ok, let's go."
Two hours later, Alice, Erin, and Danie were still roaming around when they found the "perfect dress".
1.Erin is part of the Volturi, but she is half human-Spoiler!
2.not everything will be exactly like the books,it will be dramatized a little.
3.Erin is my best friend in real life, so I try to make her as realistic as possible.
4.This one is più about me:I don't like cussing in my stories because I don't cuss a lot in real life, but it makes my stories funnier,agree?
5.We might make a movie out of this when we are done-Spoiler!
6.Erin was telling me about one of her friends, Danie, and she might be in a few chapters-Spoiler!
7.Erin tries to kill Alice later in the story-Spoiler!
EDward took off his shirt.His abs were hawt.I then went under the covers.I then felt his cool skin agaisnt mine.
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry Amore te will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up te know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My cuore beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my cuore was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry Amore te will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up te know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My cuore beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my cuore was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward o jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she detto when edward asked her,
" are te sure te made the right choice, i have never seen te in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she detto when edward asked her,
" are te sure te made the right choice, i have never seen te in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better