a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see te cry, the first to make te smile when te arrived, the only one to welcome te as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what te feared,

What made te laugh,

And what made te hurt.

The one person that actually cared for te and te cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

te blame yourself.

If te hadn't Lost your temper, if te had just listened to what he was going to say, te would be with him where ever he is.

te know te cant live without him.

The one te grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those smeraldo green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave te alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

te cant take it much more, as te stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as te remember the giorno he demanded the superiore, in alto appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh te give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

te curse the fact he brought te to do this.

te hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always Amore you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

te do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.