Black moon
Edward left me. edward left me. I couldn’t cope with it how could he leave me? he loved me didn’t he? I was subbing so hard that I couldn’t breath I was picturing his hard emotionless face when he told me he never loved me o wanted me every time I thought about him I subbed harder, my hole body was shaking, it was raining and my hole body was wet I was freezing but I didn’t care I rather die than live without him.im crazy the guy left me and I don’t want to live without him!
My body was freezing and my head was about to explode when I heard someone calling my name
-Bella,Bella,Bella…..
I didn’t recognize the voice but I got up to go to the voice my legs gave out they hurt pretty bad I tried to answer but my voice didn’t came out the voice got closer
-Bella,Bella
I saw a tall man running toward me he looked me in the eye
-are te alright?
I wanted to laugh at what he detto “yeah my bf left me and I'm great” I kept it to myself cause he would think I'm crazy I just shook my head .he helped me to get up but it was like I didn’t have control of my feet it was disconnected! So he picked me up and put me on his shoulders I wanted to object but I still couldn’t talk all i could think of was edward and every moment we had together so I broke into subs again
-its ok Bella don’t think about him its ok
How did he know? Was he spying on me? Is he…………………………………
-I found her but she doesn’t stop crying
-oh Bella honey are te ok? Lets take te home ok?
I still couldn’t talk Charlie took me home, dr. snow checked me and detto I had a cold so I went upstairs to change.
10 days later
I was so depressed i wouldn’t talk to anyone I, wouldn’t eat I couldn’t even sleep! I wasn’t who I was before, I was a different person I tried to pretend in front of Charlie that I'm ok but I think I failed . every giorno after school I went da the Cullen's house to check if their back ,but nothing. in school everyone tried to be nice to me and invite me over but I just ignored them, I Lost 13 kg in 10 days ,under my eyes were black and Charlie doesn't talk to me he thinks it only make things worse dr. snow visited me twice and wants me to see a shrink! And if I visit a shrink they would probably chain me up if I tell them the truth: “did te know my bf is a vampire and his vampire brother attacked me cause I got a paper cut and he wanted to drink my blood so my bf left me because 1. He thinks he's dangerous 2.the most imp reason he doesn't Amore me”
Charlie tried to protect me from dr. snow and told him that I’ll snap out of it in a few days at least Charlie was hoping, he didn’t give up on me.
2 days passed and I was still crying I felt my other half was missing o my cuore isn’t beating.
I woke up and got ready for school when I heard Renées voice I went to see what's going on
-oh Bella honey are te ok look at you! Your so skinny…………….. she broke into subes I hugged her to calm her down then Charlie came with a bag in his hands
-Bella your going back with your mother te cant be here anymore your not te anymore I don’t want to be the one……….. I cut him off
-I don’t want to go! Dad why are te doing this to me? i screamed at him then I grabbed the bag out of his hand and threw my clothes every where then I went in my room and started crying why does Charlie wants me to leave? Thousand domande ran into my mind then I heard a knock on my door Charlie opened the door and came in
-Bella te know I don’t want te to leave te know he's not coming back he's not calling he's not sending letters Bella he's not coming back te have to accept that!
-well I cant Bella your moping around your lifeless is he worth this?
Moping around that stung I
-I want to get ready for school.
I told Charlie and closed the door in his face I got ready and went to school in school no one talked to me not that I mind I liked it o at least Angela asked how I feel and stuff ….
Today school was boring like always and in biology I would just stare at Edwards empty sede, sedile and imagined what would it be like if he was still here secondi passed like hours when school ended I drove to la push. I parked my car and walked on the spiaggia when I got to the cliff I went and stood on the edge of the cliff trying to imagine what would it be like when I jump I was standing there fore 30 min o più when someone touched my shoulder I turned around to see who it was
-Bella? What are te doing here?
-hi jake I was just watching the sunset . and imagining how would it be like if I jumped
-How are te Charlie is worried about te , Billy is bugging me to come and see te and I just thought te need some spazio to figure this out
-figure what out. I asked suspicious
-um_um te know edward I mean I know he left te but its not worth it Bella look at te your not that happy fun person that I knew your lifeless
-why does everyone tells me that, there is nothing wrong with me and I'm fun and happy. My voice broke at the last word
-Bella wake up he is not here your destroying yourself . he whisperd
I crossed my hands trying to hold my self then I glanced at the cliff again maybe I should wait when he's gone then I’ll jump and rest in peace he followed my gaze and frowned
-what where te doing at the edge of the cliff he asked still frowning oh god he's on to me then he's going to stick around here and I cant rest in peace
-nothing j-just watching the sunset and feeling the cool breeze on my face
- ok he detto –are te sure? Do te need to talk to anyone te know I will always be there fore you, don’t you?
-yeah thanks jake he hugged me it was kind of weird and he's skin was hot like he had a fever
-are te alright? I thing te have a fever ,your skin is so hot
-um yeah yeah um sure I should go bye
-bye. That was weird what's wrong with him I went to my car and forgot about the rest in peace thing
When I went home Renée was still here talking with Charlie I ignored them and went up stairs to do my home work