Dear Nic,
first of all, I am really sorry for being a forgetful cagna and for giving te a sucky gift but I will make it up to te when I come back home, I promise!

So, basically I just wanted to say a few words on why I Amore te so much.
When I came back to fanpop I really didn't expect that so many new people will be here and I felt really awkward because that is how I am with people I don't know. And I thought I wasn't gonna fit back in but then you, one of the first people from the "second generation" welcomed me back and wallposted me and that felt really nice. We started talking and realized...

Hello :D

So, this is your birthday! Diet Coca Cola and a pizza please, diet Coca Cola I`m on my knees screaming Big girl te are beautiful! Happy happy haappy birthday, to you. te te youuuu♥ Don`t try to be like Grace Kelly, coz all her looks are too sad. Ain`t they?! You could be brown, te could be blue, te could be violent sky, te could be hurtful, te could be purple, te can be anything te like! Because.. you are not what te think te are, te are golden, te are golden, my love! And whoever don`t like you, can walk out the door! Live your fucking life to the fullest. It is too short to spend...

End of Chapter 1

"Alexandra." I mocked my mothers voice as I sighed and eased my feet over the edge of the floor, putting just the slightest pressure on my toes. The pain was not like anything I have known, I would imagine this is close to the sensation te get when a person walks through hot coals...pure hell, pure pain.

I grab onto the bed, my breath coming out ragged as the pain races up my feet and into my legs causing the worst cramps I've ever had. I knew that I don't deal well with pain, and I've never felt anything like this..I knew I was most likely going to pass out but before I did...

Ok girls..this is the new story I'm writing. I'm super anxious to see what te think. If te like it I'm continuing it on mine and brys page :)
ly <3

She woke screaming, her hands clenching the sheets in her hands so tight that her fingers were white. She looked around the room as she tried to figure out where she was o what was going on. She felt the warmth of her dog pressed against her side, she knew this room with it's pale green walls, the hardwood floors that lay beneath her bed.

She takes a few deep breaths as she tries to calm herself, she's had many disturbing dreams before but none...

Got my head on the pillow
Ready for a new night
Got my dreams to hold on tight
Wanna stay asleep forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel so alone
When I wake up you’re gone

Still I have to believe
That of all this loving can’t be for nothing
Don’t care about other guys ‘cause I made up my mind
It’s te o no one
It’s worth the pain
If only I knew it isn’t in vain
But even though we’re apart you’ll be in my cuore forever

I’m keeping my eyes closed
Trying to keep the noise out of my head
Holding onto te for as long as I can
Wanna stay in letto forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel...

Maria...I tried to think of what to do for your birthday (happy sweet 16!) so..here's what I thought of.

A Beginning
It was A hard days night and Maria was trying to find a picture of Dominic in a Dr. Pepper T-shirt with no luck. HELP she screamed as she threw her sisters Sponge Bob across the room. I've searched Across the Universe and I can't find a damn thing!

Just then Amy logged on and Maria sent her the following message.

"Amy, Don't let me down. I've been looking Eight days a week and I can't find this picture."

"Good giorno Sunshine" Amy detto as she laughed at Maria who was once again freaking...

It was at the age of thirteen
When I first saw you
What did I know about love
There was still so much I needed to see

But now seven years later
And me being all grown up
I’m still in Amore with you
I must be crazy

Don’t say I don’t know what I want
‘Cause I know all I want is you
Don’t say I should turn around and walk away
When all the roads lead to you
I wish my cuore was made of rock
Or at least it had a lock
And te couldn’t get a hold of the key
But on and on te sneak in and drive me crazy

I know it’s impossible
I keep telling myself
I should try to sposta on
But my cuore won’t listen to my...

Bbay, I tried to think of something I could get you..and it was really hard to decide...but I was listening to the Killers and it came to me. I know I'm kind of copying the ideas from te and Maria..but I hope it makes te smile.

Here's my feelings through The Killers:

I detto I Amore te like the stars above, I'll Amore te till I die. True

But te always hold your head up high, because it's a long, long way down. Hold your head up baby, things always get better

So what, I don't mind...if te don't mind. Cuz I don't shine..if te don't shine. I don't shine if te don't shine love


The stars are blazing,...

So, first of all, I wish te the happiest birthday ever. In your whole life. And I wish every successivo birthday to be the same. :D
I am not very good at expressing my wishes, but here's a try.

Bren, I wish you. . più then everything. I wish te to be happy, but not always, because te wouldn't appreciate when everything is going smooth. I want te to live a true first Amore story te would tell us here. I wish te health, money ( *_*), happiness, joy and, well, I wish te everything I can wish to a friend like you. I want te to live a life the way te want it and I want te to promise that you...

ciao girls, I was having a totally horrible giorno at work today then coming home it just got worse...nothing and no one could make me smile until I came on here....then I heard a song off my ipod and it made me think of all of you...so here are some of the lyrics...or all of them maybe..

ok...


here we go...


I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled...

Soulmate,
Since I´m such a cagna all the time XD I thought I could make something for te that could redeem me from my sins <3
I wrote te smthing using BSB lyrics bcause te know HOW MUCH I Amore BSB and bcause I know that te Amore them SECRETLY too XD
You know I Amore te più than the sky loves the moon ♥
So here it goes:


Baby, I promise te I´ll never break your heart. I couldn’t live without te anymore because you´re my fire, the one desire.

Without te I´m a house of cards in a hurricane. A reckless ride in the pouring rain.

I would go anywhere for you, anywhere te ask me to. I wish...

20 reasons why we Amore Amy :)

1.) Because of her personality!
2.) Because she makes everything better!
3.) Because she is kind!
4.) Because she loves us in so many ways!
5.) Because she makes us smile!
6.) Because she's always there for us when we need help o comfort!
7.) Because she's a truly great person inside out!
8.) Because she's fun and sweet and cute and I could go on forever!
9.) Because she’s a BEATLES FREAK!
10.) Because she’s excited about random stuff because we are there with her!
11.) Because she’s too obsessed with tattoos!
12.).Because she's a part of our family!
13.).Because...

It was a beautiful day, Maria and Cat were sitting in the fragola fields for what seemed like forever. The two of them had been laying in the erba staring up into the sky, trying to figure out the shapes when Cat screamed that she had found a nube, nuvola that looked like Lucy in the sky with Diamonds.

"Cat, te seriously need some HELP!" Maria detto as she rolled her eyes and looked around. "Oh...that one looks like...like...an Octopus's Garden!"

"And te say I need HELP!" Cat laughed as she sat up and looked around. "Maria, can we go somewhere else and look? Great, Here Comes The Sun. I know...Why...

How it ALL Started;

Sexy picture of Hot M&Kat legs.
Jenn: Hot stuff, much ?! huh . hihih :D ♥
Kat:Yeah Maria and I will have camera sex successivo time xPPPPPPPP LMAO
Jenn:Aw how romantic , LMAO! xD
Kat:haha xD I know But She is Unstoppable xP
Jenn:Ohh like i don`t know that :P
Kat:Haha She is being Perv with te in the Camera too !? :O
Jenn:Yeah couple of times. I had to mostra her my bra * :D
Kat:Oh I had to took my clothes in front of her ! Thank god i had the camera a little bit down xP She had her head stick on the screen xD
Jenn:OMFG LMAO! Your`s is worse hahahahahah! :P
Kat:OMFG LMAO! Your`s is...

OKAY So last couple of days were really messed UP for us , like MAJORLY!
So much bad stuff happened. But we will work it out.
It was a HUGE fight and we all done and detto stuff we regret and we cried it out. Now it`s time to sposta ON! Time to forget the huge argument and just to enjoy this place like before.

I was wondering what will happened with ALL of us , after the fight and i wasn`t sure that we will work it out , o that this place would feel like before but i was SO WRONG! Amy proved me that.
She was like AMAZING trough it ALL! We are SO lucky to have her with us , in our family.

Speaking...

Girls, I was not there when everything happened...that's the first thing I want to say. I do not understand everything, and never will..but I want te ALL to please talk. This site is seriously a family! Everyone cares and loves everyone else, YEAH there's going to be times when we fight..or argue, feelings are hurt and need to be fixed. Girls I Amore Amore Amore coming here because no matter how my giorno is THIS place makes me happy! te all make me happy, and that TRULY takes a lot because I don't trust people easily...let alone let people get to know me.
Girls this is killing me! It makes me...

They used to say a way out is near. It will just pop up and blind us all with it’s amazement, that we would feel like it was there all the time, but we were just “keeping it real quiet”. Well, what should we do? Blast out the Musica of happiness and just increase the volume? I don’t think so. All I hear is pathetic philosophic talk that takes us nowhere. They keep recitazione as if we don’t know how deep down in “pain” we are. Trust us we do know. At this moment I know exactly what I’ve been through and what I’m going through and all my decisions about suicide are, trust me again,...

I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But te were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was te all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed te saved me from drowning
But all this time te held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see te as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies

I found my way through the traffic
I found a...

The rain is falling upon the window
And I'm sitting here all alone
There's nothing really that keeps me here
I'm just staring at the floor
Than suddenly I stand up
I walk right out of the front door
Across the rain I start to run
'Cause I wanna scream for more

I Amore you
And I need you
I've tried to keep it inside
But now it has to come out
I've fought the hardest fight to get te in my life
And now you're standing successivo to me
I guess this was meant to be

The rain is falling upon our faces
But that doesn't matter anymore
Don't let our precious time getting wasted
You know you're the only one I adore
And when the...

Here I stand
My cuore beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some divine place...