just me

I feel dizzy,
But no pain,
My cuore is racing,
But I can't feel a thing,
The blood drips,
From my wrists to the floor
I begin to stumble,
te reach the door,
Walking inside
te see me bleeding,
te want to help,
But I'll deny,
Saying:
Don't save me,
I want to die,
te can't believe,
The words I just spoke,
But te walk away,
Hurt,
te return,
I'm still alive,
te could help me,
But I cry,
I still don't want you
I never did,
Now leave me be,
I'm better off dead,
te leave again,
Tears in your eyes,
te loved me,
And te were letting me die,
An ora later,
te walk back in,
I'm lying on my bed,
Eyes staring blankly,
I watch you,
te could have saved me,
If te wanted to...