Dear Diary...
Do I Amore him ? Does He Amore me ? Is that alright ? Isnt that wrong? So many domande becuse of one guy. Why, why me? Even though I broke up with Light and I dont have any feelings for L (till now),why does my cuore hurt when I see him, why does it hurt when I see L?? Do I have feelings for him, and if does he have feelings for me??
It was Saturday, my work has ended and the police crew was home. I (idiot) forgot my wallet, so I musted go back and take it. When I came to the police room, it was all dark (maybe becuse it was 10 pm in the night), except the TVs that someone was watching. That was L siting in the chair like usual.

"Hey" I detto "What are te doing this late." He turned to my side, and watched me with his big black eyes.
"Hey,I was watching some TV, but what are te donig here?"
"I have forgoten my Wallet,did te see it?" I asked
"Yeah" He came really close to me and watched down on me.
"What are te donig ?"
"Nothing special and you?"
"Dont joke with me L,Im not that stupid, WHAT ARE YOU..."
But before I even finished my sentences, he kissed me and then licked his lips.It was not a hard kiss, but a nice, cute, "I like più then a friend kiss".
It was the perfect first kiss!!
"W-wh-what are te doing ?" I asked schoked.
"I kissed you" He answered sweet.
"But why?"
"Becuse I Amore you!"
He l-lo-love me, me, the smartest guy in the world loves me!!
"But..." I was schoked.
"I know it sounds wierd,becuse i never felt this way, becuse I was never loved, but when Im with te my cuore hurts.Its like a dre...
Before he finished I started to cry,not becuse I was sad, but because I was happy,so happy.
"Why are te crying" He asked me worried.
"Becuse Im happy,more then in my whole life" I detto that while I was crying.
"Does that mean te like me too ?" He asked, while he was coming closer and closer to me.
"NO, I dont like you,you idiot" I smiled.
"Ohh.." He looked at me sad.
"I Amore you.I always did,but I was scared,becuse I tought that te dont like me and..."
He stoped me with his kiss. This baciare was different then the first,this was intensive, hotter. He didnt wanted to stop, even if tried he didnt let me go. I dont know how but managed to stop him for a minute, so i could ask him:
"L, why is this baciare different then the first one?"
He gave me a little baciare and said, "Becuse in the 1st one I havent been sure that te like me that much as i like you, but now that im sure of it I wont let te go, never!!"
That was the moment that should never stop, I loved him so much and he loved me too.
He pulled me to his body and kissed me with his tongue so hard it almost hurted. He raised me, taked me to his room and put me down on his bed.
Even if i loved him I want sure if that would be alright to do that at the same night, but as we were baciare più and più i wanted to do it più than he.
"Misa ?"
"What is it L ?"
"Do te really want to ?"
"Y-yes if its with you, I do. I Amore you!!"
"I Amore te too,Misa!"
He started to undress his white shirt,when I saw his muscles I blushed so much, I was so red it looked like I had fever.
"Your so cute when te blush" He detto smileing.
"Idiot..." I said. "Dont joke with me !"
"That isnt a very nice sort of talking, becuse of that te must be punished ."
"W-what are te talki..."
He remove my camicia and kissed me on the forehead, then on the nose, then lips, neck...
"Pervert ." I said.
He smiled and removed my shoes, becuse he didnt have any shose o socks.
He get up from the bed, while i was lieing helpless on the bed, I dont know what was he thinking, but he was smileing pervert and cute in one.
I cant stop thinking of that night,but dear diary i should stop talking and go on!!!
He climbed on the letto and started to baciare me again and again.
"Lawliet, why can te baciare so good, didnt te say te didnt had a girlfriend till now ?"
"Thats false. That baciare with te wasnt my first, but it was your right ?"
"How do te know that ?"
"Becuse I know that Light never baciare te and that he dont Amore you, but I do ." he whispered in my ear "I Amore te so much i would kill for te ."
I blushed even più than before so I kissed him, and then happend the cutest thnik in this world, L BLUSHED, and becuse he doesnt wanted me to see it so kissed me so hard that i musted close my eyes, but i wanted to see his cute face so I pushed him down on the bed.
"What are te doing ?" L asked all red.
"I want to see your blushing face, its cuter then my..."
In that moment L pushed me down and kissed me.
"No, no im not your the cutest girl ever."
And with this sentence we were baciare and baciare and gone più far then just kissing. <3 <3 <3