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lovedeath26 posted on May 05, 2009 at 06:24PM
Words of Hope
One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking, that night I saw an angel, saw her crying, her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying... Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden, I watched her soul escape in the little tears, to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden, she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears... She was lying on the cold white marble plate, to help her I tried, but I was too late, in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate... Angel stared me, I heard her silent cries, pale little form on pool of so red blood, angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes, in rage I cried, next who dies will be god... I took angel on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near, gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear, god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear... , I see mirrors of madness.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx My Eyes I stare to the madness, I see just my pain, it staring me back, drowning me in the sadness... My tears flow, blinding me, just for vain, for no reason, my mind falling to the emptiness... I stare in the mirror, once again, I see my eyes, I see mirrors of madness.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Follow my tears down the road You’ll find me somewhere at the end Where all hope is faded Happiness is overrated Down the road You’ll look and see Everything I used to be Scattered around Battered up Wasted And fucked up Don’t look down Don’t look up It can’t be avoided forever The proof is all around Down the road You’ll look and see Everything I used to be Scattered around Battered up Wasted And fucked up I tried to turn around But theres too many mess ups I’d have to re visit I rather keep walking Hope it leads to somewhere better Somewhere… xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Just forget my face You look at me like you love me but I see that you dont. You look at me like something you need. But I know its all a lie. If you really love me, when I turn around you will stab me in the back and let me die xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx My happy place I wake up in a dark cold room. It takes me a few minutes to grasp that this is my room. I wait for some one to come and get me but nothing. No email, no text, no call, not anything. It looks like every one has forgotten me for today. I decide to go to the next room, it is the same room as before. I keep running through all the rooms but they are all the same. At one point I see a TV. with two buttons under it. One says gun and the other poison. I hit the gun button under the TV it shows were it is. It is on the table in the next room. I put the gun to my head and I cock it. At that point I realize that I am like a lab rat being poked and being cut to see what makes me tick. I think of all the people who love me, my family, they don’t like me they despise me. My friends, phh, what friends they are loser’s like me that no one likes. With cut’s on my wrist’s and all dressed in black I pull the trigger, click. I wake up, the sun is in my face. Maybe next time I can have a bullet. |