te are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because te do not exist much...
Why do te run away from such a place as this?
te liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. te like and Amore this place...
te born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Lost without te and like I lose te more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will te stay for me, then… da my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with te as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to te that I will not run away-from te o from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I Amore you... and want to Amore te più again...

I am missing te and losing te as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, te fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few più minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some domande of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would te do the same thing for me?
Would te sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will te save me when I need your help?

Would te do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet te again- in the Soul Society o elsewhere, but I hope I can meet te there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting te wherever, anywhere and I cannot orso to think about that...
I just can cry and più and più within I cry waiting you... just waiting for te to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing più of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...