This is my very first story ,so please tell me what te think . I'll write più soon if it seems okay.And sorry about the "word" ,but that's part of Mat's personality,He swears sometimes...sorry.
Amore te loads!!
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I tried to avoid Mathew today, even though he was my best friend since....well...ever.I just couldn't see him after what happened ,even though I had feelings for him ,I couldn't mostra it to him ,it would just ruin what little friendship that was left! But I couldn't keep it up for long, Mathew was going to live with me, and we simply had the same lessons and most everything in common.
"Um.. Jess? Can we talk? “Mathew detto ,looking away.
"Err...I don’t know, Mat, the bell's about to ring...” I said, trying to avoid eye contact,"I don't want to get caught late to class..."
"Jessica...”He detto as he reached for my hand, but I didn't give it to him,"We need to talk-"
"I don’t have time... I'm...I'm sorry" I lied to him! Why did I lie to him? We've always been so close, it was obvious to him that I was lying...that...that I was avoiding him.
"Jess...”He said, holding me back."I'm sorry! We have to talk, te can't just avoid it"
The campana, bell rang.
I looked through my notebook, looking for the class I was heading to.
"It's lunch next" he continued, looking down.
My eyes widened...my cuore sanked, I knew he was upset, he'd never admit it, but he was.
"I promise, we'll talk, just...not yet.” I gave him a hug before walking away, making sure he wouldn't see what was going on, that I was upset...that I was hurt.
Mathew's point of view:
I headed towards the back of the school, distracted from the outside world.
God! I'm so stupid!
"Mathew! Hey! Yo dude, Mathew!" a voice started calling.
I kept walking ,thinking about how I could ever fix things.
"Mathew! Wait up ,man!”
Annoyed, angry, and upset, I finally turned around to face the person; it was Connor, once again with his football,waiting for another game.Connor was a freshman, he moved in not long ago, and you'd never think that I would be Friends with him, but I was.We were Friends since the giorno he came up to me with his football, and we'll always be as long as there's a game to play.
"Ey man, I've been calling te since ever, what's up?”
"not in the mood" I detto with anger in my tone, as I walked away.
"Scared I'll beat te this time?" he called out with a smile
"Dude, Fuck off!"
"wha..whats?"
"I detto Fuck Off!"
Back to Jessica's point of view:
I sat on the floor ,crying ,meaningless tears falling ,rolling down my cheeks .Tears because i couldn't handle it,tears because i couldn't hold it in anymore,tears....tears because i loved him.
My phone rang,
"Jessica," It was Kaitlin, her voice breathless. "There's a problem here”
"Between me and Mathew? Yeah, I wanted to talk to te about, I-" I said, my voice trembling helplessly
"No ,no .no "Kaitlin inturupted," te have to get to the hospi-"
"Kaith?? Kaith ? Whats going on ?"
Nothing,
I looked at my phone ...our line got cut off.
Amore te loads!!
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I tried to avoid Mathew today, even though he was my best friend since....well...ever.I just couldn't see him after what happened ,even though I had feelings for him ,I couldn't mostra it to him ,it would just ruin what little friendship that was left! But I couldn't keep it up for long, Mathew was going to live with me, and we simply had the same lessons and most everything in common.
"Um.. Jess? Can we talk? “Mathew detto ,looking away.
"Err...I don’t know, Mat, the bell's about to ring...” I said, trying to avoid eye contact,"I don't want to get caught late to class..."
"Jessica...”He detto as he reached for my hand, but I didn't give it to him,"We need to talk-"
"I don’t have time... I'm...I'm sorry" I lied to him! Why did I lie to him? We've always been so close, it was obvious to him that I was lying...that...that I was avoiding him.
"Jess...”He said, holding me back."I'm sorry! We have to talk, te can't just avoid it"
The campana, bell rang.
I looked through my notebook, looking for the class I was heading to.
"It's lunch next" he continued, looking down.
My eyes widened...my cuore sanked, I knew he was upset, he'd never admit it, but he was.
"I promise, we'll talk, just...not yet.” I gave him a hug before walking away, making sure he wouldn't see what was going on, that I was upset...that I was hurt.
Mathew's point of view:
I headed towards the back of the school, distracted from the outside world.
God! I'm so stupid!
"Mathew! Hey! Yo dude, Mathew!" a voice started calling.
I kept walking ,thinking about how I could ever fix things.
"Mathew! Wait up ,man!”
Annoyed, angry, and upset, I finally turned around to face the person; it was Connor, once again with his football,waiting for another game.Connor was a freshman, he moved in not long ago, and you'd never think that I would be Friends with him, but I was.We were Friends since the giorno he came up to me with his football, and we'll always be as long as there's a game to play.
"Ey man, I've been calling te since ever, what's up?”
"not in the mood" I detto with anger in my tone, as I walked away.
"Scared I'll beat te this time?" he called out with a smile
"Dude, Fuck off!"
"wha..whats?"
"I detto Fuck Off!"
Back to Jessica's point of view:
I sat on the floor ,crying ,meaningless tears falling ,rolling down my cheeks .Tears because i couldn't handle it,tears because i couldn't hold it in anymore,tears....tears because i loved him.
My phone rang,
"Jessica," It was Kaitlin, her voice breathless. "There's a problem here”
"Between me and Mathew? Yeah, I wanted to talk to te about, I-" I said, my voice trembling helplessly
"No ,no .no "Kaitlin inturupted," te have to get to the hospi-"
"Kaith?? Kaith ? Whats going on ?"
Nothing,
I looked at my phone ...our line got cut off.